Chapter 18~

I held the railing taking a deep breath as my body still felt so sore. I closed my eyes inhaling deeply and walked to the bedroom holding on the wall dragging the pole behind me.

I walked into my bedroom slowly and froze right in my tracks wide eyed.

'Oh. My. God' Sarafina said wide eyed smiling widely.

Naked...

Mason was standing in the room naked and wet. He turned around and froze seeing me, 'oh my. Talk about being gifted!' Sarafina grinned looking down between his legs.

"Jordyn" he said and I quickly tried to get out the room, I backed away tripping over the pole and slammed the door blushing hard. I'm pretty sure my face was so red.

Oh my god.

I leaned on the wall holding the pole tightly and the door opened, Mason peeked out at me and I blushed darker. "I-I'm sorry. I-i-i didn't mean to barge in" I blushed and he rolled his eyes "you've seen me naked before, Jordyn" he said pulling me in and I just blushed.

"And I've seen you naked. So relax" he chuckled cupping my face and I just blushed looking down at his boxers.

"How did you get upstairs?" He asked making me look up at him, "I took the stairs, obviously" I said and he raised an eyebrow at me making me blush looking down.

"You shouldn't be walking at all" he said and I gasped as he picked me up holding the pole and walked to the bed laying me down making me groan. "I'm tired of staying in bed all day" i wined "too bad" he said and I growled sitting up.

"Jordyn!" He growled laying me down, "Mason please! I feel fine!-"

"You're staying in bed-"

"No!" I yelled and he just glared at me. He walked closer bending down to my level and i heard his low growling.

"I am seriously fucking tired of you not listening to me" he growled angrily and I just glared at him. "You're staying in bed and you're going to heal correctly-"

"I'm fine!"

"I'm talking!" He yelled making me flinch, Sarafina wined as he used his alpha voice. I looked down glaring at the bed, "you're going to stay in bed. You're going to do what you're told. You're going to listen" he growled and I crossed my arms over my chest angrily.

How can he talk to me like this?

He's not my freaking father.

"Jordyn!" He yelled and I growled at him loudly, he stood there staring at me and I just looked away. "You're not my father" I whispered and looked at him.

"Fine. You can walk around" he said putting on his pants, I raised an eyebrow sitting up as he grabbed a shirt putting it on and walked out the room.

"Just like that?" I frowned suspiciously and he nodded walking out closing the door behind him.

I tensed hearing keys, "No! Mason don't you dare lock me in here! You can't do that!" I said going to the door as he locked it from the outside. I tried opening the door and gasped as the doorknob fell off.

"It's a win win for both of us" he said and walked away, I hit the door angrily and winced holding my side. I slid to the floor leaning against the door, "I want to go home" I whispered closing my eyes.

***

I heard a knock on the door as I tried to take off my shirt. I looked up quickly as it opened, "Jordyn?" I heard and looked seeing Anna peeking in.

"In here" I mumbled and she walked in holding a tray of food. She put it down on the table and walked to the bathroom, "hey" she smiled softly

"I'm back to being a prisoner" I muttered and she sighed "he's pretty angry" she said and I just shrugged.

She walked to me and helped me take off my shirt gently, "you know how he is" she said "I thought he changed though. We've gotten better" I said as she helped me with my shorts.

I climbed in the bathtub being surrounded by the warm water, "people never change. Especially someone like Mason"

"But he did change" I said looking at her, she sat down on her knees. She took a small cup and moved my hair wetting it, I held my side sitting there.

"Like yesterday he was in a good mood. He was actually joking around with me" I said and she snorted "Mason joking around? Right" she said sarcastically "he's not all bad you know.... He has his soft moments" I said softly.

"Does he? I've never seen it" she chuckled washing my hair gently and I smiled sitting there.

"He does. A lot recently... He's also a cuddle monster" I chuckled and she giggled "really?! I would've never thought. The big bad alpha is a teddy bear" she said and I chuckled nodding.

"I have a real question all the girls want to know" she said and I looked at her "how is he in bed?" She asked wiggling her eyebrows and I bit my lip.

"Uh.... We haven't mated yet" I mumbled and she froze "what?" She said and I shrugged. "You're joking. Right?" She said "nope" I sighed and she bit her lip "I don't get it... Evan and I mated the day we met" she said and I bit my lip. "We were close once but got interrupted" I shrugged.

"I don't get it though. Alpha's are more possessive and their bonds are stronger. You two should've mated as fast as me and Evan did" she said and I shrugged.

"Have you gotten into heat?" She asked "nope. Not yet" I said and she just frowned sitting there washing my hair. "Do you think it's me?" I mumbled making her look at me.

"What do you mean?" She asked

"Maybe he doesn't want me..." I said and she just frowned "don't say such a thing" she said and I hugged my legs.

"You are beautiful Jordyn. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. He's crazy about you" she said "not crazy enough" I muttered and she sighed.

I gasped loudly as she tugged on my hair roughly, "ow!" I scoffed looking at her. "I hate it when girls have such low self esteem! I mean honestly! Everyone one is beautiful in their own way. Why can't they see that? It just makes me want to smack them!" She growled pulling my hair again.

"Ow! Okay! Your mood swings are kicking in big time!" I said holding my head and she rolled her eyes.

"I just hate it. Mason is crazy about you. You're gorgeous okay? He cares about you but he just has a very fucked up and odd way of showing it. Don't ever think you're not enough" she said and I just sighed.

"Sorry" I mumbled and she shook her head sighing, "unbelievable. Women these days" she mumbled to herself and I bit my lip sitting there, "move your hands!" She said smacking my hands and I jumped. She washed my hair and I sat there nervously.

