dear journal,

yeonjun told his parents about us. they didn't take it very well. he's been sleeping in our guest bedroom for a week now.

summer break starts today. yeonjun hasn't been speaking much and i haven't been pushing him to. i can tell he's sad. i wish there was something i could do. he says just being here is enough but it doesn't feel like it.

i want to tell him i love him.

but it has to be the right moment.

now just feels... wrong.

- soobin