《Promiscuous psycho》12: You're not the first to say I Love You
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Next Day
Y/n PoV
"Good?" I ask Jungkook, and he continues to chew on his slice of pizza, nodding. A cute smile curving onto his lips before he stuffs a chip into his mouth.
We're sat across from one another on the floor, the divider line still between us. I'm not breaking the rules by bringing him takeaway, at least I don't think I am. All I know is that tasty food seems to put him in a better mood. So they'll just have to get used to it.
"Did you bring a drink?" He asks with a full mouth.
"Of course" I grin before pulling a bottle of Pepsi out from my bag.
"Where did you get this from?" He asks.
"Some shitty takeaway near my apartment. The owner is fat, bald, and loves to call me bebe girl whenever I go there" I say with disgust, but it seems to make him chuckle.
Something then pops up in my mind. Narrowing my eyes I analyse him, his face, nose, lips, eyes. "Would you ever get a piercing? You seem like someone who would get his ears pierced." I blurt.
"I'd do more then that. I'd like a lip piercing."
"Really??"
He nods before swallowing a mouthful of pizza. "I once saw this band poster on the front window of a record store, and one of the guys had this silver lip ring. Thought it was pretty cool."
"You'd suit one" I nod.
"What about you?" He asks.
"No way. Couldn't have a needle going through my flesh and out the other end."
"What about tattoos?"
"Possibly." I shrug. "You?"
"I want a few. But only ones I've designed."
"You've done designs??"
"Oh yeah. Just give me a second to pull out my sketch book and pencils."
This boy and his sarcasm.
"I remember how you loved to draw." I smile at the memories that begin to play in my head. Ones of Jungkook drawing on my hand in class, little flowers and feathers, so intricately detailed for a boy so young.
"Yeah well I haven't in a while. Wouldn't remember any of the shading techniques or anything."
"Do you miss it?"
He shrugs.
"Drawing can be relaxing for some people. Gives their mind something pleasant to focus on." I say, but he seems to have gone a little quiet. He definitely misses it.
1 hour later
Jungkook PoV
I continue to stare down at the scrap piece of paper Y/n had torn from her notepad, her pen twiddling nicely between my fingers.
"Sorry it's not much" was what she told me. But I don't think she realises, I haven't been able to draw so much as a line for over 6 years. This little scrap of paper and ballpoint pen are like treasure to me, and she'll never be able to understand what it means to have this opportunity again.
I've never met a girl as thoughtful as her.
The food.
The music.
And now this.
All I've offered her are a few kisses, and she's given me the chance to feel human again, like I'm more then just some lifeless deviant to be feared and locked away.
It's strange. I still want to be rid of her. In fact my body aches when she's near and the memories of my past always flood my brain whenever I see her face. She's a pain to be around, but, she makes me feel.
That's it.
She makes me feel.
With those other women they were just my distractions. There was nothing to be excited about, or scared of, I was able to act without thinking. I was simply passing by in life.
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But with her. I feel it all. The pain. The anger. The fear. The confusion. It's petrifying. It's why I want her gone. She makes me feel.
"Alright you." Doctor Lee enters inside my cell. It's time for my regular checkup. Only this time, I've taken Y/N's advice.
"How are you feeling?" The woman asks whilst preparing her medication trolley.
"Tired."
"Oh?"
"Yeah. Really drowsy actually."
"Well if you want you can have a lie down and I'll come back in an hour?" She looks at me with fake concern, and I nod, waiting until she left to get into position. I lay back on the bed and close my eyes. I stay like that for at least 20 minutes, and just when I think it was a waste of time, I hear the cell unlock again. Footsteps approach me slowly, but I stay perfectly still. It becomes hard not to flinch when I feel a hand touch my chest, my eyes shooting open and landing on a startled Doctor Lee.
"J-Jungkook—."
"You said you'd be back in an hour. Why did you come back early?"
She stumbles backwards in shock, shaking her head. "This doesn't make sense, I-I gave you...well I put them into your food."
"Oh. You mean these?" I say whilst holding out the two sleeping pills. Y/n didn't tell me a specific reason for why I shouldn't take them, just that I needed to understand that the person giving me them couldn't be trusted.
