Lately, I've felt as if I'm drowning and there's no one to talk to this about.

No way to see my way out.

Though, I know I'll keep going, for that's what I have to do.

But, I've just felt so down.

It's a hard feeling to describe to anyone but,

if I were to put it into words I'd say, it feels like you're stuck,

like, time has almost stopped and you're stuck in this hole you don't know how to get out of.

Like, this heavy feeling in your heart that you can't seem to make go away no matter how hard you try, and you try and you keep trying, though, most times it feels like it's not enough.

Like, it'll never be enough for you.

That, although you want to get better, to feel better, you can't seem to, you can't seem to know how to.

But only when you're in this state.

Cause other days?

Those are better, better than this, better than what this is or was.