1:11am

APoV

Y/n's eyelids were sticking with every blink. She was already pushing herself to stay awake by continuing her research at the prison. If she was in her apartment she would have easily found a way to fall asleep, but not in a prison, you'd have to be ballsy to let your guard down there.

She'd searched through file after file thanks to the keys Jimin had given her to the directors office. She didn't trust that man, she didn't trust that he'd given her all the information there was to give.

And yet despite her efforts, she still knew nothing more about the murders then she did this morning.

The light bulb in the desk lamp she was using started to flicker, until slowly becoming dimmer and dimmer before switching off completely.

Sighing she took that as her sign to head home.

She grabbed her things and left the directors office, making sure to be careful and avoid the night time staff that wandered the halls every few minutes.

Making her way down the hall she couldn't help but want to check on Jungkook. Just the thought of him being all alone in the dark and dreary cell made her weak with pity.

She gave in to her curiosity and headed straight for the boys cell. At first her pace was slow, but when she heard his voice call out in fear she picked up the the speed, running faster then she'd ever ran before.

When reaching the door she panicked to search for her the spare set of keys, the sound of Jungkooks screams setting her to fear the worst.

Finally finding the right key she opened the door, pained to see Jungkook strapped down in his straight jacket but desperately shaking to break free.

Once the padlock was unlocked she raced inside, quick to kneel beside him where she then cupped hold of his face. "Jungkook you're having a nightmare wake up—."

"IT HURTS TELL HIM TO STOP TELL HIM TO STOP!!"

"Jungkook it's me it's Y/n I'm here I'm not going to hurt you—."

"DONT LEAVE ME ALONE WITH HIM COME BACK PLEASE COME BACK!!"

"Jungkook!!" My voice sends his eyes to shoot open and look straight at me, and I swear I've never seen someone look so scared in all my life. It breaks my heart to see him like this, sweating buckets, panting out of breath and unable to move a muscle due to his tight restraints. I've had enough.

Taking my keys I unlock each padlock on his straight jacket, there's about 12 spread from his ankles right up to his neck. My heart starts to pound quicker as I reach the last padlock. He'll be completely free from restraints and I'm in perfect reach...

But the unexpected happens. He grabs onto me, but clings to me with fear, his head nuzzling into my shoulder as his hands grip tightly onto the fabric of my sweater. His breathing begins to slow down and I've never felt so relieved.

"Don't leave me alone with him Y/n." He whimpers, sniffling away the tears that had filled his eyes.

"No one else is here Jungkook it's just you and me and I'm here to stay, I won't leave you alone, not until you fall back asleep."

He shakes his head. "If I fall asleep he'll come back."

"Who will??"

"Head Master Lee."

"Y/n can I see you in my office later. And make sure to bring your little friend with you please."

I can't understand why that name hits me so hard. I never had a head master Lee at school, and yet the name rings a bell.

"Be my friend?"

"You want to be my friend?"

I push my face up against the door. I can hear them both talking in there.

"I want to be your everything Jungkook. Let me put a smile on that beautiful face of yours."

"How?"

"I'll love you. That's how. Do you want me to know the feeling of lobe? Then let me show you. But you can't tell anyone. It must stay out little secret."

"Inject me Y/n" Jungkook starts to cry. "Please inject me I don't wanna feel like this I just want to be numbed."

"You don't need those injections Jungkook I'm here. No one is gonna harm you whilst I'm here. Just focus on me holding you, as long as I'm holding you like this no one will be able to get to you I promise.

Text book psychology

You can't talk someone down from a bad nightmare or hallucination. Their mind will just narrate your voice into the plot. It's soft but physical touch that comforts them, before slowly bringing them awake and back to reality.

Taking Jungkooks hand I place it on my chest. He's sweating buckets but his skin is freezing cold, I can feel him through the material of my sweater. "Feel my heart beat, focus on how steady it's beating, match yours to mine."

Slowly those beautifully big doe eyes start to become heavy with sleep. I frown at him. "You're being kept in terrible conditions here" I say, my eyes now welling up with tears. "It breaks my heart seeing you in a place like this."

"Don't cry Y/n" I gasp when the boy turns onto his side, his hand softly caressing my cheek.

"I can't help it" I sniffle. "It makes me so sad knowing you're here all alone at night. You can't even hug yourself to sleep."

"I want to stop you from crying" he frowns, and I smile. This Jungkook is so sweet. It's such a shame that it's took a horrendous nightmare to bring him out. "I'll make the tears go away Y/n, okay?"

I freeze when the boy leans close to my face, his hot breath touching my skin before his lips gently press against mine. I'm immediately ignited with this heated fire, my cheeks becoming so red that I'm worried he'll be able to see it even through the dark. He traces his tongue over my bottom lip, and I let him enter inside my mouth without a second guess, my tummy tingling with butterflies, so many butterflies that I think I might explode.

I push myself against him more and before I know it we're kissing each other hungrily, grabbing one another like we were scared to let go. His lips are so soft i can't help but suck on them slightly. He does the same with mine, and a zap of electricity licks up my spine, sparks flying around inside my tummy.

"Will you stay with me tonight?" He asks mid kiss, his forehead now resting against mine as we both catch out breaths. I nod without thought, and he moves to make room for me on the bed. There's not enough room for two people so I've forced to press my body close against his. He doesn't embrace me in a way I'd expect. Instead he caresses my cheek gently. "I won't remember this tomorrow. I never do. But please don't hate me, this part of me just shuts off whenever I wake up."

"How do you know this?" I ask.

"They told me. All those women. They were shocked as to how I couldn't remember what I did. How i..."

"How you what?"

"I don't want to say. I don't want you to think of me like that." He looks at me like he's ashamed of himself.

"Jungkook did those women force themselves on you?"

"No. I willingly slept with them."

"How do you know if you can't remember?"

The boy hesitated to reply, and when he does I feel my stomach turn.

"Because the bruises on their skin was proof."