《Loved Like a Psycho》28: Confession
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Siddharth stood in front of the painting wall his mother and he made, he kept staring at them remembering every moment they had making them, every memory flashed in his mind. From the unconditional love from his mother when he was small the care the love to sudden sickness of his mother how he saw his mother getting sick day by day dying every moment.
How his father ignored him never really cared for him. From the first day of college from where he meet the best people of his life the best memories. To how from being a psycho falling in love with a girl so bad loving with all what he could afford but still being just a patient to her.
His eyes became teary remembering the moments he had with his Angel the best moments he will never forget, the happiest time of his life. He was free to go to his mother now.
He took a frame from the side wall that had a portrait of his mother he hugged it and kissed it keeping it back in place.
He switched on his phone and sat on the couch scrolling through the pictures with Bhavesh who became more than best friends just on the first day be it Ritika and her antics, Jannat's strictness fights with people there comes his Angels photos, he smiled as he saw a photo of her laughing, he kept looking at her pictures, he started the video he made on her birthday. Minutes passed him watching the pictures remembering each and every moment. He sighed and got up.
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Manjul drove his sports bike on full speed. Avneets hair was flying back, in her hand was clutched the small envelope of the baby map. Manjul zoomed through the roads breaking all the traffic rules. But he could care less. His mind was flooded with possibilities of what Siddharth could do to himself. Soon Avneet could see the greenery. The campside forest was coming closer, she clutched onto Manjul tighter when he sped up even more. They finally came to a stop on the entrance. Avneet got off and took out the map.
"Come" She said to Manjul as she began counting steps.
"No" He said firmly. Avneet stopped the counting and turned to look at him he smiled and shook his head.
"You did this mess, it's your fault I want you to mend it on your own and I know you are the only one who can do it" He said softly with an encouraging smile etched onto his face. Avneet nodded and counted steps. At one hundred and fifty steps, she stopped and took a deep breath.
She looked at Manjul before entering the forest. She looked down at the stick drawn map. She had to find the stream so she started walking straight ahead. Someone, probably Siddharth had already cleared the path so it wasn't difficult for her to find the stream. Avneet walked along with it, she kept looking around to find the small sign board which was mentioned in the map and the pictures.
Avneet took out the picture and looked around for similar surroundings, the trees anything! Avneet walked until she finally spotted the sign board. She rushed towards it and kneeled down looking at it. It was old and almost broke while the one in picture looked brand new. She left the 'Home ahead' sign and walked. Her heart beat increased with each increasingly step she took.
Avneet's mouth formed an O shape when the crowned hexagonal cabin came in view. It was simply mesmerizing. She slowly took steps towards it until she reached the double door. It was slightly ajar so she pushed it open.
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The sight before her was horrifying, a rope welcomimg to kill the person willing to commit suicide was hanging from the ceiling. Though it was empty. It scared Avneet to core, she immediately got on the nearby stool and pulled it off of its support. She looked to her right a ladder lead to the attic she climbed it and she came across most beautiful area. Avneet looked at the mattress and pillows. They seemed recently vaccated. She went back down and into the kitchen it was empty too. She came back in the main area and looked around. Where was he?
Just then Avneet's eyes fell on the painting wall. She spotted herself, painted and framed just in the middle of the other beautiful artworks. Avneet's breath hitched. How much did this guy really love her? Very anxiously Avneet walked out of the cabin and sat down on its door step.
Where was he? The chimney was working and the mattress was recently vaccated. He had to be somewhere around. Avneet burtid her head in her knees as she forced her mind to think of placed he could go.
The crunching of pebbles and leaves startled Avneet. She shot straight up and went behind the cabin where the sound was coming from there she witnessed. Siddharth, he was carrying his canvas and paints. They both froze looking at each other. There stood the man she loved, the person she couldn't imagine a life without. The person who loved her more than any thing.
Avneet opened her mouth but Siddharth dropped his things there and walked past her. He went inside the cabin and locked the doors. Avneet ran after him and banged the door.
"Open this Siddharth!" She yelled worriedly.
"What do you want from me now? Go away!!" He said, his voice shook as he spoke those words. Avneet stopped banging.
"Are you mad at me?" She asked carefully. Her heart was beating at an increasingly rate.
"What do you expect? I can't even hate you. I hate it that I can't hate you when I want to, there is something about you which won't let me. And you are probably here to stop me from killing my self and save the day by being the goody two shoes and the great psychiatrist you are. I said it once I'm saying it again. You broke me and I don't want you to do it again" He said, Avneet could hear him sniff, he was probably crying on the other side of the door "Stop giving me hope where there isn't any, Angel. Have mercy on me please I beg you" Tears started rolling down her cheek.
