You know sometimes when you feel lost?

That's how I've felt.

Lost.

Just recently, though, I still have hope.

I guess I'm just in a confusing spot.

It's hard,

Hard to talk about.

Saying you need help.

I've told someone in my life that and they just played it off.

Played it off like it was some joke.

Though, I know they didn't mean any harm.

I told them that I'm dead serious about this.

I want to give myself a chance.

I need to.

Because if I don't then I don't know how I can keep going on like this. I have to do something different.

So, I want you to keep giving yourself chances even when you feel lost, when you feel like you can't, that you can't keep going on. Reconsider.

There's so much beauty in your life. Even if you can't seem to see it sometimes, it's still there.

So, please, don't give me that glare.

Keep looking and recognize.

Realize that your time, , every second of every minute of every hour; of every. single. day,

It's precious, you and I.

P.S: *You can read this and maybe more of my other future poems in my second poetry book if I decide to write and publish there aswell. *