'Is this guy dumb? Wait nevermind. He might think friend way... should I tell him I like

him.. a lot? I can't believe I actually have feelings for my enemy. I just don't want him to then tease me abo-'

"Tom, what do you mean?"

'Shit... I guess I have to now.' I pull him closer and before thinking.... I fucking kissed him!

I pulled away. His face was in shock. He tried to say something but couldn't:

'Fucking shit! He's going to tease me about this now!'

"Tom..."

he looked down, blushing.

"I love you..."

I felt my cheeks warm up as I blush.

'YES FUCKING YES IT WORKED OUT!!'

"I love you too Tord..."

I kissed his cheek and headed for my room to sleep again. It's fucking 5:49am!

I jumped onto my bed and pulled the covers over me, falling asleep.

'I can't believe it! He loves me and I love him! But fuck I might be leaving soon!'

I looked at my phone. A spam of messages from Patyrk and Paul. Sighing I ignored them.

I laid on my back and just stared at the ceiling... thinking.

I fell back to sleep...

I woke up to the sound of knocking on the door. I got up and yawned. I walked over to the door. I opened the door to see Edd and Matt.

"Hello Tord!"

Edd said cheerfully I just yawned

"Hello Edd, Matt"

"Matt and I were wondering if you and Tom would like to go to New York with us"

Edd and Matt smiled at me waiting for an answer.

"Not sure about that -yawns- but I'll go ask Tom when he wakes up"

"Ok well cya later and get better"

"Huh?"

"Oh.. there was a doctor coming out of your apartment and I decided to talk to her"

"Oh... she was just here to check up on Tom and he's doing perfectly fine now. Don't need to worry. He just 'accidentally' pulled a muscle. That's all... hehe" I lied..

"Oh ok. We'll see ya"

And with that he waved. I saw Edd hold Matt's hand when they thought they were far enough. They weren't. I closed the door.

"Tom! Wake up!!" Someone was shaking me and yelling at me to wake up. I didn't know who. I groaned

"Five more minutes..."

"No wake up!"

"Fine"

I sat up and rubbed my eyes with my hands. I put my hands away and opened my eyes. I saw Tord in front of me.

"Tom I need to speak with you about some things"

"Sure -yawns- what is it?"

"I lied to-"

I cut off Tord.

"You lied to me?? Whyy would you-"

Tord put his hand over my mouth.

"I didn't lie to you! I fucking love you! But I did however lie to Edd and Matt about that doctor..."

I mumbled 'oh' and Tord continued.

"I told them that you pulled a muscle and she was here to check up on you. Anyway they also wanted me to ask you if you wanted to go to New York with them. I didn't answer because I thought I would ask you first"

Tord removed his hand from my mouth.

"Wait! We have to go on a plane??"

"Yes, is that a problem?"

I started shaking a bit. I've never been on a plane before.. and this is my first time ever!

"Uhh... no.. it's not a... problem..."

Tord rolled his eyes.

"I know when your lying Tom, you stutter. What's wrong with a plane?"

I took a deep breath.

"I've never been on a plane before.. and knowing Edd he would choose the Cola airlines which isn't that big of a deal but most people don't go on their planes"

Tord started laughing.

"Tom no need to worry. It's a plane and if we crash we won't die. We would only get a few injuries and that's it. But if you don't want to go I'll stay here with you then"

Tord smiled. I sighed.

"I don't want to ruin your fun... fine I'll go.."

I guess I'm excited to go to New York. But then again I'm also scared as hell!