The weekend comes and goes. After spending Friday evening with Keegan I spent the weekend cancelling all of my wedding plans. I sent out a mass email to all our guests and made phone calls as well. It sucked. By the end of it all I felt emotionally exhausted.

Now being back at work with all the people I love, feels like a good distraction. This morning we are doing a table read and then later on we are filming the next episode.

I'm just walking into the building where we do our table reads on the Warner Brothers lot when I spot Ashely running towards me. We hug and she asks me how my weekend was.

I sigh. "To be honest it sucked." I tell her as we head into the building. "I was cancelling my wedding plans and telling the guests me and Patrick had called off the wedding."

Ashley doesn't ask me anymore questions as we head into the building. When we enter the large room, we see some other cast members and crew members including Marlene who waves to us and smiles.

We wave back and sit down beside each other. A few moments later Lucy, Shay and Sasha join us. We all hug.

"I hope you all enjoyed your week off." Marlene announces to everyone in the room. "Now it's time to get down to business." We all nod our heads and begin the table read. It goes on for the next two hours. Then we have to head to wardrobe before we start filming.

Keegan wasn't at this table read as he is not in this next episode. I'm walking to my dressing room and on my way I pass Keegan's dressing room. I notice the door is slightly open. I look inside hoping he won't notice me. My mouth drops at the sight.

There is some blonde girl kissing him and he has his arms wrapped around her. I shake my head.

I notice Tyler walk past me and I call him over. "Have you seen Keegan around today? Is that him in his dressing room?" Tyler nods his head. I can't believe what I'm hearing. In this moment I feel betrayed and heartbroken.

"Are you sure?" I ask again. "Why?" Tyler replies looking confused.

"It's I...isn't that his ex girlfriend?" I ask as I point my finger towards Keegan's dressing room. I barely get the words out.

Tyler nods. I can tell by the look on his face he can tell I'm crushed. I can't really hide the way I'm feeling right now. He reaches out to touch my arm.

"Look Ali has been trying to get him back ever since he broke up with her. She really regrets what she did. Keegan is a good guy." I nod as he says this to me. We say our goodbyes and head off in separate directions.

I walk away and go about the rest of the day trying to forget what I saw. Maybe it was nothing. It didn't look like it to me. I really hoped for my hearts sake, that his ex kissed him and was still trying to get him back. I really hoped Keegan didn't want to get back with her as well.

I got to film a fun scene with Lucy Hale today and we snapped a cute selfie. I look happy but inside I'm trying to hide the fact that this guy I have a crush on was kissing someone else.

After filming which ends around 12 am, I head home and find my dogs sleeping side by side in the living room. It makes me smile. I head up to bed and once I'm lying down I check to see if I have any unread text messages. There is one from Keegan that was sent hours ago.

I instantly get up out of bed and put some decent clothes on. I make my way downstairs and ten minutes later there is a knock at my front door. I get up from my couch where I was sitting with my dogs. They run happily behind me with their tails wagging as I answer the door. When I open it I see a tear stained Keegan standing there.

I pull him close to me. "Hey. What's wrong?" I ask him sounding concerned. I gesture for him to come and sit down in the living room with me. Once we're seated on my couch it takes a moment for him to answer my question.

He looks up at me with his sweet eyes. "Ali. That's what's wrong. I was only stopping by set today to meet with Marlene and have a wardrobe fitting. Ali showed up and wanted to talk."

As I'm listening him explain what happened I can't help but feel anxious about the part where he tells me that "the kiss" was instigated by Ali and not him.

"She tried convincing me that she made a mistake by cheating on me. How I should take her back. Then before I could say anything she started kissing me. She threatened to tell several different media sources that if I didn't take her back, she was planning on making up some story that I cheated on her. It's crazy. I also found out that she is pregnant with the guy she cheated on me with. She wanted to tell people that it was my baby." Keegan continues. "Ali said all of that before she kissed me. Therefore it was painful to be forced to kiss someone after they just told you a bunch of bull shit!"

I take everything in that he just said and feel overcome with happiness. "Is Ali going to leave you alone now?" I ask as I wrap my arms tightly around Keegan pulling him close to me.

"I hope so." He says looking at me. "After I told Ali to leave she ran out of my dressing room crying. Tyler saw that. He told me you saw me with Ali. I just felt like crap all day. I wanted to come and find you earlier but every time I tried, you seemed to be in the middle of filming a scene."

"That's ok. I obviously had a hard time getting that off of my mind though. In that moment I remembered how I felt when I caught Patrick with Megan. I was so jealous. It felt like apart of my heart shattered into a million pieces. I couldn't breathe for a moment because I was losing someone I cared about. That time I did. I don't want it to happen again."

I tell Keegan he might as well stay the night. We go up to my bedroom. For a few moments we sit up and look into each other's eyes. He tucks a strand of hair behind my ear. I pull him towards me and kiss him passionately on the lips.

I have been hoping for a moment like this all day with Troian. As she looks at me now with her beautiful eyes and big smile, I feel like the luckiest guy in the world to have her looking at me like this. Troian makes my heart skip a beat whenever she looks at me the way she is now. I begin lifting up her shirt to unclasp her bra. She leans back on the bed and lifts up my shirt, then she lowers her hands to undoe the belt on my jeans and remove my boxers. I can smell her floral perfume and it ignites a passion inside of me so strong. It makes me want more of her. I trail kisses along her soft neck. The moaning sounds coming from her tell me she is enjoying it. I reach for a condom and once it's on I'm ready to enter. "Spread your legs. Little Keegan wants in." I tell her in a sexy voice. She laughs and pulls me closer to her. After only a couple of tries I'm inside of her. The pleasure is so intense. I'm constantly enveloped in wet warmth all around. "Oh Keegan." The way she says my name drives me crazy. I begin to pump in and out a little faster.

Once we are finished making love we collapse and fall to sleep right away. Keegan snores a little in his sleep and I laugh quietly in an effort not to wake him up. I could get used to this every night. Falling asleep beside the sweetest guy. I smile to myself as I picture all the sweet moments we've had over the last week. I hoped Ali was out of the picture. This guy is mine!