"DD, I'm here!" Someone shouts from downstairs while closing the front door when entering.

"I came by to check up on you since my best friend in the whole wide world had commanded me to grant you with my presence, so where you at girl-friend?"

Opening my eyes was something I never thought I can count as a workout since I struggled opening them. I would have thought that when I opened my eyes, I'll be able to see light but no, all I saw was pitch black everywhere.

Fuck,why is it so dark in the room. Blinking my eyes just to make sure I opened them. My ears pick up the sound of foot steps going up the stairs, taking me out of my thoughts.

"DD? Where are you? It's me, Oliver," he shouts from the stairs while he continues making his way up the stairs.I want to reply back but I just feel too weak right now. Feeling like I was run over by a car or beaten to death. My whole body is killing me with the amount of pain I'm feeling. I can barely move a muscle.

I've never felt anything like this. It was compatible to the pain I felt a long time ago but it was way worse then it. Feeling like my heart was getting stabbed multiple times and the pain I felt in my abdomen was like if I was getting punched several times. I couldn't take it no more that I had to distract myself with physically damaging my body to take away the pain I felt inside.

"I smell your scent, so I know your up there. Just make my life easy by answering back. And why does your scent smell like the metallic scent of blood?" He mutters in a worryingly tone, dashing up the rest of the stairs, coming closer to the Alpha's room.

"Shit," I curse hoarsely while rolling on my side and pushing myself closer to the bed and settling myself to sit by the side of the bed with my back laying on it. The beds side becoming my hero, supporting me up and not letting me fall back to my original position. That would have hurt more since any sudden movement means more pain then what I'm already feeling.

I heard a commotion on the other side of the door. "Ouchie!" Well, looks like he tripped, probably by his shout legs since he's short. I started laughing imagining it. "Are you o-" I try to say while laughing but I got cut off by a sudden pain. HOLY MACARONIS, it even hurts to laugh.

"Ouch!" I shout, touching my chest, trying to smooth out the pain. I can't even laugh for a minute before the pain starts rolling in.

"DD! Are you hurt? What's wrong?" Shouts Oliver frantically running towards the door of the room I'm in and twists the handle to open the door. "Why is the light off?" He mutters, turning on the lights and looks around until he spots me. His eyes widened and a look of shock appears in his baby face.

"Oh my god, DD! W-what happened here? Who did this?" He gasps while taking urgent steps towards me, and crouching down to inspect me closely.

He takes in the state I'm in and inspects my wounds. If I can see myself in a mirror I know I'll look like I was attacked my someone. Blood surrounding me, cloths torn around my chest area. Blood still spilling in my deeper wounds like in my wrists and chest area and the rest have healed just surrounded by dried blood. It's going to take a awhile for the deeper ones to heal.

"I need to tell Alpha and take you to the hospital ASAP," mutters Oliver while eyes glistening with tears. I guess he doesn't like when people get hurt. "You don't have to do that Oliver. I'm the one that did this to myself," I mutter, looking away from him since I stand looking at him in the eyes.

"Why though?"

I laugh emotionlessly, I turn to stare at him in the eyes. "Well, it's because your Alpha was fucking someone other than his mate and while he's getting pleasured, I'm getting tortured by the actions he's doing," I mutter emotionlessly.

He looks shocked by the information I just spilled. I guess he's never been cheated on by his mate, if he has one?

"Hey, do you have a mate?" I question.

He looks shocked by me not crying for the infidelity my mate did but the thing is I'm use to feeling pain so I know I can handle it. But the thing is that I'm boiling inside and when he gets here I'm going to give him a piece of my mind.

"Um Y-yeah I do, his name is Raymond. Are you okay? Do you want me to treat the wounds?"

"No, just, can I go outside and roam in the woods around in my wolf form since I'm usually in my wolf form for serval hours everyday and I really need some fresh air and I need to clear my mind up, too," I rely, hoping that I'll leave this place and clear up my mind.

"Ok, but I'll have to ask Alpha though," He states, getting ready to mind-link his Alpha.

"NO! I mean he seems busy so we shouldn't disturb him. Plus, you can come along and so can Elijah. He trusts you right and he already knows your with me," I rebuttal, not wanting to see his face at the moment.

"Your right. Let me just mind-link Elijah and ask him if he'll like to come with us," He mutters, eyes zoning out.

After a minute passed of Oliver mind-linking Elijah, he finally replies back. "Ok, he said he'll meet us in the woods."

He bends down to my level and puts my left arm around his right shoulder, wraps his right arm around my waist and pulls me up to a standing position. And let me tell you that had hurt more then I expected but the pain had lessen every minute.

"Do you know that you'll have scars around where your heart is located and on your wrist?" He claims, walking with me by his side out of the room and heading towards the stairs. I really don't want to change since it's going to be torn when I shift and and because I'm too lazy to take out my clothes. Walking down the stairs is going to take a while.

Finally we're right outside of the entrance of the woods. The struggle I went though by those beautiful stairs. It's true, beauty does hurt you.

Once entering the woods, I see Elijah in wolf form from afar, I presume that's him since we're meeting up there. "Hey shortie, is that Elijah over there?" I question, poking his cheek and pointing towards the direction of the big gray wolf. He turns to the direction I'm pointing at and nods, making my assumptions correct.

"I'm going to turn into my wolf form now," I announce, pulling myself out of Oliver's gasp and bending down to be on my hands and knee. I close my eyes and await the change.

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