From the first moment I saw Keegan when I arrived at the party, I felt like I had butterflies in my stomach. That's why I felt like kissing his cheek after he made me feel better. Right now I'm standing with Ashley and we're each putting some food onto a plate. I briefly glance back at Keegan. I feel Ashley nudge me in my arm. I look up at her. "T don't pretend like we didn't see you kiss him." She says to me. Before I know it I look up and Sasha, Shay and Lucy have joined us. "I think you two would make a cute couple." Sasha tells me as she smiles and gives me two thumbs up. Lucy and Shay also agree. I feel myself blushing and I have a hard time trying to hide it. "I have always had a secret crush on him. I'm just afraid of getting hurt again." "I don't think Keegan is the type of guy who would hurt you." Lucy says. Shay comes over to me and wraps an arm around me, Ashely is on the opposite side of me with her arm wrapped around me as well. Sasha and Lucy run over to us and we all squish together for a group hug. 

"Whatever you decide Troian we're here for you." Ashley tells me. In this moment huddled with my friends I feel so lucky to have their support and that being around them has made me feel a lot better. I could be at home right now in bed feeling depressed but I'd rather be here with my friends. Taking my mind off what's going on in my life.

Three hours later

It is 9 pm and already I'm starting to feel a bit tired. We are all dancing and drinking in Ashely's back yard and some people are swimming in the pool. It's been a while since I've seen him so I decide to look for him. I notice Ian and Tyler talking and laughing about something. "Hey guys!" I shout as I walk over to them. "Have either of you seen Keegan?" I ask looking at both of them. "Yeah I saw him head into the house a few moments ago. He wanted to see Ashely's dogs." Ian replies. For a moment there's an awkward silence. "Troian, we both know you two like each other." Tyler says. I look down at the ground and blush. "Yeah I guess it's kinda obvious isn't it?" They both nod their heads and smile. I wave to them after telling them I'm going to the house to find him.

I open the back door which leads me into the kitchen. There are a few people in here eating, drinking and chatting. I walk into the living room which is just off the kitchen and when I see him giving one of Ashely's dogs a tummy rub my heart melts. Keegan is such a sweet and caring guy. One of my favourite things about him is the fact that he is a big animal lover. He prefers cats but I don't mind. All of a sudden he looks up. "Hey." He says greeting me with a beaming smile. "Did you need a break too?" I nod my head and sit beside him on the floor. His hand briefly touches my finger and it's enough to send a shockwave through me. I look up and we meet each other's eyes. I inch closer to his face and I think we are just about to kiss when my phone goes off.

I look down to see it's a text from Patrick. Ugh. I sigh as I read it.

I look up and see that Keegan has seen some of it. Now it feels really awkward.

Keegan gets up from his spot on the floor. "Where are you going?" I ask him. I'm still sitting on the floor with Ashely's dogs. They look like they're sad that Keegan got up and is no longer giving them a tummy rub.

"I...I think I should go." He says looking at me. I can tell there's disappointment in his face. 

"Wait Keegan." I say as I get up and run after him. I pull him into a spare bedroom on the main floor of the house. I close the door and lead him over to the bed.

"Troian? What are you doing?" He replies looking confused. "Is it over between you and Patrick?" 

I nod my head. "Look you and me have been with the wrong people for a long time. We were both cheated on." 

"We should of been together all this time." He tells me as he pulls me closer and starts kissing me. "I've liked you for a really long time." No more words are said as we lie down together on the bed. "Let me show you what you do to me." Keegan says in a sexy voice.

Before I know it he is ontop of me and I'm lying underneath him. With every kiss there is more and more passion igniting inside of me making me want him more.

"I've liked you for a really long time too." I tell him in between kisses. I lift up my dress and open my legs, Keegan reaches down and removes my white lace thong throwing it on the floor. As soon as I'm completely naked Keegan starts trailing kisses along my stomach up to my neck and then my lips. "You're so beautiful." He whispers into my left ear. 

We both get up to sit on the bed for a moment when we're both naked. I rub his back and trail kisses along it. "I want you." I whisper into his ear. With the moonlight shining through the window I can tell by the look on his face, that he's giving me a "oh do you now?" look. I laugh and go to lie down on the bed. 

I hear him open the condom. "Here let me help you with that." I put it on and then let myself relax. We start kissing passionately and before I know it Keegan's pushing himself into me. As soon as he's inside of me everything feels right. I love being able to be with him like this.

"Troian you feel so good." Keegan whispers into my ear. I grab fistfuls of his hair and pull Keegan closer to me, wanting him deeper inside of me. For a brief moment I scream from an amazing orgasm. Keegan covers my mouth with his hand. We both laugh once it's over. "Sorry...sometimes I can be..." "Loud?" He laughs as he finishes the sentance for me. I nod my head.

After he pulls out of me we cuddle for a few minutes. I turn over to look at him. He's looking at me with that sparkle in his eyes that I love with a big smile on his face. I move closer to him and wrap my arms around his neck as I kiss him.

We both decide we should probably get dressed and head out. Although not wanting our friends to know about our hook up we decide to text them and say that Keegan is giving me a ride home. 

Twenty minutes later

We arrive at the bottom of my driveway. I'm just about to get out of Keegan's car when he pulls on my arm. "What's up?" I ask him looking confused. "There's something I want to show you. A spot I only reserve for special girls." "Ok. Where is this spot?" "Not telling." He says as we are now driving away from my house. Even though it is almost 10:30 at night, it is mid summer in Los Angeles and not completely dark out yet. I let myself enjoy the passing scenery of large mansions,people walking their dogs and palm trees.

As soon as we arrive at our destination I realize we are at the Hollywood sign.

Keegan parks and comes over to my side of the car to open the door for me.

"This is your special spot?" I ask him trying not to sound disappointed.

"No it's over here." Keegan leads me to a hill just above where the Hollywood sign is where you can see a different part of the city. I'm amazed by all the lights. For a few moments we don't say anything we just admire the view. 

"Keegan? What happens now?" I ask moving closer to him. The night air feels a bit cool and I'm still wearing the dress I wore to the party. I lean my head on his shoulder.

"I'd like us to date." He replies. I feel a sigh of relief wash over me.

I laugh. "What's so funny?" He asks."The fact that our friends know we have a huge crush on each other. So I don't think we can hide this." I tell him.

We talk a little more and then Keegan drives me home after half an hour. 

I kiss Keegan before getting out of his car. "I'll talk to you later." He tells me before driving off. I quickly run into the house and lock the door. After taking my shoes off I head into my room and find my dogs sleeping in their beds on my bedroom floor. I smile. Ten minutes later I'm finally in bed and I decide to check my phone for any unread texts.

Shoot it was sent hours ago when I was still at the party. I still haven't told her everything that happened between me and Patrick. I make a mental note to call her first thing tomorrow before I do anything else. Right now as I drift off to sleep all I want to think about is how perfect my night with my friends was, but mostly how the special moments with Keegan were. I smile to myself as I think back to us kissing and making love.