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As soon as type utters those words, those words which tharn always wanted to hear from no one but type, he immediately holds type's face in his hands and smashes his lips on type. He move so close to type that there isn't even a thread of gap between them.

"I love you, type. I always did." He confessions his love without breaking away from type.

"I'm sorry, type. I never knew what you went through. I always thought you hated me. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." He whispers against type's lips as he goes back to kissing him.

His hands move further down and he brings them under type's legs before lifting him off of his feet. On instrict, type warps his hands around tharn's neck as he gets lost in the feels. Tharn kicks the door open with his feet before entering into their room and shuts it back with a thud. With his eyes closed and completely involved in kissing the guy in his hands, tharn walks towards the bed before carefully sitting on it. He doesn't let go of type all the while. Making type sit on his lap, tharn hands make their way inside his shirt.

He shivers when his palms touch the soft skin of his husband. Type let's out a small moan when tharn squeezes the flesh on his hips before grabbing him tightly. The kiss seems never ending as they devour each other. But at some point they separate in order to inhale some air. They pant as they rest their heads against each others. While type closes his eyes tharn gazes at him with nothing but love. He's happy, so happy that he has never been in all his life. To learn that the person he loved all his life loved him the same is making him the happiest person alive. He wouldn't trade anything for this.

"What?" Type asks tharn when the later just keeps staring at him with heart eyes.

"You heard what I said just know, right!" Tharn says while gently rubbing type's cheeks with the pad of his fingers.

"I didn't." Type denies but tharn only laughs at him because even though his husband is lying he know it if the newly found red color on his cheeks mean something.

"Then, let me tell you again," he replies before holding type's face in his hands again and making him look at him, "I love you, type, I always did."

"Stop lying, you always didn't love me. I know you loved tar, I saw how you used to look at him." Type pouts at his husband, it isn't easy for him to forget how tharn liked being with tar.

"How I used to look at him?" Tharn questions him, still looking very calm and talking ever so gently with type.

"Like you adore him so much and that he was the most beautiful kid ever." Type replies and feels the sadness wash over him again as he remembers those days.

"Because that's true." Tharn's response not just surprised him but broke his heart as well, he at least expected tharn to say no even if it's just to satisfy him, "then did you ever observe how I used to or still look at you?"

Type stays silent because he never did. Of course, tharn would always smile at him and had this happy eyes when he looked at him. But he thought that's how tharn looks at everyone and that he wasn't anything special in tharn's eyes. So he shakes his no as his response to him.

"I look at you as if you mean the world to me and you're my everything which is true. You may not know but for me you have always been the special person in my life. I accept I adored tar so much but that's just because he was a kid, type. You know how much I love kids and he was the same. He didn't mean anything to me. He and you aren't same. Is this why you started ignoring me and separated from me?" Tharn explains and voices out his ever bugging question.

"Tharn.." Type feels his heart breaking as he watches tharn confessing his feeling with tears in his eyes.

"You know how I felt when you suddenly stopped talking to me? We were just kids, type, ten year old kids. How would I feel when my only friend and the one I love the most doesn't talk to me and I don't even know what wrong I did? You thought it was just you who cried everyday, no. I was even more miserable. Even as a child, I felt my world crumbling when you behaved as if I doesn't exist. You didn't know what I went through, you never did. But I don't blame you because as much as I suffered, I was partly the reason and you went through all the pain, just like me. We both did, type but now I don't want to continue that anymore. Can't we just forget everything and forgive each other so that we can start our new beginning?" Tharn calls out, he's both happy and sad.

Happy that he knew type loves him at the same time he's sad that they both went through so much pain and agony even when they loved each other.

"I'm sorry, tharn. I didn't know nor I never thought about how you feel. I was so selfish that I only thought about me. Only if I sorted things out before, but I can't turn back time, what happened has happen. But now as you said, we'll let go of our past and begin a new journey of our lives." Type states as he hugs tharn, feeling utterly stupid of his past acts.

But he can't be blamed, he was just a child and the victim in the hands of fate.

"I love you, tharn. I always did." He confesses once again.

"I love you more." Tharn's reply makes him the most happiness person alive at that moment.