When I wake up, my pain is still fresh on my mind , and other than that ,all I think of is My baby . How I missed her first word, which just happened to be my name.

And who knows what else I missed?

Monami bhot he jaldi badhi ho rahi hai , and yeh jo 9 ghante mai soo raha tha , maybe usnae chalna bhi shuru kar diya ho... Oh god what the hell!

I am missing everything

I groan and sit up , noticing right away that tej has still hasn't taken down the silver flame from his door.

But when I shift slightly I notice someone else from the corner of my eye.

My heard turns sharply towards the window, and there she is My world standing there : her face squished against the glass , and her tiny palms placed on either side of her headhead. Her blue/hazel eyes are wide as she look out of the glass.

(Okay so mujhe koi achi pic nhi mili so u can imagine our monu peeking out like this...amd yaa she is standing on a stool... And is smaller than the girl in the photo)

(And her face like this sqeeshing on the window.... Cute isn't it? 🙈❤)

She seems to be looking for something, and I know when she finds it based on her expressions.

Her eyes flickee to me and she smiles widely, now having to bottom teeth instead of gumsgums, another thing I missed, I sigh.

But I hide my frustration for Monami, knowing she would want me be happy to see her. And I am, of course I am, I'm just upset I wasn't able to see her last night , when she needed me, and when she was changing so much.

I again look at my blooming flower, her teeth aren't everything, her hair has gotten thicker, and she has learned to support her own weight without someone holding her.

And judging by how Tej and jhanvi still seem to be asleep , Mona must have gotten out of her crib and to the window all by herself : which is again something I MISSED!

Mona lifts her small little hands , which are slightly bigger than yesterday and waves at me .

I wave back at her and smile before crawling back to the window to have a better view of her beautiful face and body .

She giggles at the site of me crawling.

"Am I funny?" I ask, trying to keep my voice low so that Tej Or Jhanvi doesn't get up.

She nods innocently, aww my cutiepie.

"Karan"she gurbles, tapping on the window where my face is . I realize that she must be trying to Touch me, but can't because of the glass. I don't think she understand the concepts quite yet.

"I can't go in baby girl"i whisper, trying to explain it to her without betraying her trust of Tej. Some girls don't have a dad, and I don't want allie to be one of them. A girl needs her dad, and if she's lucky enough to have one, i won't take him from her . Even if he is trying to take her from me.

My little munchkin frowns and drops her head, "why" She again squeaks . Her voice is softsoft, high pitched soprano that sounds like ringing bells.

Inside my wolf is happy that he got to hear Mona's second word since we missed first I agree with him.

"Because bacha there's a window in my way, "i say very softly, I actually didn't know this side of me existed before meeting her... I am speaking to someone this much softly like if I will say something in loud or harsh voice it will hurt or break that person but again that person is my Mate, I can't imagine talking to her in loud voice she is so soft baby like fragile doll who should be handed with love and gentleness.

Mona again frowns, then points to something I can't see, "door? " She questionsquestions. She must have been pointing towards to door.

"It's closed, " I shrug.

My baby sighs, I can tell she is getting frustrated now, "open" She says , pointing to me.

"You want me to open it? ", she nods eagerly " I can't baby"

"Window?" She's not giving up. She is determined to find me a way to get to her.

"I can't open that either, " Though the windowns doesn't have lethal silver , they are locked with silver , which would hurt me and possible Mona if I tried opening it.

My baby sighs and throws her hands down by her sides.She stars climbing down the stool she's sitting on until I hear a soft thudthud on the floor.

But I am not the only one who heart it.

Jhanvi and Tej's door swings open revealing a very groggy and tired jhanvi who looks worried.

"Monami? " She calls

Monami's hand shoots up and she points to the window. She turns pale and runs to pick up Mona, shutting the blinds of the window in process.

As soon a I hear the click of blinds Mona starts crying and screaming. Ten times worse than yesterday.

"Jhanvi? What happened?" Tej's anxious voice booms through the house.

"I don't know, she was fine until I closed the blinds", Lucy moans

" Why would you do that? "

"Because Alpha karan was out there, you only told me to keep him away from monami , so I did" Jhanvi explains

Taj sighs, "monami"He coos, probably trying to hold her" What happened sweetheart? "

And she doesn't stop crying, "karan" She says followed by the sound of whimpers.

"Did he do something to you, baby? " Tej ask

Now this is enough , my wolf is shaking in angers from tej thinking that we would even hurt our mate.

"He weft", she says , and cries again.

My wolf feels pride at our mate wanting us , but also feels sad at how upset she is and we can't do anything to calmnher down.

" Tej" Jhanvi say, "maybe we should let her see him, she won't stop crying until she does"

"No" Tej yells this time, "I don't want him near my daughter! "

After his yelling my rose starts crying loudly and then I hear a sharpthud on the ground, followed by jhanvi's scream and tej's cry of shock.

"Monami" Jhanvi yells

My wolf finally losses it, no longer caring about the thick silver coating the door.

I ran into the door., half-way shifting to break through it. My skin starts burning where it touches but I don't stop. All I can think and feel is my wolf yelling again and again, MONAMI'S HURT! MONAMI'S HURT! MONAMI'S HURT! .

I finally get the door busted down and i crawl over to monami as best I can with my bleeding and burning body,she also tries to reach me, but can't, and I also keep fighting to get to her , though I am barely able to move now.

The last thing I hear is jhanvi's terrified demands to call the pack doctor before my vision goes black....

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