Jin and I ended up sleeping together yesterday. We only have one bed so the boys bought three mattresses to make a bed for each one of us. I didn't feel like parting from Jin yesterday so I just held on tight to him until we both fell asleep.

I woke up and Jin had his eyes already open.

"Good morning"- he smiled.

"Morning"- I was stunned by his morning beauty and I was actually smiling.

"My arm is numb"- he ruined the moment and my smile quickly faded away.

I sat up and he pulled me down again and smiled.

"I'm joking"- he chuckled -"not really...but I'll break my arm for you if I have too"- he got cheesey.

"I think I should go check on Jungkook"- I said.

"Namjoon already did that. It's 2p.m., you crackhead"- he mocked my sleep schedule.

"So what now?...what should we do?..."- I asked him about the case.

"We are not going to do anything because I can't be scared again by the thought of losing you"- he casually said

"Well, you are not doing it alone, for sure. This is my case too"

"But it's my father...he is dangerous... I can't lose you"- he said

"Will you stop that?... you're not going to lose me...you need me there with you"- I said.

"No, I don't... I don't want you to see what I can turn into when I'm with him..."- he said and got up upset by the conversation.

"What do you mean?..."

"You can only kill a monster with another monster..."- he seriously told me as this is a sensitive subject to him

"You want to kill him?..."

"I need to"

"No, you don't! You're not going to do this out of need, you're doing this out of revenge"- I got up too and he just stayed quiet with his back turned on me.-"promise you won't do anything without me..."

"I-"

"Please!"- I pressured him and he sighed. He hugged me and caressed my head.

"I'm sorry..."- he told me, but he still didn't promise me...

"Hum hum..."- Someone interrupted us.

Once we looked at who talked our eyes grew so big. We were more surprised than rain on a hot summer day. It was not Namjoon or Jungkook.

"Yoongi?!"- Jin and I said at the same time in surprise not understanding how and why this man was in front of us.

"Since the last time I checked...yeah that's me"- he said in a serious tone.

"How did you even find us?? And why??"- I asked.

"You haven't called the boss in days and the police here admitted that they cut you off, so I had to make sure you were okay...which to me you look perfectly fine..."- he told me being sarcastic about Jin and I..as we were still holding each other. We cleared our throats and let go of each other.

"But how did you find us?..."- Jin asked him.

"I tracked your phones..."

"But there's no much of a cellphone connection here..."- Jin said.

"I'm a good hacker... I don't need that... there's satellites everywhere"- Yoongi answered.

"Oh, he is good"- Jin whispered to me in surprise.

"Hey, can you guys come-...oh, hum, hi?.. I'm Namjoon...and you are?"- Namjoon asked Yoongi putting his hand out for a shake. Poop is about to hit the fan... Yoongi is about to know we are working with former gangsters...

"Namjoon?... I'm Yoongi..and who is growling in that room?"- he refered to Jungkook who was in pain.

"Oh, right, guys, can you help me lift Jungkook up? He is determined to sit up, but has no strength"- Namjoon told us.

"Jungkook?...As in...the gangster member Jungkook?..."- Yoongi looked at me -"you! What's your plan?? Are you keeping her captive to join your stupid gang??"- Yoongi blamed Jin.

"Me?? I'm afraid of her, why would I kidnap her??"

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I calmed the tension between Yoongi and Jin, but they are not getting along.

I then stayed with Jungkook all evening because Namjoon and Jin went to get some food and more medicine for our hurt boy. Yoongi was in the other room hacking and doing computer stuff as his job.

Jungkook was having a nightmare but he quickly woke up. He catched for air and I sat closer to him to see if he was okay.

"It was just a nightmare"- I tried comforting him

"No...they were memories... people I've killed looking me in the eyes... I see, hear...and feel their last breath"- he said tormented.

"You clearly didn't want to do it..."- I said by his state

"When you grow up in a gang...it's either you kill or get killed...but if you think about it... it's selfish... I was selfish... I could have been the hero"- he cried in front of me.

"There is no such thing as a hero in this life...only people...and people try to save themselves... it's the law of survival"- Yoongi surprisingly told Jungkook.

"Remember when those guys were trying to haress you Y/N?... I was the one who threw the rock /.. I was a hero that day..."- A smile appearwdlled on his face just to disappear-"I'm tired of surviving...will I ever truly live?...or will I get killed trying to walk away from this madness...even if I do!... I'm going to jail"- he cried even more.

"You won't go to jail... I won't let it happen...you are here helping us...and I will make sure you'll get out immune...me, Jin and Namjoon...they love you so much like a real younger brother... nothing will happen to you...I promise..."- I said not believing that he was protecting me even before he knew me. He loyalty did it for his friend.

"Jin really does love you..."- he said out of nowhere -"the pain he hid...all of this time...what he beared alone...you made it easier for him..thank you..."- he told me as he held my hand.

At that moment Yoongi got up kind of angry and left the room and so I followed him. He went to the kitchen and angrily got some water.

"What's up? Are you okay?"- I asked him at his sudden action

"I'm fine"

"You don't look fine...did something happen in the computer?"

"Are you that blind or wasn't I just good enough?..."- Yoongi said out of nowhere and I frowned

"What?..."

"I was here all of the time! Why did you choose him?... I told you to be careful and you fell for that..player"

"He is more than a pretty face...and what do you want me to do?...tell myself not to like someone?...things don't happen like that!..."

"I just-"

At that moment Namjoon walked inside of the room with bags, but Jin didn't come along.

"Where's Jin?"- I asked him.

"What Jin? I went to the store.."- Namjoon answered me.

"Wait, so you were not with Jin?"

"No... I thought he was here cooking..."

"He said he was going with you.."- I told Namjoon and I quickly realized something.- "Shit..."- I mumbled and I quickly picked up my jacket.

"What?"- Yoongi was confused and Namjoon was as scared as I was.

"Jin knows where his father is."- I said.

"Meaning he'll go there alone"- Namjoon clarified to Yoongi.

"More than that. He will get revenge... He will not go there as an officer but as an angered son. We need to go now!"- I told Namjoon.

"I'm going with you"- Yoongi said.

"You need to stay here with Jungkook...if we don't survive some of us have to get out of this situation alive.

"What?? You don't even know where he is"- Yoongi felt indignation.

"No, but you can find out"- I said determinedly.