When I woke up the next morning for class I was surprised to wake up in Jin's bed, alone.

Sitting up, I saw that Jin wasn't in the room. I looked around but it didn't seem like he was even here.

Did he have classes? I wondered. Shaking the thought, I stood up and got ready for my class.

After I was ready I headed to class and whined all hour until class was over.

The aftermath was more homework, of course. I was just grateful when the class was finally over.

Afterward I decided to stop by the lounge to get some food. Although I wasn't expecting to walk in and see Jin with the same guy from our class.

The first thing I noticed was how close the guy was. He was practically sitting on Jin's lap.

His legs were thrown over Jin's thighs as he smiled at something Jin was saying.

From where I was I couldn't hear what was said. Not that it mattered to me anyway. It had nothing to do with me.

"I said what can I get for you?" I hear, pulling me out of my thoughts. "Right, sorry." I mumble as I order my things and wait.

As I waited for my food my eyes drifted back to Jin and the guy. It seemed as if the guy got touchier by the second.

I know I said it wasn't any of my business yet I couldn't tear my eyes away. There was just something about this scene that bothered me.

"Namjoon!" I hear the person call, signaling my order was ready. As my Name was called, Jin turned his head.

Our eyes met for a second before I stood up and walked over to get my things and pay.

After I got my stuff I turned and saw that Jin and the guy were looking my way.

Now that I was noticed I couldn't just leave so I had to be polite as I walked over to them.

"Your class is over already?" Jin asked, looking up at me from his spot on the couch.

I looked down at him, the guy beside him seeming as if he had gotten closer in only a few seconds.

"Yeah, it just ended not even ten minutes ago." I say. "Oh, at least it's over." Jin says, smiling.

"Mhm." I say, not sure what else could be said. "You're the guy from our class, right?" The guy beside Jin asks.

"Yeah, that's me." I say, not caring to get to know this guy at all.

"I'm Chanyeol by the way. Nice to meet you." The guy says, sitting up and extending his hand to me.

"You too." I say as we do the man shake aka the man handshake. Was this guy gay, I didn't know. It was hard to tell.

"We're gonna hang back at my dorm if you wanted to come." Chanyeol says and before I can speak I notice Jin's actions.

He moves his elbow, catching Chanyeol's attention. I catch everything as Jin speaks with his eyes.

"Oh, I forgot I have plans. Maybe next time for sure." He says and I see Jin pull his lips in as he looks down.

What was that look about? What was all of that about? Why did I feel uneasy?

"Anyways, we should get going. See you around." Chanyeol says as he pulls Jin up by his hand.

I watched their hands as Chanyeol made no attempts to pull his hand back, smiling over at Jin as he did.

He's gay. Definitely gay.

"See you later." Jin mumbles as he lets Chanyeol pull him away, their hands still connected.

I watched, unable to look away. I felt weird. Maybe even...angry?

It was currently going on 1:30am and Jin still wasn't back. I was thinking so many things and him staying the night with Chanyeol was definitely one of them.

I had a feeling I knew exactly what was going on and what had happened. Jin was proving his theory of his friend fucking him better than I could.

Of course that was just theory because he never could. No one could. No one knows Jin's body like I do. No one.

In the midst of my thoughts, the door opens and in walks Jin. At this hour, he was up to no good.

"You're still awake?" Jin asked, shutting the door behind him and standing up straight.

I didn't even want to answer his question. I was furious. Just by looking at him you could tell exactly what he had done.

He had the flushed sex looked painted all over his face. The face I had grown quite familiar with.

"Are you okay?" Jin asked, steering me out of my daze. I looked dead at Jin, our eyes locked.

"So how was it? Did he fuck you better after all?" I ask, my words nearly bitter.

Jin's eyes widened as he looked flustered. "You're not mad are you?" Jin asked, confirming what I already knew.

"Why would I be mad? It's not like we're dating. It has nothing to do with me." I say.

Jin looked at me for a minute before he looked down. "You're right." He says then continues with,

"We're not dating. I can fuck whoever I want." Jin says. His words made me feel, well, pissed.

"So, was he able to fuck you better than I do or not?" I ask, looking over at Jin.

Jin looked over at me, his lips parted sightly. "It was good." He says and I grin. "Not better though, huh?" I ask.

"Why does it matter, Namjoon. We're nothing more than friends with benefits, you said it yourself. I don't care about you and you don't care about me so It shouldn't matter what I do and who I do it with! Just worry about Daisy and leave me alone." Jin says, his voice snippy as he walked to his bed and sat down.

I watched as he went to get in bed, his shirt rising, showing red marks on his waist.

I grit my teeth and spit out,

"Fine. You were nothing but a meaningless fuck anyway."

I froze in my spot as the words came out of Namjoon's mouth.

He said it...he admitted that I meant nothing to him at all, not even in the slightest.

I was startled as Namjoon left the dorm room, slamming the door behind him on the way out.

I had no idea where he was going this late but I knew I couldn't just chase after him and stop him from going.

Although I liked Namjoon I knew it would never be the way I wanted. I figured I could sleep with Chanyeol and he and I would date.

Little did I know, Chanyeol doesn't date people. He just fucks them and moves on to the next.

I was just another fuck.

To both him and Namjoon, That's all I'd ever be.