Almost a week passed before Dan taught about looking at my phone tracker. During the whole week I have been here they ever gave me anything to eat, they beat me up like a punching bag almost every other hour, I'm only allowed to get out of the chair for punishments and bathroom breaks. Every now and then they have to come in and clean up all the blood of the floor and me. This past week was the worst week of my life. Andrew even sent the picture of Chuck with the girl to Gossip girl. I have had a lot of time to think and I can't deal with the fact that Chuck had already cheated on me. Before the whole Cameron drama started I wanted to tell him that I loved him but now I don't know if that is true.

I currently sit in a dirty chair waiting for my next punishment. I never know when it is in till I ear movement from outside my door. The room I am in is a large bedroom. I am in the middle of the room in a dirty kichen table chair. I hear noise from outside and voices. I could tell that one of them was Andrews and that meant I was about to be hurt. They start to come in and I freeze up.

"You ready?" Andrew asks.

"Yeah just get it over with." I say.

He raises his arm and I close my eyes tight. He hits me across the face a number of times. It stings so much and I close my eyes again. I wait for his arm to cross my jaw but it never comes. I open my eyes to see them rushing out the room. I sit there waiting for something to happen but a guy comes in Nate. He looks at me and his face falls.

'What did they do to you?" He mummers has he undoes the ropes around my ankles and wrists.

I try to stand up but I can't walk. The amount of blood I have lost in the past week makes me like this. I am surprised I haven't fainted yet. Nate picks me up bridal style and rushes me out of the building. He sneaks out the back way. He places me into a car and they drive off. I see Blair, Nate, Dan, and Serena. A door opens and someone jumps in. I hear police sirens and I see blue lights.

"Where are we going?" I ask.

"The hospital" Nate frowns.

"How bad? How bad am I?" I say

"I'm not gonna lie you don't look the best. Your face is swollen and bloody but you still are beautiful" He smiles.

"Nate where is Chuck?" I ask.

"I'm right here" He says.

"I- I know what you did" I say.

"What did I do?" Chuck says.

"Cheated on me" I frown.

"I didn't." He protests.

"Check Gossip girl" I say.

I black out after I say those three words. Not the three I wanted to say to him when he found me.

When I wake up again I can tell it was surprising I woke up. When I woke the first thing everyone did was get closer. Chuck rushed up to my side. His eyes were red and swollen. Dan, Serena, Blair, Nate, My mom and Liam are all in my room as well as Chuck. The doctor walks in and looks at me worried.

"What's wrong with me?" I ask.

"You have many broken bones in you ankle, rib, and arm." He starts.

When he named each part I had a flashback. Back to how I broke it. Either falling down trying to get away, Andrew hitting me or kicking me, and many more ways.

"You also had a concussion. You were out for almost 10 hours. Laura this one is pretty serious. This isn't something we take lightly. I don't know how you are awake. You have also suffered a great blood loss. You will have many cuts and bruises over your body and we will give you medication for that. I expect you to be out of here in a few days. At most 4." He says.

"May I talk to your mother?" He says to me.

"I'm Mrs. St. Clair. But please call me Ann." My mother smiles.

My mother and my doctor leave the room to talk. I let out a deep breath. Nate and everyone looks at e funny.

"What's wrong?" Blair asks.

"Can I talk to Nate and Chuck alone?" I ask.

Everyone nods and hugs me before they exit and I smile at each one of them. I have to put on my happy face now.

"What's wrong?" Nate asks.

"I know what is gonna happen. Why they are talking outside. I'm gonna be sent to the Ostroff Center." I say.

"How do you know?" Chuck asks.

"I have been through this before and I saw my mom looking at wrists" I ask turning the up.

There were red little scars up and down my arms. Visible to everyone standing close to me. I asked Nate to leave in order I can talk to Chuck alone.

"Babe please know that that picture wasn't real" He starts.

"Chuck I wanna say I believe it but the again you are Chuck Bass. Chuck Bass doesn't settle down for a girl. I know who you ae Chuck and I shouldn't try to change you. You are good the way you are. Plus Ostrff wont le you see me. So is for the best." i smile.

"How long will you be in there for?" He sniffs from crying.

"One month at the least" I say.

"I will prove to you picture was a fake" He says.

"You can try Chuck" I say.

"I will see you soon Laura" He says.

He stands up and leans over my bed. He kisses my forehead and hugs me tight. He heads towards and the next thing I say was never something I would think I would say to Chuck Bass.

"I loved you Chuck Bass"