BEEP

BEEP

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BEEP

The sound of the machine matching his heart beat was the only thing I heard when I walked up to the carry slowly sitting down

I played with my fingers deciding if I should hold his hand or not

My hand moved on its own as I laced my hand with his veiny hand

"You know you were right" I smiled wiping my tears with my free hand

"There are two babies in my tummy"

BEEP

BEEP

BEEP

BEEP

BEEP

"Here you feel it" I put his hand on my tummy under my shirt

"You did this to me so wake up you can't leave me for 3 or more months you need to wake up tomorrow and give me so many kisses for breaking my leg"

"You massage me because my back hurts now from carrying you"

"I'll never let you sleep with me again if you don't open your eyes"

No response

"Please Mew I promise to listen to you all the time like when you tell me to sit and and I'll give you kisses whenever you want but please open your eyes"

No response

"What am I going to tell our kids when there born and you are here sleeping not moving who us supposed to take care of me when I have my mood swings or when I want to cuddle something who am I supposed to go to"

"Y-you told me yesterday that you will take me on a date remember our anniversary is in two days who will I celebrate with huh wake up and respond to me" I started to shake his body but he won't respond

"Mew suppasit I should marry someone else and take Alex with me would you like that"

No response

"Why are you doing this" I asked I couldn't control my sobs or cried and more I just broke down

"I love you now wake up na please don't leave me alone like this why did you do it the car was meant for me why did you push me instead of letting me get hit" I cried harder

"Answer me why did you do it you should have let me get hit why did you have to play the hero and save me it was for me you should have let me get hit"

"You want to leave me why answer me boo why are you doing this you want to see me suffer and cry"

"I'm begging you to wake up please" crying louder, I slowly felt myself start to fade as I continued to beg him to wake up

The doctor and Alex walked back in and saw Gulf leaning against the bed squeezing mew's hand tightly

Alex and the doctor picked Gulf up and layed him on the bed

"Can I have one" Alex pointed to the wipes and the doctor nodded handing him one

Alexander wiped Gulf puffy red tear stained face gently before throwing the wipe in the trash and laying down beside him

The doctor turned to a kid show on TV and left the family alone