I'm a monster

I can feel it flowing through my veins

The hidden anger, rage,the truth.

My body is full of pain

I look but don't feel

Stare in the mirror and want to kill

I don't want you to get hurt

Sometimes I think you should leave

But I know the honest truth is if you left I couldn't breathe

I'd lose my ability to see

Without you holding my hand I'd end up hanging from a fucking tree

I'm a screw up

I'm probably gonna keep screwing up

Because I never had anyone to look up-too

Right from wrong, fuck what's right from wrong

I grew up doing what felt right even if it was wrong

Maybe had you been in my life I could have known the difference all along

This is why I always stay by your side

Cause when your gone I lose my fucking mind