Me and Patrick both stood up, we walked out to the cars. We got in and both drove to set. As soon as we got there, we got out and walked towards district stage. Once we got there, I saw Everyone gathered around talking. As we walked in everyone turned towards us.

"Oh my god, Olivia! What was going on this morning. Are you okay?" Marina asked as she pulled me into a rather big hug. I smiled and hugged her bag.

"Nothing's wrong." I responded as we pulled away form the hug. Then Elias hugged me.

"Are you okay?" He said once we finished hugging.

"Shit, I'm sorry. I didn't respond. I texted in the groupchat. But nothing else." I told him while smiling towards him. Next Amy pulled me into a hug.

"Don't ever scare me like that again!" She said while slightly laughing. But she sounded rather serious.

"Okay, promise I won't." I said while a slight laugh. The Jason hugged me.

"Hey kid, your okay?" He asked while hugging.

"Yeah. I am thanks Jason." I said with a smile. Once he got done, Laroyce hugged me.

"You can always talk to me. You know that?" He said as we finished the hug.

"I know, thanks Laroyce." I said while smiling.

Jesse came over and gave me a big hug.

"I know I just saw you, but I can't get enough of you." He whispered into my ear. "And I need to talk to you later." He told me while smiling. I nodded and smiled towards him.

We started shooting, after a couple scenes, they let us take a break. I started to walk off towards my trailer. But Patrick was walking with me. "Pat, you can go, I don't need you with me everywhere." I told him as we reached my trailer. I unlocked the door. And we both walked in. I sat down on the couch, and he sat with me.

"Olivia, come on talk. You've been distant from every one all day, you shoot a scene, walk away. Come back just for the other scene, don't talk to anyone. I know this is a hard day." He said while looking at me. I just sighed, then laid my head back on the couch.

"This is a hard day Patrick. You know that better than everyone, and your right. I'm not talking to anyone, because it hard. I don't want to talk, I just want to be alone. Can I not be alone?" I asked him, slightly yelling. Then there was a knock on the door. I went to open it to see Jesse and Marina standing there. They both smiled, I faked a smile, and opened the door more to let them in, the walked inside and sat down around the couch.

I sat in between Jesse and Patrick, and Marina sat on the chair.

"So what's up with you both?" Marina asked after a moment.

"Nothing much, you?" Patrick told them both. Jesse looked at me, he furrowed his eyebrows together. 'Later' I mouthed. He nodded. He put his arm me, he pulled me closer. I then got up.

" I'm taking a walk." I said. Everyone was looking at me, I walked out and started walking around.

I started walking, and I walked without noticing where I was. I ended up on the locker room set for the show. I sat on the bench and cried. I let out everything I was feeling all day. I kept crying, and I didn't stop. Everything that has been going threw my mind, I finally let out all my feelings. Everything I've been holding in, I couldn't stop.

"Was that about me? Did I do something wrong?" I asked once she slammed the door shut. I looked at Patrick then and Marina. I was shocked, what I do? What's wrong with her? Did I upset up her?I'm such a dumbass. How could I upset the most important person?

"Na man, I wish I could tell everyone. But it's not my place. It today's a hard day on her." He told us both.

"Are we going to go look for her?" Marina asked.

"Yeah, she can't be alone. Not today." He told us, what the hell does that mean?

"Why can't she be alone?" I asked, I'm getting worried about her.

"Not my place man. But come on" he told us, we all got up. And we saw Laroyce and Jon outside looking at us.

"What's up with Olivia? She walked out all mad." Jon told us all.

"Come on, no time to explain. We need to find her. If you find her text me."Patrick told us all, we nodded then walked away. We all went different ways. I walked towards the district set. Marina walked towards med set. Patrick walked towards other trailers. Laroyce walked towards the house sets. And Jon walked to the Firehouse set.

I kept walking until I got to the district locker room. I heard crying, I went in there and saw Olivia sitting on the bench her hands in her hair, she was looking down. And she was crying. You could see how much she was shaking. I grabbed my phone and texted in the group chat.

🚔District 21🚔

Me - found her, district locker room.