If pregnant humans are scary imagine pregnant werewolves.

"You know you don't have to wash my hair-"

"Shut up" she said and I bit my lip hugging my legs.

***

I sat on the bed swinging my feet and looked at Ian sleeping. "How has he been?" I asked as Reynolds changed my tube.

"He's been alright. Mostly in and out of consciousness"

"Why is he still like that?" I asked "he's beaten up pretty good. His wolf is still healing so he'll take time. He's making progress since he's woken up" he said and I just looked at him.

"And so have you. You don't need the tube anymore" he said "thank god. I hated that" I said in relief and he chuckled leaning my side.

"You just need to be in bed for about 48 hours so it can heal completely. Then when it is healed don't move around so much and don't shift" he said.

I nodded sitting there and he smiled softly, I looked back at Ian seeing his eyes open and he was staring right at me.

I tilted my head at him and he copied my moves. 'Oh no. That's like some scary movie shit! Run' Sarafina said wide eyed and I shook my head biting my lip from laughing.

'If some creepy little girls comes out giggling we are out of here understand me?' She said

Shut up!

He laid there staring at me and blinked looking around. "Good evening Ian" Reynolds said and he just moaned closing his eyes. "How are you feeling?" He asked walking to him "in pain" Ian mumbled sitting up.

"You should stay down" Reynolds said touching his shoulder and I tensed as he stared at me intensely. Reynolds looked at him and frowned looking at me.

Why is he staring at me like that?

'Go to him' Sarafina said trying to push me, I slowly got down and Reynolds looked at me "Luna, you need to stay in bed" he said quickly as I walked to Ian slowly.

He reached for my hand softly touching it, I looked at him as he held it making me feel that cool sensation again.

"Luna" Reynolds said

"Just give us a minute" I whispered looking at Ian. He nodded moving away from us and Sarafina urged me closer to him.

He squeezed my hand tighter and I shivered at the cold sparks. I looked at one of his wounds at it healed and I moved closer wrapping my arms around his neck hugging him feeling the cold go throughout my entire body. He hugged me back putting his head on my shoulder.

What's happening?

'You're healing each other' Sarafina smiled

Soon the coldness was unbearable. I have to let go 'no! It's not done yet' she said.

I can't. It's hurting me.

I whimpered trying to pull away and Reynolds growled "I think that's enough" he said walking to us pulling us away and Sarafina growled angrily 'we were so close!' She yelled at me.

I fell into Reynolds arms weakly and Ian fell back on the bed. "What the hell is going on?" I heard Reynolds whisper before I drifted off into the darkness... Again...

'God damn it' Sarafina scoffed.

***

I jerked awake as I was falling in my dream. I sighed looking around seeing I was in my bedroom, the moon was shining bright tonight which lit up my room.

I smiled softly looking at the beautiful reflections against the floor and the wall. I heard a sigh behind me and tensed biting my lip...

I haven't seen Mason since he locked me up earlier. I looked behind me seeing he was laying on his back shirtless staring at the ceiling.

His eyes snapped to mine and I felt myself tense up as he had a serious look.

Uh oh...

"You should go back to sleep" he muttered "why are you angry now?" I sighed laying on my back. "I'm not..." He said and I just rolled my eyes, I laid back on my side facing away from him. I wasn't in the mood to talk to him right now.

I was still pissed about him locking me up.

"I heard you talking to Anna today" he said and I bit my lip, "while she was bathing you" he mumbled and I tensed. "What exactly did you hear?" I mumbled and i felt him turn over.

I shivered at his warm breath on the back of my neck. "I heard you say your not good enough" he whispered and I looked down.

"That you're not beautiful enough. That I don't want you" he said lowly making me shiver.

'Oh he's mad alright' Sarafina wined putting her paws over her snout. I bit my lip laying there and he turned me over on my back.

"Can you blame me?" I whispered looking at him and he frowned "you won't mate with me because of something that happened. You won't open up to me.... What exactly am I here for then?" I whispered and he tensed staring at me.

"You are mine" he growled and I sighed facing him laying on my side. He put his face in my hair sighing deeply and I closed my eyes.

"I don't know what to do anymore" I whispered and he rubbed my side pulling me closer. "You confuse me" I said opening my eyes looking up at him, "I confuse you?" He frowned and I nodded.

"One week your a bipolar asshole, the next week your such a nice softie guy. Then the next week you back to being a dick" I said

"I thought it was bipolar asshole" he smirked and I groaned "see there you go now! Perfect example" I said and he sighed putting his forehead on mine.

"I feel like we're not getting anywhere" I whispered "I have.... All this is new to me" he whispered and I just looked at him. "Why won't you talk to me?"

"You'll think less of me" he mumbled and

I felt my heart sink, I cupped his face rubbing his cheek with my thumb. He ran his hand up my arm and rubbed my wrist staring at me. "I'll never think less of you Mason" I whispered and he just looked down.

"Never" I said moving his hair and he put his face in my neck sighing. I kissed his head laying there and Sarafina frowned...

'What is this secret?' She mumbled as she felt his wolf's sadness. He wrapped his arms around my waist putting his head on my breasts and I just played with his hair.

"Make a promise for me" he whispered and I looked at him, "what kind of promise?" I asked and he looked at me sighing.

"Promise not to think less of me... Promise not to leave me... Ever" he whispered rubbing my side and I nodded "I promise" I whispered moving his hair and he closed his eyes. I kissed him softly and he kissed back laying me down, he pulled away keeping his forehead on mine sighing and I smelled his warm minty breath.

"I'll tell you.... I'll tell you everything" he whispered tensely and I just stared at his face as he actually looked scared...

'An alpha looking scared... What the hell happened?' Sarafina said nervously...