I was still dumbfounded. I couldn't believe that my parents were supportive.... hold that, excited. They were excited at the prospect of becoming grandparents. I was so confused. But relieved, definitely relieved.

Of course I was relieved even happy about the way my parents took the news that I was pregnant and that Ryker was going to be the father or their first and potentially only grandchild. Yeah I haven't mentioned that to Ryker yet... but after this baby i am done. D O N E! I know that women say being pregnant is an amazing experience and that the pregnancy glow makes up for getting fat and being tired. But i am yet to feel that joy. So far all i have experienced is nausea, bloating and I am currently at that stage where I don't necessarily look pregnant.... just fat. So i have definitely missed out on the glow. Or maybe its coming? Either way I can't see myself voluntarily going through this experience again.

But i guess the adorable tiny infant at the end is a pretty awesome pay off.

Ryker pulls me into his side and kisses my forhead. " see Angel I told you there would be nothing to worry about' I don't say anything in return i just sink into his embrace and enjoy this moment of peace.

It is quickly interrupted as my dad pipes up again "Have you told your brothers?' Again I avoid eye contact. "Oh Savannah" y mum says " You have to tell them. Jackson and Austin will be so excited that they are going to be uncles" I smile curtly and nod. "oh and Rayleigh. Please tell me you've share the wonderful news with her?" " I have momma. But...." I start to look towards the floor.

"But what Savannah Raegen Avalyn Perry" " "wekindofgotintoahugefightandItoldhersheisntmysiser"I let the words quickly escapre my mouth before iI have time to stop them let alone even think about them.

"Sav" my dad says as he walks over and grabs my hand "Ray is as much your sibling as Jackson and Austin. Im sure fences can be mended right honey?"

"I don't know Dad. I said some pretty horrible stuff but I was just trying to stick up for Ryker and our baby" I say trying to defend me horrible actions... like that makes it all ok.