When I opened my eyes first thing I saw was suji crying while holding my hand she was closed her eyes.

I raised my another hand and touched her cheek softly she immediately opened her eyes "you awake" she whispered smiling.

"Can't wait to see you" i said she smiled "you know everyone was here crying till now" she said.

"I worried about you" she said kissing my hand. I smiled and sat up with her help.

"Should I call doctor" she asked "if you are in pain" she said got up "yes call the doctor who should take away my pain with her cute smile" I said.

Suji frowned but instantly she smiled "Pooja was here till now she doesn't want to leave you but everyone forced her to go home she was cried a lot more than me" suji said while calling pooja.

I felt so much hurt when I hear Pooja cried for me. Suji handed me phone I put it near my ear for hearing my killer voice.

She doesn't said anything I hear her taking deep breath like she was controlling her tears.

"You know I hate see you in tears" I said softly I hear her sobbing "killer" I called her.

"Hey Pooja I'm fine don't cry" I said holding phone tightly in my right hand as my left one was fractured.

"I hate you" Pooja shouted and disconnected the call I smiled "why are you smiling when she says she was hating you" suji asked me.

"It was the way that she is telling me how much she loved me" i said suji smiled.

"You know today Pooja was looking so different I never saw her that much crying for you" suji said sat on chair.

"I know how much pain she bears" she said i felt like I missing something "by the way why did you drive carelessly" suji asked me.

"I didn't I was just buying gift for Pooja I decided to buy her favourite bangles from my salary till now I spent my salary on you and my family but not on her so I decide to buy something for her" I said.

"Oh but you should be careful right" she asked me i smiled.

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It was night time and raj was sleeping I was not able to sleep. The thought of going away from everyone was scaring me.

I don't love my life but I loved my people who is loving me. Mom and Diksha was the only reason I was breathing after my dad left us.

Suji and Pooja are the most important persons after my mom and sister I can't leave them.

Pooja is a naive girl she thought she was a strong but she was a kid who was trusting everyone blindly and get hurt in back.

I don't want to leave her in this unknown world. She was the reason that I was with suji till now.

Suji parents are won't accept us because they are always think about caste and society.

I don't know that suji will be with me life long because she already told to me that she can't leave her parents for me and I don't want to her to choose between me and her parents.

I was thinking all these things that I don't know when I slipped into sleep.

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After a week they discharged me and I went back to my home but I was feeling like I was missing something in this past week.

I settled on bed feeling all empty don't know what. Diksha came and gives me my medicines.

"What are you thinking" she asked me "don't know diksha I was feeling like empty since I opened my eyes after accident" I said.

She smiled "why are you smiling" I asked her she shook her head "maybe you are missing someone" she said.

"But everyone is with me right" I asked her thinking whom I am missing. "Suji is also with me" i said "then who will I miss" i asked her more like me.

"Think whom you are missing" she said "the last person you think before sleeping" she asked me and left.

"The last person you think before sleeping"

Pooja!!

I didn't talk with her or met her in this week!!!

I took my phone and called to her number but she wasn't picked my call. I was disappointed with that.

What are you doing Pooja!!

Tears are rolling on my cheeks the moment I saw Rishi name on my mobile screen.

I controlled myself not lifting his calls I hugged my knees close to my chest crying.

This past week I controlled myself so much for not talking with him and I can't even spend a second without thinking about him or crying for him.

How can i survive myself from this pain for life long?

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Tomorrow we are going to Kerala for Raj and Sri engagement. I was not interested to go but for Sri and raj I need to go.

I got call from Sri "you are talking with Rishi now" she said as soon as I lifted the call "what!" I asked her.

"Are you crazy!! he was getting worried for you and here you didn't even attend his calls" she shouted on me.

"Listen I am not—" she cuts me off "I don't need any explanation talk with him now" she said firmly.

Before disconnecting call "we four are starting tomorrow early morning" she said and disconnected the call.

I sighed after she disconnected the call I got call from Rishi. I take deep breaths.

I can't avoid him like this today or tomorrow I have to face him!

I lifted the call "thank god you lifted the call killer" Rishi said instantly a small smile appeared on my lips.

"Hey" i said lowly "why the hell you avoid me" he asked me angrily I smiled "I'm not" I said taking out my cloths for packing.

"Don't lie I know you" he said i sighed "see Rishi after your accident i was shocked and didn't talk with anyone for few days" I said.

"How can you expect me to talk with you when i was still in shock" I asked him "killer it was— it was killing me for not talking with you this past week" he said.

"I was feeling all empty till now without talking with you killer" he said i felt my heart was racing "you are my best friend I can't even spend a minute without talking with you" he said i felt like my heart was breaking.

"Please never ever ignore me" he said tears rolled on my cheeks "okay" I said lowly not wanting him to knew that I was crying.

"Good now tell me what are you doing" he asked me I told him about my packing and he also told me that raj helped him to pack things.

We are staying in Bangalore one night and start next day because from here to Kerala it will take 18 hours journey by road so we decided to stay night at Bangalore and again start our journey.

I hope this journey will bring happiness only!!!?