★彡　May contain hard topics and incorrect info.. and definitely spelling errors. ★彡

"Have any of you... ever thought of... committing..."

"Tax fraud.. if so then yes." Kaminari said with a soft laugh.

"Kami.. I love you dude but shut the fuck up." Sero said with a soft laugh.

Mina rolled her eyes, "I meant suicide."

"T-that took a dark turn." Kaminari said sheepishly.

"Did or have any of you?" Mina asked.

"No."

"Nope!"

"Not really... I've thought negatively before but not anything close to taking my own life."

. . .

"Bakubabe?"

"Hm? Oh yeah...I guess or I did think about taking my own life."

"Really?!"

"Haha.. yeah really."

"Shit man... what make your turn away from suicide?"

"Yeah... I heard suicidal thoughts could be tempting... you're very strong."

"Everyone who has faced suicidal thoughts is strong.. even the ones who lost their battles to those dreadful thoughts."

"I-if you're comfortable.. Can you tell?"

"Yeah.. I can tell the story... it's nothing cool or special but if you wanna hear I'll ya... I guess you could say... I've always been a bit morbid.. and not morbid like an obsession with death... just I've always been negative and I usually stayed on the negative side of things... being positive was so.. weird to me.. I felt as if being negative would stop me from... hurting if I failed and trust me I'm a mess so I often screw things up... I was very negative but I seemed happy as I made these dreadful and negative "jokes" and comments... I never felt.. whole or happy with myself... I didn't know if it was body or personality.. my thoughts never left me alone.. I was and continue to be in constant paranoia.. I'm always scared and on edge but the jokes helped sometimes... I thought about taking my own life but I didn't know what the after life would be like... would there be a god? Would it be dark? If it was dark would I be dealing with my thoughts constantly? If there was a god would I be going to hell? What would happen? Death did scare me.. but I didn't care anymore whatever happened.. happens. Though I might have always felt that way.. My mother was the one that kept me from taking my life... one conversation that changed everything. I was talking to her about the jokes I make.. She always laughed which made me happy.. The jokes were always about death and about me killing myself.. Yet the huge smile on my face and loud laughter that erupted from my lungs seemed to tell her that I was fine... my mother said she thought I was the happiest and sweetest person ever.. That i'm always smiling and being... me. While I never was truly happy.. I wasn't the saddest... I've always had conflict with myself but when my mother said that.. I knew I could take my own life.. I didn't want to make her feel bad for not noticing.. For not understanding.. How could I blame her if I couldn't understand myself? That was years ago though.. She actually passed just before school started.. My father had also passed years and years ago...I had nobody. so now I didn't know if I had to continue living out what I had promised to myself about my mom.. Then one day the thoughts got too loud and the thoughts came back again.. I was so close... uh- but when I met you guys.. Yall gave me a reason to live.. And I honestly hate you for giving me a reason to live.. But yall did make the thought quite down.. They still get loud sometimes though.. And I was hoping that... you guys would never leave me?" Katsuki said in a confident voice yet tears in his eyes.

"Aww Bakubabe! Of course, we will never leave you!" Mina said softly and she tok Katsuki by the hand, holding it tightly.

'Yea dude! We're family!" Kaminari agreed.

"Yeah and family sticks together forever!" Kirishima said softly

Sero smiled, "Nobody left behind!"

"I-I fuckin hate you guys!" Katsuki cried as he hugged his stuffed animal his friends gave him for his birthday.

His friends smiled and hugged their crying friend, "We love you too!"