It's been a week since that moment with Rishi was happen after that I didn't meet him.

I try to avoid him but is it possible to me no it wasn't, i daily talked with him through phone but didn't meet him.

I was packing my luggage for going to Kerala trip. Mom and dad would come on that day.

While I was packing my luggage I hear my phone i know it wasn't Rishi because I put an ringtone for him if he called me I would definitely knew by the ringtone.

I saw caller ID was sri, I frowned she told me to not disturb her when she was packing her things!

"Pooja, Rishi got accident we joined him on hospital please come fast" Sri told me i felt like my ground crashed when i hear my Rishi accident.

"What? how is he" i asked her tears are rolling on my cheeks "We don't know he was in operation theater, please come fast i even called suji and his mom" she said and told me the address.

I didn't waste any other second i ran to my car and drove to hospital. In whole drive my heart was beating fastly, wanting to see my bestie as soon as possible.

I parked my car and went to inside of hospital i saw raj was waiting for me.

I ran to him "where is Rishi" i asked him tears are rolling on my cheeks "sshhh.... calm down Pooja, he will be alright" raj said and took me to where sri and Rishi mom was waiting outside of operation theater.

When aunty saw me she hugged me crying "don't worry aunty he will be fine" i said hugging her.

I saw doctor came outside "who is patient family here" he asked "we are" i said "he was fine but his left hand was fractured but don't worry he will be fine in few weeks" he said.

I released my breath that i didn't know i was holding it "can we see him doctor" i asked him, i just want to see Rishi "not know we will change him to ward then you can see him" doctor spook and left.

After they shifted rishi to ward aunty was the first one to went inside to see him, "he was fine" she said coming outside wiping her tears giving us a weak smile.

"Pooja go inside" sri said pushed me lightly but i was not ready to face him now.

I love you Rishi, i love you so much. I don't know when i fall for you but now i realise my love for you!!!!!

Is it wrong to fall for your best friend?

But he has lover, he is loving some other girl???

Why did i fall for him???

"Pooja" i came out from my thoughts when someone shook me i saw raj was looking at me worriedly "go inside" he said.

I nodded my head and wiped my tears. I placed my hand on door knob but my heart was beating fastly.

I take a deep breath and opened door saw Rishi who is lying on bed unconsciously. I closed door behind me and went near to his bed.

I sat on a chair beside his bed I raised my hand to touch his cheek but stopped tears are rolling on my cheeks.

"Today you give me a mini heart attack" I whispered held his hand i just want to stay here and do nothing but watching him.

"Pooja" I hear a voice from door I saw suji was standing there holding door knob. She was looking so pale because of crying continuously.

"Doctor wants to speak so aunty was went but I want you to be there with her" she said.

I nodded my head and left rishi hand "I can't hear any negativity please tell me he will be okay" she asked me crying.

I never saw suji was with this emotional "don't worry nothing will happen to him" I said she nodded and hugged me suddenly.

"Thanks for be with us in this time" she said suddenly I felt so guilty I hugged her back and pulled.

"I will go and check on aunty" I said and left to doctor cabin with aunty. Doctor told us Rishi was completely fine and they will discharge him in a week because he was still weak.

Mom and dad also came to see Rishi the whole day we are stayed in hospital.

Diksha also came because of she was stayed next city her journey take some time.

"Pooja let's go home raj was staying here" sri said I didn't want to go but I also can't stay here, first I need to clear my mind.

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I turn on the shower and stand in falling water let my tears fall freely. I cried so much like I want to feel no pain.

Everyone will become happy if they realise that they are falling in love but why I am suffering like this?

Why did I fall for him!!

Why did I realise now!!!

Why! Why! Why!

If Rishi got to know this he will definitely leave me I can't bear that pain!!

At least I want him to be in my life as it was a friend I will be okay but I want him to be in my life!!!

Sorry Rishi for breaking everyone trust and our friendship!!!

I cried cried until my eyes are burning as hell and my head was paining. I turn off the shower and changed into some dry cloths.

I came to my room there were lot of memories with Rishi in this room since we become friends he would come to my room and we enjoyed here watching movies and chatting about everything.

Sometimes we also slept here while talking. I smiled remembering that memories!!

Is it possible for me to hide my love from the one whom I am loving!!!!