"I love you so much that I want to die with all the happy memories I spent with you. Please go away and let me keep those beautiful memories. Please let me take them to my grave with me Avneet" He ranted with another sniff. Avneet was shaking.
"Siddharth I can't" She said as she cried, her hands were on the door so she felt a light thud. He probably rested his back on it.
"Why! Why cant you?! It's easy for you just walk away. Just fucking walk away and leave me on my own. Why can't you? Answer me, is it because you want to give me full treatment? Or is it because your ego would be hurt that you failed to treat me. Just know I DON'T WANT IT" He yelled as he sobbed violently "I don't want any treatment, I am a psycho an-"
"SHUT UP! I LOVE YOU just shut up" She yelled as she sobbed too. She couldn't bare him calling himself a psycho. She hung her head low as she shook with sobs.
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Siddharth on the other side froze. Was he dreaming? He just heard those three words which he wanted to hear from Avneet. She just said those. This had to be a dream, he was nothing but a patient for her. This had to be a dream it couldn't be real. He slid down the door as he sniffed back tears, he stared straight ahead.
"I love you" Said Avneet again this time feeling relieved that she finally said it. She slid down the door and sat in the door step resting her back on the door just like Siddharth.
"It's the most beautiful feeling I ever felt, trust me. Oh look who am I telling this to. The person who knows love more than anyone" She said with a chuckle as she sniffed and wiped her tears. She heard Siddharth's faint chuckle "It just happened I don't know when. Yes it was a treatment at first but I slowly and gradually started developing feelings for you, feelings and emotions that were unknown to me. I simply didn't know what to name them" She said as she wiped her eye with her finger and looked at the tear drop.
Siddharth squeezed his eyes, smiling. It was lovely for him to hear what she was saying, her voice mesmerizing as ever.
"I kept receiving signals. My heart kept giving me signs that I loved you but my brain refused them. It struck me for the first time when you penetrated the pen through your palm for me. Multiple times, when anyone would speak ill about you. And the biggest hit was when I was not able to sleep without smelling your cologne. Yeah call me psycho" She said with a smile. She heard him chuckle again.
"I'm a dumbass idiot. A moron, a compete jerk for not realizing what I was doing. Not only I was breaking you but I was breaking myself too" She said as she looked down and rubbed her fingers together. She heard him groan.
"But now that I know. I can't even imagine a life without you in it. I can't imagine waking up and not seeing you by my side. I can't imagine eating without you playing with my hand. I can't imagine not playing with your hair when you're sleeping. Hell I can't even imagine beating people up alone it sounds so boring" She said and let out a laugh, she heard him laugh too.
"Because this stupid ass idiot just realized that she loved the psycho heart throb of the college. I love you Siddharth" She said again as she tilted her head to look at the door. She then heard the locks being opened and then the door opened. Siddharth was still sitting on the floor. They both stared at each other. Lost in each other's eyes.
Siddharth suddenly pulled her face closer by placing his hand behind her ear and kissed her passionately. Avneet immediately moved in his lap and kissed him back securing her legs around him tightly. Siddharth wrapped his arms around her waist while she wrapped hers around his neck. Siddharth was holding her so firmly like he was never going to let her go ever again.
Siddharth pulled away and stared right into her eyes. He moved her hair away. Avneet was lost in him, his plump lips juicy as ever for her. She caught his lips again, this time she bit him. He gasped granting her permission to enter his mouth. Her tongue roamed around each and every corner of his mouth. He didn't mind, he was enjoying this dominant Avneet.
Siddharth broke the kiss and trailed kisses, wet from both of their saliva, down her jawline and to her neck earning a loud moan from Avneet. He was turning on with each passing passionate second and Avneet could feel it against herself. She then realized that they were in a cabin and in middle of forest, it was an eerie place to get intimate. She chuckled as she placed her hands on his shoulders and slightly pushed him away.
"Stop" She said with a giggle. Siddharth pouted and shook his head vigorously shaking his hair in process, he dipped in her neck again.
"Siddharth stop we are in middle of forest" She said with another giggle because his kisses were tickling her.
"And alone not to forget" He said huskily in her ear biting her earlobe as he tightened his grip around her waist sending shivers down her spine.
"No- hey stop! it tickles" She said with a chuckle because he was kissing the crook of her neck, he looked at her and pouted before leaving her. They stood up and Siddharth kissed her nose.
"I love you" He said engulfing her into a hug.
"I love you too" She said as she flicked his nose and he scrunched it. They froze in the eye lock for a while until Siddharth grabbed her hand and dragged her with him.
"Come I'll show you around!" He said excitedly as he took her to painting wall.