After I send the text, I walked in. I sat next to her, she didn't look up. She just embraced me. She fell against my chest. She sobbed into my chest. I held onto her, she kept crying. I wrapped my arms around her small frame. After she continued to cry for a couple seconds, she finally looked up at me. "Im sorry. God, I probably look so bad right now." She told me while whipping her face. I took her hands from her check. I held her hands.

"I don't care what emotional state your in. I'm alway gonna be here for you. I want to see all of you. Don't hide anything. I want the real you." I said to her. She looked up and smiled. "Someone pretty wise told me that. That's persons also pretty beautiful. And the smartest person I know. She also is the bravest person I know. She is always the first to help everyone, and doesn't let anyone help her. She hides all her feelings." I told her while looking into her eyes. I smiled at her and kept her hands in one hand. And the other on her face. I whipped her tears off her eyes. "Your to beautiful to cry." I told her as I whipped the tears away. She smiled. "There's that smile I missed so much." I told her returning the smile.

"So, what happened today. Is it what you told me about last night?" I asked her while still holding on to her face and hands.

"Whenever I was 3, remember my friend I told you about, he died today. And it's hard. It's my fault it happened." She told trying to look away. But I wouldn't let her, she began to cry again, so I pulled her closer to me.

"What was Patrick talking about, whenever he said that you can't be alone? Has something happened?" I asked her while still holding her into my chest. "You don't have to tell me but, I want you to be better. And I need you to talk to me. Remember, we're supposed to be getting to know each other." I told her while smiling slightly. And I was still hugging her.

"The first year I meet Patrick, it was really hard. Every year up to it, I did this thing, except Patrick was the first person who found out about it who actually cared. I took this day really hard, and I did things I regret. I um, I went down a really dark path. And tried to hurt myself. I cut myself. I was ashamed that I could live and he couldn't." She told me, I felt her start to shake. I grabbed her and pulled her into a big hug. I didn't want to let her go.

"Olivia, I had no idea. I'm so sorry. Are you okay? But please tell me one thing." I told her, I stopped to make sure she was listening.

"Anything." She said while she looked up into my eyes.

"Please, please. Tell me that you aren't still doing it. And that you aren't thinking about it. I can't offered to lose you, I just got you. And I'm not letting go." I told her. I meant every word I said. There was so much more I wanted to tell her. But it's not the right time, nor the place.

"I promise. I'm not thinking about it at all. And I'm not gonna do it again." She told me while looking straight into my eyes. We both smiled. Then we heard a noise form the door, we both turned to see the whole cast there, with Nick Gehlfuss, Taylor Kinney, and Kara Killmer standing that the door looking at us. Kara, Amy, and Marina where all gawking over what was said. I got kinda embarrassed. And everyone was looking at us with surprised and sadness in their eyes. Then I heard Nick yell.

"Are you gonna kiss her or not?" He asked with a smile. I just looked back at olivia, who was looking at the floor.

"You can't say all that without kissing her." Taylor yelled towards us. I looked at them all and mouthed 'Shut up' then looked back at Olivia. She looked back at me and gave a half smile. I still was holding her hands. She removed her hands form mine, and moved them behind my neck he hands easily finding my hair. I put 1 hand on his waist, the other on her check. We made direct eye contact, not breaking it. We leaned in, only inches apart.

"Can I kiss the most beautiful girl in the world?" I asked her. I saw a smile form along her face. She started to close the space. Right before our lips connected, she nodded. I leaned in and we both closed our eyes. The kiss was slow at first, Everything disappeared. The only thing that mattered was us.

What brought us back into reality was when Marina, Kara, and Amy all in unison squealed. "Awww!!"

We also heard Patrick make fake throwing up noises. Then you heard the sound of everyone reached over and hit him. He then yelled "Oww!!" We finally broke apart, our foreheads still resting together. We where smiling like idiots.

It was the best feeling ever. We both turned around and saw everyone looking back at us. And they where smiling like idiots. Olivia hide her head in the crock of my neck. Everyone laughed. Then we both stood up and walked towards everyone.

"So what's up with you guys?" Olivia asked once we where in front of them. Everyone laughed, then Marina, Kara, and Amy all pulled Olivia out of my grasp. And into another room while squealing. "Oh gee, wonder what we're talking about." She said with a faked shocked expression. They left the room, and everyone turned to me.

They all had a million questions. I answered all the questions. The whole time, all I could think about was Olivia, I never stopped smiling.