《Bakusquad Oneshots》The cutting issue
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Katsuki struggled and continues to struggle with self harm... he has been for a very long time now... and this doesn't concern Katsuki.. the only reason began to be concerned is when he realized the whole Bakusquad struggles with self harm.., so being the good leader he was, he decided to help his dear friends. He couldn't stand the fact that his friends decided that self was a good idea... that may seem hypocritical but he didn't care..
Katsuki has been on and off with self harm for years now... it's not that he wants to die.. well he doesn't want to die all the time but.. some days that seems like the only good option.. cutting for him is an addictive activity that he can't control.. it may make him feel bad while doing it.. but the pain soon washes it away.
He was scared to die... fear constantly consumed him... he hated those feelings.. so.. when he realized his friends may feel the same he just knew he had to do something.
Katsuki stood up from his bed and walked out of his dorm... heading towards Kirishima's.
He knocked on the dorm quickly, waiting for the red head to open up.
Kirishima smiled, "Huh? Oh hey Bakubro!"
"Shitty hair... I need you to grab the rest of the squad then meet me back in my dorm. Okay?" Katsuki spoke calmly.
"Okay!" Kirishiam replied cheerfully.
Katsuki smiled as he walked back towards his dorm... waiting for his friends to join him.
About five minutes later Katsuki's door opened revealing his overly excited squad.
"Bakubabe! You invited us! Usually we just walk in." Mina shouted.
"You did just walk in..."
"But you invited us." Mina smiled with a cheeky smile.
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Katsuki rolled his eyes with a soft smile, "Just sit your ass down."
The rest of the squad sat in his bed... and cuddled on top of eachother.. enjoying each other's company.
"So Bakubro? Whatcha need us for?" Kaminari asked with a sweet smile.
"I have an issue." Katsuki spoke softly.
"We all have issues." Sero joked softly.
"I know.. that is the issue... everyone in this group has or does self harm."
Everyone's eyes widened as they listened to Katsuki's words.
Guilty eyes all around.
"I'm glad we are on the same page with these issues." Katsuki said with a soft smile.
The group gigled sadly, causing Katsuki to smile. Even in bad situations his group could still have a smile on their face... true heroes they were.
"How fresh?" Katsuki asked.
The rest of the group looked up in confusion causing Katsuki to roll his eyes.
"How fresh are the cuts in your arms, you dumb fucks.. they can't be too fresh considering y'all were in my dorm for a few days."
Mina sighed, "Almost two weeks. I was scared to do it again... I also went too deep last time."
"About a week. I didn't want to be weak anymore." Kirishima mumbled.
"About four days ago. I couldn't do it while others were around." Kaminari said with a soft voice.
. . .
"Sero?"
"...About ten minutes ago.." Sero said hesitantly.
Katsuki pulled Sero into a hug, "It's okay Sero.. no need to be ashamed... mine are fresh as well.. I ruined my skin just before as well.. we are in this together."
The group pulled into the hug, causing fall over his bed... being trampled by the ones he loves the most.
After the hug was over Katsuki began to wrap up Sero bandages... they were before but Katsuki wanted to make sure they were healed nicely. He checked over the rest of the squad's cuts... Kaminari's cuts still looked fresh even though they were a couple days old.. that because Kaminari never wrapped them... this pissed Katsuki off slightly but nonetheless he wrapped Kaminari arms and wrist and went ahead to check the others.
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Katsuki always wrapped up his cuts.. he couldn't help cutting it was an addiction that he couldn't stop. Yet when he realized his friends were doing it as well he knew something had to change.. cutting isn't a solution. It may seem like it takes pain away but it doesn't. It causes pain, it puts a negative imprint onto your mind... it's dreadful and Katsuki regrets even picking up on such a horrible way to deal with his issues.
Never... and he means ever.. pick up on such a dreadful topic... and if so he truly believes you should ask someone for help... Someone you trust.. he never told anymore and look where that got him... he was too scared but now his issues are worse. But with his friends... things are getting better.
Katsuki shook his head slightly, he was getting better... he hoped anyway... Now he just had to help his friends... They help each other.
Katsuki grabbed his paint brushes and water colors.
Grabbing Mina's arms, he drew red thin lines. Doing each of the groups including his own. This caused confusion but they trusted Katsuki with their life.. so they trusted the process.
"The red resemble cuts.. whenever you get the feeling like you wanna cut, draw red line with paint or pen... and come see me.. if don't want draw them I'll draw them... this helps me... just looking at them help me.. and I hope they help you.. just removed always come see me when you have the urge... no matter what time it is or what I'm doing come see me okay?" Katsuki explained as he looked at the red lines that lingered in his bandages.
The group smiled again, looking at the red line. It nice to have a supportive friend who knows what they are going through.
"Now? Who is going first to tell me their problems?" Katsuki asked with a soft smile.
Hands raised fast and laughter erupted quickly.
Self harm isn't the answer... having good friends and someone talk to is.
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