i woke up to birds chirping. it was sunday, a day before i started at my new position at my job.

i was excited and happy.

after that night i broke up with yugyeom i decided to focus on my studies, and i ended up graduating at the top of my class.

every now and then when i'd miss him i watched an interview of got7's and i wished him the best.

i knew he loved me.

i knew i brought him joy.

but it was better for us in the long run.

when i went to get the mail from outside, there was a package on my front door step.

i had no recollection of ordering a package but i still took it and brought it inside.

i opened the package and came to realize it was got7's new album, PRESENT:YOU.

i felt myself get teary eyed.

written on the album with a sticky note was a message that said, the title track was written for you love -yg

i felt the tears roll down my cheeks.

i pulled up the song and the lyrics on my phone.

For me it was

An especially cold, freezing kind of day

Another year had passed

As if it had forgotten about me, on that night

You were standing in front of me by accident

It was like a ray of light for me

Nobody would come see

The dark sky of mine

You became a little star

And lighted it up brightly

i covered my mouth as i sobbed slightly, the waltz sort of song was beautiful, and very romantic.

the kind of song you'd dance to.

i listened to the song until the chorus.

At the end of the winter

I met you who became my spring

Oh miracle, for me, meeting you was such a miracle

Ever since you came

This winter's not cold as it used to be anymore

Because I have you

Who is looking at me yeah

i broke down crying.

i sat on my floor, head in my hands, shaking, crying.

i thought of all the moments that led to our break up.

the special times we had.

i thought of his face the last time i saw him in person.

sad, hurt, angry.

i thought of the smile he always had when he'd look at me.

i smiled to myself as i continued to sob.

i pulled out my phone and called him.

he didn't answer, but i left a voicemail anyways.

"ya yugyeom, i just wanted you to know that, i'm so happy for your comeback. i'm cheering for you always. you and the boys will always be my favorites among kpop idols." i laughed lightly, my voice was shaky as i continued to speak

"thank you for the album. i appreciate it really. it's beautiful, all of it. i hope you continue to follow your dreams." i sighed, still shaky.

"sincerely, your miracle."

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