"Were you gonna fuck me Doctor?" I ask , smiling when the woman's face turns paler then her white doctors coat. Oh come on, it doesn't take a genius to figure out what was about to happen here. I just wonder why Y/n felt a need to hide it from me.
It's like she was trying to protect me...
I get up, taking two steps towards the woman, her self slowly backing away. "You know I hate being touched without consent." I say, tutting at her. "I never would have thought a woman in a high position like yourself would be gagging for some dick. But hey I'm not gonna judge, you clearly have a good taste."
"Jungkook I—." She gasps when I toss the pills against the steal bars, her body trembling before me.
"Get out." I breathe before heading back over to my side. "And just once."
"Can you all just leave me alone."
Next Day
She's been quiet for a while, her eyes fixed on her notepad as she writes. Sometimes I feel like I could watch her for hours, especially today, there's just something about the way she's sucking that sweet lollipop between her lips.
"What's with the lollipop then nuisance?"
"I had some trick or treat candy left over from last night." She mutters, but her eyes suddenly flick upwards. "Oh by the way. Happy Halloween."
Ah. Todays October 31st. I bet the leaves outside are a beautiful red.
"Is it cold out?" I ask, and instead of replying she just tugs the scarf that's still wrapped around her neck, smirking. I look away. Why must she look at me like that? Those big ass doe eyes are starting to piss me off.
"So how long is todays session gonna take?"
She stops writing before putting her notepad away in her bag. "Actually it's already done."
My brows furrow as she starts to zip up her jacket.
"Done? You've only been here half an hour??"
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"Yeah well Jimins being discharged from the hospital today so I'm gonna pay him a visit."
Ahh. It's because of him.
"Is that why you've made extra effort today?" I ask when noticing her choice hairstyle and light makeup.
"Well I'm taking him out for a bite. It was his birthday the other week and I didn't get him anything."
"You like him."
"Huh?"
"You've sprayed perfume today."
Crossing her arms she flashes a smirk. "So?"
"Soooo perfumes and colognes have been used for decades to make women feel sensual and attractive to the opposite sex. While some women wear perfume to feel good about themselves, others like to gain the compliments from their loved ones."
Y/n PoV
This boy and his facts of the day. Sometimes it feel like I'm looking into a mirror. Only this one has abs and a sexual attitude.
"Okay. You've spoken true facts" I say. He smiles cockily before biting his lip, so attractive that I feel my knees weaken slightly.
"Tell me this though. Do you like the scent?" I ask whilst taking a step over the divider line.
"Yes. It's dark and sexy, what's not to like?"
"Then I've worn it for the right reason" I say before sitting down before him. Suddenly his cheeks blush pink, and I feel a wave of satisfaction hit me. So this is how I tackle the playboy?
"You look so yummy when you blush"
"Stop it." His words come out almost like a whisper.
"Why? Don't you like being played at your own game?"
"Does it make you feel nervo—." I gasp when he swoops his chain over my back before tugging me close, my hands landing roughly on his chest as I press between his legs.
"I told you. To stop." He speaks in a deep and dangerously alluring tone. Heat instantly rushes to my cheeks, our faces are so close that I can practically feel his breath against my chin. I've never seen him up this close in the daylight, his skin looks perfectly smooth, almost like glass if you pardon the small scar on his cheek.
Without thinking I trace a finger over the scar. His breath hitches from my touch and he reacts by flipping me round, trapping my body between his and the wall. My chest heaves as I gasp for a breath, my eyes wide as they stare straight into his. He seems angry, I should have known touching him would be crossing a line—.
Jungkook PoV
I kiss her, my lips hungrily devouring hers as I force myself against her. My entire body is tingling as I become intoxicated by her scent, that stupid but delicious perfume is a weakness. It's dangerously pleasing, I just want to breathe it all in until i pass out.
Finally she kisses me back, her hands gripping the fabric of my shirt as she aggressively tugs me close. For such an innocent looking girl she has this dark and wild hunger, almost passionate, it's fiery, it's intriguing, I wanna see how far I can go with it.
Taking things further I switch to her neck, attacking her sweet skin with my mouth and tongue, leaving as many marks as I possibly can. Sorry Jimin, looks like a part of me will be coming on this little dinner date with you and Y/n:)
Her moans brings me to smirk as I continue to kiss her neck. I knew she wanted me. With my hands I begin to unzip her hideous jacket, keeping my lips just below her ear.
