"Shit, shit, shit fuuck! Help! Someone call an ambulance fast!", Minho screamed in horror while clasping his hands around the open wound, trying to stop the red liquid from escaping the boy's body.

"What is going on Minho?", Chan asked worried while entering the bathroom.

One look at the scene was enough for him to understand the situation and immediately take action.

Minho could only hear loud voices and yelling from the other room but the echoing sounds around him seemed to be fading away more and more.

He had no thoughts running through his mind. The only thing he felt was pure horror, while starring at Jisung's lifeless looking body.

It felt like the air was sucked out of Minho's lungs and the minutes felt like hours until the ambulance arrived. Finally Minho was shoved aside by

the paramedics and Chan pulled him outside of the room where the others were gathered and he was engulfed into a tight hug.

"H-He felt so...so c-cold", Minho said in a shaky voice as his eyes began to tear up.

"Don't say that hyung! Please don't say that!", Jeongin said now but it sounded more like a question.

A question, that he was too scared to get answered.

Minho just looked down to the floor, hoping that this might just be a bad dream. A nightmare he could wake up from, just to see Jisung save and sleeping in his arms. But it didn't happen.

He was awake and when he glanced over to the bathroom there were still the blood stains visibly spread over the floor, just like a few minutes ago when Jisung was laying there....

"I called our manager. Minho, Seungmin and I will drive to the hospital. The rest please stay here! Understood?", Chan said now. He was probably the only one who could still put a little sence into his thinking right now but everyone knew that their leader was suffering just as much as everyone else from the inside but tried to stay strong for them.

It was dead silent in the car until their leaders cool fassade began to crumble into pieces, breaking down compleatly.

"I-I am so sorry guys. I am your leader. I should know about everyones worries. It's my duty to comfort the members and know about there well being", Chan sobbed hardly. "I don't know what moved him to such a decision. I can't imagine how much Jisung must have suffered and it's all because I was too negligent in my duty as a leader"

Chan buried his face into his hands while Seungmin laid his hand onto the leaders shoulder and mumbled a small "it's not your fault". That's as much comfort as he was able to give him right now.

Minho on the other hand was still frozen on his seat.

"I love him", Minho said, still starring at the back of the front seat.

"I know", Chan whispered while giving him a weak smile.

The car went back into compleat silence for the rest of the drive.

"Guys we are there", Seungmin said after a while, being the first one to leave the car.

After some complications with the hospital personnel, the three boys finally found the room where Jisung had been undergoing medical treatment.

They weren't allowed to enter the room and one of the nurses told them that the doctor would come out soon, to talk to them.

Minho's throat felt tied together. It couldn't be. Jisung has always been with him. Noone wanted to put it into words but how was he supposed to be living if Jisung wouldn't be-......

No he didn't even want to imagine.

His thoughts caused chills to run down his spine.

He was scared.

Scared to feel Jisung, cold on his skin.

Hoping that he'll stay with him.

Praying that he'll stay with him.

He didn't want anyone else.

Cause noone else could do.

Cause Jisung was the only one he loved.

The only one he ever loved.

The door sprang open and a man in a white gown walked towards them.

Minho tried to read his expression but it was diffucult to see because of the mask on his face.

"Hello, I am doctor Remington. You must be the friends of Jisung right?"

"Yes, that's us. We met earlier", Chan shook the hand of the doctor.

"Your friend....he lost a lot of blood", the doctor said now. "The good news is that the chances are high that he is going to survive if he get's the right treatment. The bad news is that we have to find a fitting blood danation in the next 3 hours"

"Me....I can donate my blood", Minho said like a shot. "I....me and Jisung have the same blood group. I can be the blood donation", Minho looked at the doctor expactantly.

"That would be awesome. I am going to get everything ready. I will send a nurse to explain the further process to you. Your friend will be thankfull", the doctor said before leaving the three boys again.

Minho felt like he had been freed from a heavy burden. He let out a huge breath, his body slumping together, a shaky laugh escaping his lips.

Tears of relieve ran down his face as the other two boys embraced him into a hug.

"It's gonna be fine. It's all going to be fine. Jisung is a strong boy. He'll get better soon", Chan said while pulling the two boys closer to him.

Moments later a nurse guided Minho into another room. He had to fill out a registration form and proceed a short medical check up before donating his blood.

Minho didn't care about anything anymore. Everything else than Jisung's well being, seemed insignificant to him in this moment. He lost his sence of time compleatly. Jisung was the only thing that filled up his mind.

Why did Jisung do that?

Why was he so hurt?

Why did he want to leave him?

He loves Jisung so much!

He has to keep Jisung close in his arms, giving him all his warmth.

He loved him enough for the both of them.

He'll never let him go.

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Yall want part 2.

Yall get part 2 and guess what there will also be part three because I am bad at writing long chapters

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