Will they notice the pain in my eyes

They never have before, I don't know why

Will they find the cuts hidden

I'm sorry but I lost it for a minute

Have you ever been told a hundred truths

But then one lie and they mean nothing to you

Have you ever given someone your all

And when they leave you think it's your fault

There's blood dripping on the floor

I'm locked behind a bathroom door

I'm crying but there's a strange smile

Because it's the pain I've deserved for a while

Your name is carved into my side

I hide it like the way it was me you used to hide

People say forever but they don't know the meaning

They throw out promises faster then I'm bleeding

I drink this bottle trying to drown out your name

But let's face it, its seared into my brain

I scream and hope maybe I'll explode

Into a million pieces that will fit into a envelope

I feel like I'm a dead body numb

I don't feel except your name hits me like a bomb

You killed the light that was inside

All with that little three word lie