"I love you" she breathes, and I freeze for a moment. When I look at her, I can see how out of breath she has become, her eyes slightly heavy as she pants slowly.
She gulps before looking down. "...I love you Jungkook."
I continue to stare at her for a moment, trying my best not to come across harsh when I say. "You think you're the first to tell me this?"
"I—."
"Every one of those woman confessed to being in love with me."
"Why are you so upset—."
"Because you're not brave or special for saying this, you're just like them. Liars."
Tears fill her eyes but she bites her lip to stop them falling. Pathetic. Now she's trying to guilt trip me.
I get up.
"Jungkook I don't know what those women meant when they said it. But I know that saying it didn't take every ounce of courage that it took me."
I scoff at her words.
"I didn't even plan on telling you but I couldn't stop myself. I love you—."
"Don't!"
"Don't tell me you love me. Please."
"But I do—."
"I love you so much baby boy. No one will love you as much as I do."
"Can I leave now—."
"Shh shh shhhh" he presses a finger over my lip. "Don't cry my sweet little boy. There is no need for tears when I'm here to love you."
"But this is wrong. You're so much older then me I'm just a child—."
"Love has no age Jungkook" his hands start to fiddle with the buckle on my pants.
"Jungkook—."
"STOP!!" I shove her away when she tries to touch me, her body stumbling backwards.
She wants to hurt us just like he did!!
Love is disgusting!! It's painful!!
Get rid of her before she can hurt us!!
"Leave" I breathe but my shaking figure causes her to worry. My head is spinning I can't think straight.
"Jungkook you're having a panic attack—."
I snap. My body charges at hers until her back hits the wall with force. I bunch a fist beside her face making her flinch. "WHY FOR JUST THIS ONCE CANT YOU LISTEN TO ME!?"
Y/n PoV
My eyes widen when Jungkook is pulled away from me by two guards.
I turn my head at that voice and see Doctor Lee preparing a needle. She's gonna drug him again...
Jungkook is kicking and screaming whilst the guards force him to keep still. They're being so rough that it's almost killing me to watch.
"Wait!" I grip onto Doctor Lees arm. "He didn't do anything wrong it was my fault—."
"He had you cornered Y/n therefore he needs to be punished." The woman flicks the needle with her index finger; about to step forward when I block her way.
"He's not a pet! You can't just teach him with punishment!!"
My heart stops when I hear Jungkook cry out in pain, my eyes then widening at the site of the guards strapping a mouth muzzle to him.
"Get off him—." My arm is snatched back by Doctor Lee who then strides towards the boy. "Get her out of here" she nods at one of the guards. Before I know it I'm being dragged away against my will, the last scene I get to see being that ratchet woman stabbing a needle into Jungkooks neck before the steal door slams shut.
5 minutes later
"Jin?? Jin!?" I continue to knock on the males office door, repeatedly calling out his name as tears stream down my face. But there is no answer.
I then take out my phone.
Y/n:
Jin where are you?
Jin:
I'm at my home why?
Y/n:
They've done it again.
They've drugged him and now tied a muzzle over his face like some dog.
Jin:
Why what happened??
Y/n:
He had a panic attack and it was my fault
Jin:
Why what did you do??
Y/n:
I told him the truth
Jin:
I don't follow?
Y/n:
I love him Jin
Jin:
I see
Y/n:
I can't sit back and watch them destroy him anymore.
It's killing me inside!
Jin:
Please Y/n just a little more time that's all I ask
Y/n:
How much longer??
Jin:
A couple months
Y/n:
That's too long
Jin:
I still haven't found a lawyer willing to take his case yet
Y/n:
I know and that's because you're busy.
Y/n:
You have a job, a wife and a child and I can't expect you to do everything by yourself. It's not fair to you.
Y/n:
Tomorrow I'm gonna head to the station where my dad worked.
See if any of his old colleagues can help me find a decent lawyer.
Jin:
Okay.
Listen you should head to the cafeteria before you leave tonight.
Under one of the centre tables I've taped a case study.
Didn't feel safe keeping it in my office anymore.
Jin:
It's more evidence for Jungkooks freedom, and I'd feel better knowing it's in your hands.
Y/n:
Okay.
I'll head there now .
Y/n:
Thankyou Jin
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