My crazy heart,With out my beloved,it doesnot agree(compromise)

DONT GET CONFUSED...IT IS INDEED PART 2 OF LAST CHAPTER,BUT THIS TITLE SUITED THE CHAP MORE!!

I opened my eyes to find everything white.."What am I dead?",I thought to myself,I slowly tried to move,But my body feels like it has been tied with iron rods,I feebly remember dragging tara out of the car's way.

I hope she is safe,she had been everything to me,She gave so much love to an orphan like me,It was only because of her I am living,I owe her so much,Today I am so glad when I could save her.

Today evening I went to guest house to put the packed stuff,so that it could be easy for tara and aadi to shift there,But unexpectedly I happen to hear some conversation of Mr.Murthy planning to harm tara,I knew I had to save her,Thank heavens I was on time.

I was looking around when I heard my door opening,There entered tara looking like a zoombie,her hair is wild,She still has tear marks on her face,her eyes are red and swollen and she was shaking.

"Monu are you alright ,do you need anything?",she asked softly.I kept looking around for aadi,He did not leave her even for a minute.Where is he,is he alright?,I thought.

"Where is your chamcha tara?I cant see him anywhere",I joked.Tears started flowing in her eyes,she started trembling again.I motioned her to come and sit on my bed.

"What happened tara?Where is he?",I asked softly.

"HE ACCEPTED YOU MONU,HE SAID THAT HE LOVES YOU".

What!! Really..now aadi consider's me as his brother,is it for real?I have my anna now,I smiled,But where is he.

"Tara where is he?",by now she started hiccuping.

"He left...No I told him to leave,for ever".

"WHAT!! Tara what the hell are you saying?",She said the whole thing what she has done,I was furious by now!! How can she be so stupid,Cant she control her anger?I dont know why but that moment I raised my hand and slapped her.She was stunned and her tears started.

"I am so sorry tara,I did not mean to hit you,But I always said you to control your anger issues...Are mad tara?Did you ever think of him?How hard is everything for AADI?

It's absolutely hard. You know..to let go everything he had and deciding to jump into the uncertainty of the future with you....

It's hard when he gave everything he have ever had to offer,but you never spared a glance ...

It's hard that his lips don't have any job other than to whisper 'I love you angel'. ...

It''s hard that he had to fight every single emotion of regret & force you to remove the old blind fold you placed upon your mind & heart not to love him.

And at the end you push him out of your life...You let go of someone who lives and dies for you every minute!

You know what ,YOU DON'T DESERVE HIM!!"

By now she fell down sobbing,But I did not stop,I want to knock some sense into her

"Don't you realise or understand the effort aadi makes to have you in his life? Are you blind? He gets jealous, He gets mad, He gets worried, He gets curious. Don't you see his feelings? All those feelings are only because he loves you so much and he don't want to lose you,How can you be so selfish,You did not even think for a second what might happen to him if you push him out of your life,I am ashamed to call you as my friend ",I shouted and she flinched,Now I am not worried about her.

"I am so scared regarding him tara,he is so impulsive,He cut his wrist to be with you,What if he does something to himself,...If that happens I will never forgive you".

That seemed to trigger something in her.."No he wont,He cant,He cant leave me!",she said trembling.

She closed her eyes,took a deep breathe and now stood up.."I am going to get aadi",she said and started walking.

"Promise me tara you will cherish him forever".

"Yes I will",She said stubbornly.I know that mode of tara,When she goes into that stubborn and determined mode no force can stop her.I smiled knowing she will get back aadi by any means.She started walking towards the door

"Okay but use protection,I am too young to be babai",I shouted.The nurse gave me a weird look and i hid myself in the blanket,away from embarrassment.

I dont know where I am wandering,I can hear sound of tides,The weather has become so worse,the wind started to blow in high speed,I was shivering but my mind is blank...Now that my angel is gone I feel the pain...... My heart is trembling,every breathe of mine is calling my angel.

I mindlessly kept staring into the space .....I kept searching for some answers,But I cannot find any.And I don't want to live this life Anymore.

I lost,You'll never understand my misery angel,I thought.Just then my phone rang..

"Aadi where are you?",Is it her,Oh god she called me,But where am I ?I just dont know,I looked around,I was in the middle of a beach.

"Beach?",she asked....."Hmm",I answered,I dont know but I dont want to talk to her,I am so angry towards her.After some minutes she came and stood behind me panting,she was running all along.

"What are you doing here?",I asked angrily,well I can nevr be angry on her,I am more hurt than being angry.

"Aadi...I'm standing here thinking about what you did. Trying to figure out exactly what love is, see I never knew that I'd be a fool and let ,my anger take control of my heart...I was always thinking how can I love again but I am an idiot,Why do I need to love you again when I did not stop loving you in the first place...I love you because I can never stay mad at you, I can't stand not talking to you and I can't stand the thought of losing you.

You know after you walked away I realised... I've never been so scared of losing something in my life, then again nothing in my life has ever meant as much to me as you do!

I am so sorry aadi,For putting us through this,Please don't leave me,I can't live without you",She was crying now.

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"But what aadi...Please forgive me,please..Honestly Aadi I'm scared. I'm scared to lose you. I never thought the day would come when I could actually call you mine, but that day came. You're mine. I'm yours. Please don't let me go. But I know you deserve much better because I am a fool I with my stupid security issues, but please work with me and help them go away. Aadi from the bottom of my heart I truly love you and no one can ever take me from your arms ... Secure me. Assure me its me and no one else. I love you and whatever we go through, we will work it out..",She is begging now,How can I stand that.I came forward and wiped her tears.

" ",By now She jumped on me and hugged me.A light brizzle of rain started.

She suddenly crashed her lips to mine...the cold, wet sand and the drenching rain don't seem to matter so much when she kisses me.To assure her as if I was really taking pity on her ,I kissed her back,But inside I was dancing with happiness,This was the first time she initiated a kiss,and I am more than glad to give her control.

It wasn't that long, and it certainly wasn't the kind of kiss that is earth shattering, but it was wonderful in its own way, and all I can remember about the moment is that when our lips touched, I knew the memory would last forever.

After the kiss,she put her head on my heart,and started blushing..how cute I thought.

"Aadi"....."Hmm angel",I hummed,I was so lost in hugging her.

"Aadi what can I do to make it up to you,To deserve your forgiveness?",She asked me.

"Okay angel I will forgive you on one condition".

"What is that?",she asked a little scared.I just hugged her tightly again and said

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