Flopping onto the couch I let out a huge sigh that was loud but not loud enough to be heard over the crying, screaming, and yelling kids

I don't know how much more of this I can take naruto isn't awake so none of the kids will listen to me and I haven't even told them about kiyoshi.

Walking into narutos own room I see him still in a deep sleep like he has been for the past 3 days, I know the average kid can go one and a half weeks without food but in narutos malnourished state...

If naruto doesn't wake up today he's going to the hospital.

I groaned as I remembered I still had to tell saru, I hope he doesn't get mad at me or naruto.

Shuunshin to the hokages office I knocked gently on sarus door... "Come in" walking in I walked towards saru with a grim expression on my face.

Telling him about naruto didn't go down well but when I told hi!m about kiyoshi narutos first friend he was quietly shaking in rage.

But to my shock and horror he just calmly asked where the attackers were.

At this question I gave myself a massive face palm woops hehe um saru umm its a funny story really hehe umm.

"WHERE ARE THEY QUEEN!!" He bellowed at me and I gulped nervously " umm there aaaahhh well right where I umm left them!!..hehe I rubbed the back of my head sheepishly.

But to my surprise a pleased look crossed his face.." Hmm queeni you can go over and deliver them to ibiki and snake

HH-HAI!!!" I stammered and jumped out of his window and ran across the roof tops as fast as I could

Landing at the edge of the forest I walked slowly through until I spotted tracks and signs of a small child running blindly..

Gritting my teeth as I saw the tracks skid showing naruto had been sent flying and by the burnt leaves I can only guess it was a fireball attack.

Following I saw kuni and shuriken littering the grounds and finally I found where naruto landed and judging by the pool of blood and a kuni covered in blood up the hilt

This I guessed was where naruto got his scars and finally looking up I saw the dome of earth just a little to the right.

Strolling over I punched a chakra covered fist though the wall before chucking knock out gas in.

Waiting five minutes after the coughing subsided I shattered the earth dome with taijutsu and grabbed the twelve civilians before shunshin to the torture and interrogation unit.

Floating in the darkness I feel empty I don't feel anything... This isn't right I don't deserve to feel nothing I should be sad and in pain and and I shouldn't get to feel nothing.

This void of a place is starting to make me go insane if I don't get out of here soon I might kill myself for real...or maybe I am dead that would make sense... That would explain it...

No I can't be dead I can hear screams so I can't be dead

I just need to open my eyes

After several trys my eyes cracked open only to have the snap shut again at the bright light

It took a moment but when my senses cleared I could hear the screaming kids better and I could now see.

Looking around I was confused where am I what are these tubes doing in my arm?

Then it hit me the pain all over my chest and back and my leg it just exploded in pain almost making me want to go back to being numb ... Almost.

Curling into a ball I waited for the pain to subside then I remembered why I was here and what happened.

Tears flew down my face as I sobbed its my fault kiyoshi died.. If I had of gone through the alley ways and the sewers he wouldn't be dead.

He would still be my nii San. And if I had of just stayed in the basement then kiyoshi wouldnt have cared about me its all my fault.

I am a murderer the villagers are right I killed kiyoshi!!!.

Once I had stopped crying and my face was cleaned off I stood up ignoring the screams of protest coming from my wounds and I ripped the tubes out of my arm.

Listening to the crying I can tell some people are hurt so I grabbed the first aid kit next to the bed when I noticed the funny tag I wanted to show kiyoshi sitting on the bedside table.

Ignoring it I limped out of my room to the source of the sound. Walking into the living room I saw about three kids sitting and crying and I saw all the other kids running around or wrestling.

Sighing I grabbed a pan and slammed it against the wall a couple of times until people started to notice me.

When they stopped running around I walked through them to the first injured kid who was about five and he had curly red hair with freckles and maroon eyes. This was hachi

he seemed to have a swollen bump on his head so I asked someone to get him an ice pack, he gave me a watery smile and followed a group one member to the kitchens.

Going over to the next patient I noticed it was emi again and she had managed to scrape up her hands and hotaru was worrying over her giving her water and food trying to make her feel better.

Taking the first aid kit I disinfected her hands while she cryed and wrapped a small bandage over each.

With her done I went over to cora and noticed that her pudgy frame had a red mark that she was holding.

Looking closer I noticed that she was stung by a bee. Puzzled at this I put a soothing balm on it and put a bandaid on and told her to get some ice.

Standing up I asked "now would group four clean up this mess and group three please round up all the kids and put them in the play room."

"And could group two make dinner...? Umm well I mean only if you want to though."..."

Instantly group 4 started putting the couches the right way while the girls went off to cook.

Group one when off to help round up the little kids while I stayed and helped clean, scrubbing the walls and coffee table to get rid of the drawings done by little kids and putting dirty clothes in laundry baskets to picking up all sorts of food wrappers.

Finally once all of the villainous civilians were tortured by ibiki through there minds and snake physically I was told to put them in the dungeon.

I started my way home wondering what I'm going to do with the screaming kids... And how I'm going to transport naruto to the hospital.

Walking past the remains of the earth dome I inwardly cringe but I can't deny I enjoyed watching the civilians beg for mercy after what they did.

Getting to my new home/ orphanage thing I opened the door waiting for the screams, and when none came I was instantly worried.

What if they've been stolen or kidnapped or killed...!!!

Padding silently in I waited to see the trashed living room I was surprised to see it spotless and clean.

Walking into the kitchen at the other end of the house I realised why everything was so quiet they were all sitting and eating dinner.

Sure they chatted a bit but it was nothing compared to the screaming I wonder what changed

Sitting down I poured myself a coffee and promptly spat it out when I saw naruto bouncing rin on one hip and junko on the other.

Getting up I took the kids and gave them to group three and stuck my face right up next to narutos face.

what are you doing out of bed I asked with a venomous tone? He shrunk a little and flinched which made me feel bad and I backed off.

It was only now that I notice how silent the room was and all the kids faces were turned towards us like captain yamatos eyes it was scary.

Quickly steering him off to bed I told him that I hadn't yet told them about kiyoshi and that we should do it tomorrow.