"All sloppy ones are mine rest are mama's" He said as they stood in front of them.
"Wow she was an artist" Praised Avneet. Siddharth proudly smiled at her and nodded.
"Look, this one is my favorite" He said point in at the black and white hands with rainbow outlines. Avneet smiled as she touched it.
"Your hand was so small" Cooed Avneet as she looked at it. Siddharth chuckled.
"Look my mom drew me" Said Siddharth pointing at the pencil sketch of baby Siddharth.
"And who drew this one?" Asked Avneet with a smirk, pointing at her painting. Siddharth's cheeks went red.
"I did" He said "did you like it?" He asked looking at her hopefully. Avneet pretended to think. Siddharth's face started to fall thinking she didn't like it.
"I love it!" She squealed and hugged him. Siddharth spun her around. He took her up in the attic and showed her the sketchbook which was lying on the mattress. They went outside to pick up the canvas and art supplies which he had dropped. She looked at the painting. It was of a bird nest which he probably found in the forest where he was coming from. He then took her to the music box
Siddharth was too much excited to show her his home. The place where he was peaceful. The place he was willing to share with no one but her. Avneet went through the music box. Her eyes fell on the violin.
"Play the violin!" Said Avneet excitedly as she handed him a violin from the music box.
"No no no I can't I dont know how to" He lied shaking he head. Avneet narrowed her eyes and took out the picture where he was playing it.
"You know how to so play it!" She said Siddharth took the picture.
"Where did you get this from?" Asked Siddharth staring at the picture. It brought back many memories.
"Nigam mansion. I went to talk to your dad, he gave me this too" She said handing him the envelope.
"Oh my god this is embarrassing" He said looking at his 'Top secret' he left it and hid his face in his palms. Avneet laughed picking the envelope up.
"No it's cute" She said as she looked at the map.
"It's embarrassing, I've written top secret as if I'm doing a business deal" He whined
"It's not come on this is cute" Said Avneet, she was having a hard time in controlling her laughter.
"Oh shut up" He said
"Come on" She said and burst out laughing. Siddharth looked at her, he missed her laughs. He had a monkey smile plastered onto his face.
"I'll play violin for you" He said as he took the violent and sat down in the white furry mat. Avneet stopped laughing, she sat down on the mat with him. She listened while he played a beautiful and mind relaxing tune on violin. She closed her eyes and moved with the rhythm. Avneet's phone started ringing. She groaned and Siddharth stopped playing the violin.
"Oh shit!" She said as she saw the caller Id of Manjul. She totally forgot about him.
"What happened?" Asked Siddharth
"Manjul is calling, he is still probably waiting outside the forest" Said Avneet with a face palm. Siddharth felt a teensy bit jealous thinking that she rode bike with him. But be chuckled nevertheless. Avneet attended the call and put it on speaker.
"What happened? Where are you? Don't tell me you never reached him and lost your way. I'm worried you idiot" Blabbered Manjul.
"She found me don't worry, we were just uh.. Busy" Siddharth said before Avneet could. She hit him lightly on the arm and he chuckled.
"Busy? OMG DON'T TELL ME MY SISTER GAVE YOU HER VIRGINITY? OH GOD WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO TELL HER PARENTS?" Manjul over acted.
"What the hell Manjul it's not like that!" Avneet yelled out of embarrassment
"Well you were on the verge to" Said Siddharth making a poker face at Avneet. She hit his arm again, harder this time. She heard Manjul laughing.
"Are you two coming out or should I go?" Asked Manjul.
"We are c-" Avneet started but Siddharth covered her mouth with his hand.
"We are going to stay here. Don't tell anyone we'll be back in few days don't worry" Said Siddharth.
"What am I going to tell others where is Avneet?" Asked Manjul
"Tell them that she is with me and we're fine just don't tell them where we are" Said Siddharth looking at Avneet. 'You are unbelievable' she mouthed making him laugh silentlt.
"Not that I know anyway. I just know that you two are in the forest somewhere. Avneet took the map I don't even know how many steps, so enjoy you two. Not too much though I don't want to see a pregnant Avneet this soon" Said Manjul teasingly
"Stop with that!" Yelled Avneet making Manjul laugh.
"Yeah stop it ain't funny" Said Siddharth
"What ever, see you love birds in a few days" Said Manjul with another laugh as he cut the call.
"I don't even have clothes!" Whined Avneet looked down at her clothes.
"Just wear mine" He said as he pointed at the line of clothes which were hanging outside the cabin, probably washed.
"Ooh alright then, I love your clothes anyway" She said "Continue with the violin" She ordered as she laid down keeping her head on his lap.
"Your wish is my command" He said dramatically making Avneet chuckle as he played a new but relaxing tune.
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