( a/n: hi everyone! Before starting the chapter, I would just like to say that here will be a discussion about abortion so whether you're pro or anti please do not be offended about anything regarding that topic 🌹ALSO I WAS GONE FOR A WEEK FKWMFJSOE I HAD SO MUCH STUFF TO DOOO💀)

LUCY'S POV

"You're planning to tell Y/N?" Oliver asked in disagreement. "What if she tells the others?"

"She won't do that." I said as I stood up. I massaged my forehead a bit. I was getting tired more often.

"Are you alright?" asked Oliver.

"Yeah just a little tired...". I suddenly caught a whiff of something. It smelt so strong, it made me want to vomit. "What is that dreadful smell?!" I asked with a disgusted look on my face.

"What smell?" he asked. "I don't smell anything."

I ran to the window and looked outside. It was a man and his horse. His horse was um... Letting out waste.

"Excuse me!" I shouted from my window. "Can you please bring your horse somewhere else?"

The man looked up. "Oh, sorry your highness!". He gently nudged the horse. The horse was quick to obey and left with the man, but tripped and fell on his way. He was quickly able to get up though.

Oh that poor horse.

I said to myself tearing up. Oliver heard my sniffles and rushed to my side.

"Lucy? What happened?" He said as he turned me to face him.

"That... That poor horse he... He tripped!" I cried. My sobs got louder and louder. "It's my fault! Oh Oliver- if I just hadn't told them to leave, the horse wouldn't have fell!"

"Uh... The horse is fine! See? It's not dead, it's alive and well." He said pulling me into a hug. He probably understood this had something to do with the pregnancy.

My emotions finally subsided and I wiped my tears away.

"I'm going to talk with Y/N now." I said and quickly wiped my tears as if nothing happened.

"I'm sorry... YOU'RE WH--"

"Shh!" Lucy said sharply with her finger on my lip. "I don't what anyone else to know."

A green light quickly shone from my hand as a vine appeared after it. I locked the doors and it retracted as fast as it went.

(Y'all I'm sorry for always making it vines. Its the only plant I can think of that like- is flexible yk?)

"Lucy oh my goodness- how-"

She stared at me funny.

"No not how- I mean... how did you find out?"

"Well, at first I started vomiting in the morning. I felt odd and had unusual food cravings. I told Oliver then him and I went to the library to find out what was wrong. We found the professor there and asked him instead. He told me those were pregnancy symptoms. I didn't believe it at first, but everything that was happening seemed to fit the dress."

"So, Oliver and the professor... They know about this?"

"Yes. Them and them only."

I stayed silent.

"Y/N, you can't tell anyone!" she whispered while shaking my shoulder.

"What? You aren't planning to tell Peter, Edmund and Susan?"

"No."

"They'll find out eventually, Lu."

"Yeah, but not unless..."

I gasped. "Lucy..."

"Y/N, I'm a Queen of Narnia, I'm 16. Sixteen and pregnant with a child."

I understood what she wanted and didn't judge her for it.

"How did Oliver react?" I asked.

"At first, he wasn't very happy." She said, looking down at her stomach. "But days later... He started to like the idea. He even started to pick names. "

She started to wipe a few years trickling down her face. "One day, he opened my bedroom door and he told me he was excited about having a child. Its crushing me that I'll have to tell him that I don't want to keep-"

She stopped and took a deep breath. She couldn't say any more.

"Its your choice, Lucy." I sighed and gave her a supportive smile. I then held her hand. "I just don't want you to be missing out on something... Beautiful."

She thought for a moment. She sighed and gently put her hand on her stomach. A slight smile formed not long after.

"When things as big as this happen... They aren't coincidences." I told her. "But whatever your decision is, I'm all here for it." I winked.

"Oh Y/N-" she said and gave me a sisterly embrace. "Thank you." she whispered. Seconds later I could hear sniffles.

I pulled her back and giggled while wiping away her tears.

"You think about your decision and let me know, okay?"

"You'll be the first." She smiled and left the room.

When she left, I touched my necklace. The idea of Lucy becoming a mother, reminded me of my own mother.

Oh how I wish you were here, mother. That way, maybe you could've given Lucy your own advice.

Edmund then entered the room, he had white powder on his mouth, he was also carrying a bowl.

I looked at him funny. "E-ed? Please dont tell me you somehow magically got the remains of the White Witch." I said, stood up and carefully backed away.

"Hm?" he answered.

He finished chewing and swallowed. He put his hand in the bowl and reached for something, he took it out and showed me and then said, "Turkish Delight... Want some?"

I laughed. We had two White Witch encounters already, I guess I was being extra cautious.

I walked to him and wiped the powdered sugar of his lips.

He took a Turkish delight and gently fed me one.

It was gooey... Wait oh my goodness... This was... Delightful!

My eyes sparked at the delicious taste. I had never tried turkish delight before.

Edmund noticed how much I liked it and he laughed. He reached into his messenger bag and took out another.... bowl of Turkish delight...?

"You had that in your bag, this whole time?" I giggled.

"You can have enough Turkish delight. Especially now, there's two of us who like it."

I gently took the bowl that he had brought out of his bag. It had a bit more than the one Ed was eating from. "Correction, I love it." I smiled and ate another. I walked to my window and looked out at the village.

"Oh so now, you want me to compete with food?!" He exclaimed. "I can't beat Turkish delight" he said with a puppy face and stood right next to me.

I wasn't listening to him though, I was too busy watching a mother play with her child.

The child's laugh made me think of Lucy's future child... If ever she'd even want it. I know I would. I love children.

But then it hit me... What if Lucy did want the child? Would that make me want my own too?

"Ed.." I called and slowly looked at him.

"Yeah-mfm" he answered as he stuffed his face with more Turkish delight.

"What do you think..."

"Thrjnmdnk aboumfmt whfmpht?" he answered, his mouth full. He was struggling to chew the delicious treat.

"What if we had children?" I asked.

"What if we had children?" she asked.

I choked on my edible pillows and started coughing. When she said that... Flashbacks of the mini me's and mini Y/N's flooded my head.

I subconsciously stared at her. I wasn't aware that I was but I was doing it. My mouth was still full but I wasn't chewing anymore. I was just staring.

"D-do you not like the idea..?" She asked, getting a little disappointed.

NOT LIKE THE IDEA-

"I know it was a dumb question-" she said, her head dropping down.

DUMB QUESTION-?!?! Oh for Aslan's sake just CHEW ALREADY.

I finally started chewing in an inhuman speed. I was about to answer when she spoke again.

"It was a random question, I mean it's not like I wanted to...-"

Wait... You didn't want to have mini me and you troublemakers running around the castle halls?

"I bet you don't even want to be a father yet, huh. I mean we're only eighteen... I'm definitely sure I don't want kids... Not today... Not ever!" She said with a weird laugh.

Y-you don't want to have kids...? Ever?... But...

"Goodnight Ed. I'm sorry for the dumb question.". she slowly climbed on her bed and closed her eyes.

I looked at her as she drifted off to sleep.

I looked back out at the moon..

"Sorry mini's...

mommy doesn't really want to meet you...

but I know I do.... "