"Well, I know that I am" I said to Lisa, "but Sarina just can't admit it!" I was SO cool, the way I said it (or so I thought!)

Lisa, who seemed to know all about what I wanted to learn and was six years my senior, was now my first 'girl crush' and it became apparent that she and Michele' thought I made a fun plaything! They took me with them to the bar and all the other ladies would look at me and say "Ooh! Where can I get one!" I was the center of attention and on top of the world!

There was sex - lots of sex - but not just with Lisa. I was clearly cast in the roll of plaything for all! Sometimes with just the two of them. Sometimes more! I remember that when there were more than three others, it became very hard to concentrate on both what I was doing and what I was feeling! It's like patting your head and rubbing your tummy at the same time.

A few times we went out on my little open boat. In the middle of the day on the main channel in Huntington Harbor - there I was for anyone to see... naked and sprawled out on the boat while Lisa and Michele' took turns driving the boat and "driving" me! It was no wonder my understanding of lesbian lifestyle had become somewhat skewed!

To me, lesbians were all about fun and frolic. I had no idea they had monogamous relationships! That was great for my budding bisexuality! From my point of view! Sex was fun and I'd just doubled my chances of going out at night!

I had a lot of fun with those girls! Lisa used to tease me saying that they only wanted me until I was 18 and then they would "cut me loose." As it turned out... that was true.