"Confession?" I say smiling "What?" He asks confused

"You always shrink your shoulders back like that when you need to confess something that needs you to let go of your pride and ego"

He laughs and says "yeh well you know me too well"

"What is it?" I ask gently not wanting to force anything out of him.

"I was wrong" He says "It's all I have to say because no words can express how disappointed I am in the way I acted. I was a hypocrite who only realized how you felt until I felt it myself"

I realize what he's talking about. "What do you mean "until you felt it"? I ask

He begins laughing shyly and I begin to smile widely realize what he's talking about.

"I thought you were just being nice to her" I smile widely as I know Hawon has never opened his heart up to anyone easily.

He shakes his head slightly "I'm really sorry"

"It's fine" I say

"No its not, I owe you a very heavy apology. I ruined your chance to be free from your fears and I can't believe I took that chance away from you. I understand now that us humans have space in our hearts for our lovers, friends, and family. You think of us as your family and I know you'll never forget us so I want you to go now and live your life. Please" He begs with a desperate look in his eyes

I nod in shock as I feel a rush of relief pass over me.

"That way I can live mine" He jokes and I hit his arm slightly joking as we laugh together

I nod my head to myself committed. I feel like a dog let off of a leash as Hawon leaves the room smiling. Freedom flies around me and I use the power to finish practicing through the end of my dance without any mistakes. A solid agreement to live my life for myself and only one person comes to mind. The one person that makes me want to be selfish. "Minho, Here I come!"

Sweating and out of breath I giggle aloud to myself in this room painted yellow.

*A few days later*

Finally the day has come. The door I needed to find to let me escape from the walls that have been trying to crush me for years over and over again is finally here. I enter the door of the concert venue and after getting dressed I head towards the stage. As soon as we begin getting near the stairs for the stage the cheers of our fans begin getting louder and louder. Seungwon smiles nervously at Hawon and I as we reach for each others hands and walk onto the stage. The bright lights from the fans phones and stage hit our eyes as we slowly walk to the middle of the stage. After small talk with the fans and letting them know how we have been we begin playing the music. Everyone screams loudly once Hawon and Seungwon begin playing their instruments and begin singing along while the background music starts as well. We sing and talk for over 2 hours before it finally comes time for the special stages.

Hawon and Seungwon each have their own solo stages with their chosen songs. Hawon goes first and finishes with loud cheers from the crowd. While Seungwon is about to finish his stage, I feel Hawon come up and standing next to me.

"You can do this Jina" he says genuinely "I know you can"

I nod unconvinced

"Look up at the special VIP box while performing" He says quickly ushering me onto stage as Seungwon finishes

I go to the middle of the stage and wave at the fans distracted. I look up discreetly at the VIP box but see nothing. The music starts and a white curtain gently drapes across the stage veiling me from the fans. I quickly change from my original leather outfit into a light pink flowy dress perfect for the ballet routine I had practiced.

The curtain disappears and I begin flying across the stage feeling emotional. My legs reach the highest point possible and spin across as the the wind blows through in my hair. My eyes suddenly move upwards towards the VIP Box up above and I gasp quietly when I see a silhouette I would recognize anywhere. I feel a tear fall down my face as I see Minho holding a "I knew you could do it!" sign. I looks away quickly and absorb myself into my performance knowing that all I want to show him is my perfect performance. I find myself totally forgetting the initial fear and end the stage with my hand reaching towards the sky as I sink into the ground and the stage slowly lowers me down into the basement.

I look up one last time smiling hoping he can see me but I find nothing but darkness. Feeling desperate I quickly get back on stage and we end the concert with a goodbye song. Without changing my ballet clothes I run out of the venue searching for any sign of Minho hoping I won't run into any staff members or fans. I look all around the building bare feet but see no sign of him. After taking a tour of the parking lot I run back inside and rush back to the waiting room looking at Hawon and Seungwon as they see my frazzled state. I smile sheepishly at them and they laugh as my stylist points a hair brush at me to use. Instead I quickly run my fingers through my hair instead as I look for my phone. Hawon throws my phone at me and says "Good Luck."

I run out dialing Minho's number.

"Where ar.." I begin saying "Come back to the stage" I throw my phone running full speed towards the stage my hair falling behind me again forgetting my shoes.