Lexie's POV

"Lex lex lex lex lex lex lex" I hear from behind me, it's Billie sprawled out on my bed

"WHAT"

"I LoVe YoU" she smiles with a silly voice

"I love you looser" I giggle, continuing with my homework. I fucking HATE school. But I gotta go. Billie on the other hand got off pretty lightly with the whole school thing.. was homeschooled and now is famous as fuck so just stopped doing anything school related.

"When you going to be doneeee? Godddd your so boring"

"Thank you" I say with sarcasm

"You are tho"

I just turn around and glare at her. I don't let it show because I know she's only joking but that hurt a little. I have started the panic that I'm not good enough for Billie anymore.. she's so big and famous and I'm still the exact same, surely she's going to find someone who's on the same level soon enough and I'm scared of that. I can't loose her. She's my everything.

"Lexie?" I hear behind me two minutes later

"Yes Billie?"

"I'm bored"

"Yeah you mentioned that bil.. I'm sorry but I gotta do this homework.. I know it sucks ass but I have to"

"We could watch a movie instead?" She says giving me puppy dog eyes.

"Billie nooo.. stop, your making me feel like a shitty friend" I groan, her eyes almost always make me say yes but right now I need to get this shit done

"You are a shitty friend" she says not lifting her eyes from my tv as she flicks through movies

"That one hurt" I say turning back around to my desk

I hear her giggle slightly before I feel her arms snaking round my waist and her head laying on my shoulder "I love you really, you know that right? I'm only messing with you"

"Yeah I know" I say turning around and hugging her back, I needed that more than she realises, "now leave me the fuck alone so I can do this and then we can watch all the movies you want"

"ThAt oNe HuRt" she mocks me with a little giggle, obviously joking

I giggle with her. We've always been slightly mean to each other. It's like our love language. Because we know we love each other and would do anything for each other. It's just fun to bounce off each other's sassy comments.

"Bye lex, come get me when your done"

"I will"

She climbs out my window to get back to her house. You probably think 'Huh? The fuck she climbing out the window for?'

The reason for that is we are neighbours and our windows are right opposite each other so when we were 8 we had our dads build a big wooden thing which we call the den. We climb out and sit in it a lot of the time or use it as a hallway between our bedrooms.

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"BILLIEEE" I call out, now standing in her room, no sign of her anywhere

Nothing. Ughh great. I flop onto her bed, I'm utterly exhausted. School has been stressing me the fuck out recently and it's starting to get to me. I've barely slept one good night all week.

I must have fallen asleep as I feel gentle hands stroking my cheek and a soft voice I know belongs to Billie "lex"

I start to stretch out of the ball I seemed to be sleeping in, my hands rubbing my eyes

"Are you okay?" She asks softly. That's one thing about us, we always know when something is off with each other

"Yeah, come on what movie do you wanna watch?" I say standing up and walking towards the window

"Err no" she grabs my wrist pulling me back towards her "What's wrong? I know somethings wrong"

I sigh.. sometimes it's annoying that she knows me so well. I lean my head forward, nuzzling into her chest as her arms wrap around me. She gives the best hugs.

"Schools stressing me the fuck out, I have barely slept all week" I say into her chest

"I'm sorry.. is there anything I can do?"

"You could stop nagging me when I need to do homework, you make me feel bad"

"Fair.. sorry"

".. you being there makes it more bearable, but you didn't hear me say that" I smile, looking into her eyes

We giggle together

"You look so tired lex.. come on let's go snuggle" she says looking deep into my eyes

She places a gentle kiss on top of my head before leading me out her window. We always watch movies in my room, never hers for really no apparent reason. We just always do. Kinda random.

She lays down, getting comfy in the covers, ripping her jeans off and throwing them on the floor. I don't blame her, how can anyone relax in jeans.

I climb in, sliding as close as humanly possible to her and laying my head on her chest. I can hear her heart beating. That always calms me.

"What would you like to watch?.. you can pick" she says softly

"Mmm.. the notebook"

"Your a softy" she jokes

"Your a meany" I joke, playfully kicking her leg

She turns the movie on, her hand gently stroking my back up and down as I find myself drifting off to sleep within minutes