Opend the door and ... there stood a Brennen Taylor. he tried to give me a hug i didn't feel right especially around my Crush i pushed him out Jake was about to throw a punch i stopped him Brennen was still at the door i let go of Jake he punched him and Brennen Ran off to his car Jake was yelling at him i stood in the door way Crying i pulled out my phone i was no longer Blocked by Brennen he texted me i'm coming .20 minutes ago. i Stared at the text before i felt someone Hug me "i'm sorry but i just had to do that it's ok if you hate me" Jake said with a frown i held tighter "why would i hate you ?" "bc i just Punched your Boyfriend" "no it's ok i hate him rn🙄" i got a text from Brennen saying "Were done" i cried into Jakes chest i still loved Brennen But i was still angry at him i had mixed Emotions me and Jake stayed there for a while he asked me "Are you hungry i'm kinda hungry" "lol yeah" wanna go get Chipotle from the drive threw?" "yeah sound good" we ate at home and then we hung out until all the roommates came home we watched A couple tv Shows and then i went upstairs and tried to sleep all i was thinking about was Jake i'm so happy to have him as a Best friend i'm happy he's always here for me but Was i there for him What if he Killed himself while cutting? i don't wanna be rude But i want to ask. so i asked politely i said "Are you ok with asking you a personal question?" he simply said "it depends" so i asked quietly "Why'd you cut yourself?" "Do you really want to know it's pointless." "yeah" "I-i-i cut myself bc i like you a lot and if you don't feel the same it's ok we can continue to be just Best friends." "no i like you to but i'm not ready for a relationship yet i just got over on i was gonna tell you but i wasn't gonna right after i broke up with him ."

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