1 week later

Jungkook PoV

My smirk grows as I watch her take a seat. "You still haven't quit yet?" I ask.

"Nope" she grins.

"Why are you smiling?"

"Because I think you're starting to like my company." She says before tapping her pen against her notepad. "So, shall we begin—."

"What makes you think I enjoy your company?"

I ask, repulsed by her accusation.

"Well. I'm a psychiatrist. You're my patient. It's kind of my job to know what emotions you're portraying."

Was she just being smart with me?

Dear god Y/n you're just ticking all the boxes now aren't you.

"Can I pick that remarkable brain of yours for a moment?"

"Sure" she shrugs.

"My condition. If I was to be without these sessions, could you see it deteriorating?"

"Well." She adjusts her position whilst thinking. Now there's two kinds of answers I could possibly get from her right now. One that any grad student could come up with, and one that only would know. And if I know this girls disgustingly large brain well enough, then she's gonna give me exactly that.

"That would depend on your day to day routine. You suffer from nightmares, therefore you need a distraction throughout the day to stop you from having flashbacks to your past trauma at night. And given that there is not much to do in a cell which lacks as little as a window, then I'd say you'd continue having the nightmares which would then lead to increasing levels of stress which would further progress into consistent panic attacks. So yes. To answer your question without these sessions your condition would in fact, deteriorate."

Adda girl :)

"So you're just my distraction then?"

"If you wanna call it that" she smiles. God damn that perfect smile.

"I see you're back to wearing you're ugly ass sweaters. You look like you're going skiing."

"I doubt anyone would go skiing in these boots" she says before clicking her feet together. She seems happy today. It's a site I've grown to enjoy.

"Come here." I nod.

"I can't cross the line Jungkook. I was warned yesterday about that."

Sighing I take a few steps forward, getting closer and closer until the chain tugs at my neck. My feet are inches away from the divider line. "Then stay on your half. Just don't sit so far from me. Feels like therapy, not a conversation."

Y/n PoV

Pressing my lips shut I desperately fight the urge to smile.

He nods for me to sit. When I do I realise how strange it would look if someone walked in, we're sat cross legged, a foot away from each other.

"Damn. All we need is a Ouigi board and we can conduct our very own seance." I say, and he raises a brow at me. "Is that humour nuisance?"

"Nuisance. Is that my new nickname?" I ask, my face matching his expression.

"Yes and it's rather fitting don't you think?" He smirks.

I tut before attending to my notes. "Now I'm gonna start this session off with a question, and I want you to answer sensibly. No sarcasm and word games."

"Sure thing nuisance."

"The word normal. How can you relate to it?"

He scoffs.

"Answer the question when you're ready."

"I'm not answering that."

"Why not?"

"Because I can't. I'm not normal."

"There. You answered my question."

At my words his brows furrow. You know for such an intelligent male, he confuses quite easily. Kinda like it though. I mean with Yerim he's easily bored, but I challenge him, that's one trait I have which she lacks:)

"What's your point nuisance?" He asks.

"Normal is boring Jungkook. Normal people lack character. They're also common. So no. You're not normal. You're just rare."

"Wow. And tell me, what crappy birthday card did you steal that from?"

"Don't mock me."

"I'm not mocking you. I'm teasing. And it's working." He smirks. "Don't worry though baby, if you can't stand me then just sit on my lap."

Great. Playboy Jungkook is out today.

"I just want you to accept yourself. You shouldn't be ashamed of your past. None of it was your fault."

"Easier said then done."

"I know that. But you have to try Jungkook. You have to try and accept it, otherwise your mind will always be fighting against your body."

Narrowing his eyes Jungkook continues to rubbing the corner of his lip with his thumb.

"What?" I ask confused.

"Why do you believe so much that I can change?"

"Because you're not a monster."

"You believe that?"

"I do."

He scoffs.

"If you were a monster then I'd be dead by now."

His eyes turn cold with shock. My words were harsh yes, but they're true.

"A monster acts without reason Jungkook. And there's a reason for why you haven't hurt me yet. I haven't figured out what that is, but I know there is one."

He goes quiet again.

"What are you thinking about now?" I ask, a nervous feeling tingling inside my tummy. He's looking at my lips. "I'm thinking of the the last time we kissed." He says before breathing through his nose.

He thinks about that??

"...oh"

"Your lips felt very soft. And they tasted of vanilla."

"M-might have been my lip balm. I got a pack last Christmas." His intense stare makes it difficult to concentrate on the words leaving my mouth. Oh god am I blushing I feel like I'm going redder than a tomato. "I-it came with multiple flavours."

"Really? Like what?" He asks with a smile like smirk.

"Erm. Cherry. Chocolate. Erm coconut, but I threw that one away, the smell and taste of coconut makes me a little sick."

His lips curve upwards at that part.

I look down a little flustered before wiping my palms against my knees.

"There was a strawberry cheesecake flavour as well..."

"Sounds yummy. I'd love to give it a try."

Sweet baby Jesus my cheeks feel like it's on fire!

I gulp, trying to hide the obvious blush on my face.

"You're wearing it now aren't you?" He smirks.

My chest heaves as I look at him, seeing him biting his bottom lip hungrily.

"Maybe you should let me have a taste."

"M-maybe we should get back on topic."

"Is that what you want?"

I nod.

"Then why are you squeezing your thighs together."

"I'm not" I say whilst shooting my legs apart again. His smirk grows wider and I feel like I'm about to burst into flames.

At my flustered reaction he licks his lip seductively, "You're aching for me aren't you Y/n?"

I am. I can't help it, I'm insanely attracted to this boy, it's impossible not to be when he looks the way he does. He has a unique appearance, so alluring and sexual, a look that guys try so hard to achieve, but it just comes naturally to him.

"You want me. Just admit it."

I want him. Dear god I want him bad.

With a mischievous grin he leans back slightly, just teasing me with those flirtatious eyes.

I'm fighting every muscle in my body right now because all I wanna do is pounce on him. I wanna strip from my clothes and enjoy his delicious body.

"Can we please just get back to the session?" I say, the wobbliness in my voice making my situation even worse.

"We could. But I can think of something else we'd both rather be doing."

God that smirk is pure evil. If I didn't care about this boy I'd be all over him right now.