"Good Morning Oppa" i exclaimed to Jungkook who was eating his cereal, he looked at me and nodded, 'why the hell is he so...dry?' . 

I sat next to him and he pushed me a bowl and gestured me to eat, i took the cereal box and poured some on my bowl and added milk, i took a spoon and ate a little, i immediately choked,

"w-what kind of flavor is THIS? WHY IS IT SO BITTER--" I said gagging on my cereal, Jungkook looked at me over his glasses and sighed,

"it is tasty to me, you just have a bad taste" he said lazily, i looked at him in disbelief, and then he licked his spoon and bowl clean, i stared at him absolutely disgusted. as he finished eating i saw saw him get off the chair and fall down, i immediately leaned to the table to see what happened and then i saw him laying there,

"oppa? OPPA? OPPA--are you--seriously sleeping here?" i said shaking him and asking him in complete terror and my voice dipped in disbelief, i deal with shit like 2 times a week

"shh let me sleep you brat" i heard him mumble, what was this guy doing yesterday?

"what were you even doing yesterday to be so tired?" i asked him with a disgusted expression on my face,

"just go eat your cereal" he mumbled again and dozed off, i angrily huffed and pushed my messy hair back.

"YAH be thankful that i am still keeping up with you, you and your lazy ass can't even go to bathroom unless i push you in-----" i wanted to continue but i knew for a fact that he wasn't listening

i looked at the cereal sadly, why do you taste so bad? I flinched when i heard a the doorbell go,

"whICH MOTHERFUCKER IS NOT LETTing me slee--" he got up but fell asleep mid-sentence, 'how do i live with this fool even'

i waddled my way to the door and opened it, my eyes widened and mouth became dry when i saw SooYoung standing there, she entered the house without any 'hello's' and straight headed to the kitchen with a bag in her hands,

"I brought you doughnuts because i know for a fact that Jungkook might have given you someth--- AGHHH" she kept walking until she stumbled on Jungkook,

"YAH JUNGKOOK, GET UP AND GO SLEEP IN YOUR ROOM--" she screamed out loud and he immediately complied getting up, on his way to the room with his pyjama pants and no shirt, i widened my eyes at how Jungkook listened to her,

"the least you can do is put honorifics after my name" i heard Jungkook say slowly and i laughed at that quietly, 

"YAH, anyway Hee i brought you doughnuts" and with that said i quickly face palmed as we both saw Jungkook coming out of his room on his way to take some,

"i loff you both" he said kissing mine and SooYoung's cheek,

"YAH!"

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"so why didn't you respond to my messages i sent last night?" she said and i quietly just munched on my doughnut, suddenly i feel fingers on my lips, i turned to SooYoung who was wiping her fingers on my lips,

"eat properly, why are you so messy?" she asked rubbing the glaze off my lips and and i couldn't help but stare at her, my gaze stayed at her lips and i remembered what happened that day, i immediately looked away from her when i realized i was staring at her, she noticed my uneasiness and held my hand

"Heejin-ah what happened? you have been acting weird, is everything alright?" she asked me, worry lacing her voice. i nodded my head and continued eating my doughnut, she sighed as she saw me

"well then get ready we are going to the mall, whatever is going on with you will all be alright. Eat fast and get ready" i looked at her,

"i am not comin----"

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so here we are at the mall, with seulgi as well. it was a last minute plan to call her. i was forced, completely forced to leave my bed, Sooyoung had to carry me and i had to comply at the end,

"let's go to that shop" i heard Seulgi scream and lace her elbows with Sooyoung, 

no doubt Sooyoung was not afraid to show her sexuality to everyone, she was proud to be into girls. She had this effect on everyone, she made everyone question their own sexuality. Seulgi was one of them too, she had been behind SooYoung for almost 4 months and sometimes i honestly felt like punching both, I want to punch Seulgi for basically trying to steal my best friend and i felt like punching Sooyoung for being so oblivious to her feelings.

i was following the both who were currently walking at the clothing store with Seulgi's arm resting on Sooyoung's waist, i gritted my teeth and looked away from there but my gaze kept coming back to that view.

"oh my god this looks so cute, how does it look Young?" i heard Seulgi screech and i saw Sooyoung look at her, and honestly Seulgi looked pretty like really pretty 

"it looks pretty on you, everything does"

OH MY GOD, are they seriously flirting? as that thought passed by my mind, i quickly got up from the couch that was there in the front of the dressing room on my way to get some clothes for myself, i suddenly felt a pull and saw seulgi pulling me, i followed her while i saw Sooyoung on a call with someone, i looked at seulgi expecting her to say something,

"i-i seriously don't know if this sounds rude but can you please for sometime leave for sometime i want to try and ask Sooyoung out, i don't know if this will work out but i really hope it does" she said mumbling and fiddling with her fingers,

no don't get anything wrong, Seulgi is an angel. She is really kind and is a very good friend. yes i am only going to say that much. i had to say yes but something in me didn't want her to ask her out. what if Sooyoung says a yes? i will lose a friend. 

stop overreacting you fool!

"yea sure, all the best!" i said and left the dressing room and went to Sooyoung telling her that i was heading to the washroom, Sooyoung asked whether she had to come, i just shaked my head and smiled.

i was on my way to the 'washroom' when suddenly numerous thoughts were going thru, why do i feel so uneasy? why am i not happy for her? why am i suddenly despising Seulgi? why was i so possessive over Sooyoung?

i felt tears roll down my cheeks, i touched my cheeks and felt the tears, 

'what the actual fuck' i said as more tears started to fall, i didn't even know why i was crying.

"i-i don't e-even k-know why i a-am crying?" i said crying even more as stares were passed on to me, stop crying you are in a mall.

i calmed myself down and then went to the washroom and threw a handful of water in my face and forced a smile

"Everything is fine, i am feeling just fine fine fine, no i need no one, i know i am all mine mine mine, cause i am just fine." slowly shaking my head singing what i was saying,

and just like that i headed out of the washroom singing what i was saying, suddenly i screeched noticing Sooyoung's presence in front of me,

"OH here you are, we were waiting for you for so long! where were you? and why is your nose red?" i heard SooYoung ask me as i smiled 

"oh i was here and i hit my nose on the door so yeah" i said, Sooyoung didn't look a bit convinced and was going to say something, but suddenly i saw Seulgi running with three drinks in her hand, she handed me one and smiled,

"thank you so much" she said smiling, showing her eye smile. i immediately smiled back seeing her genuine smile,

"thanks for what?" i asked completely being lost,

"thanks to you we are dating now!" Sooyoung said happily and and hugged the side of Seulgi. she looked so happy and it made me sad, i don't know for what reason, you should be happy for her Heejin-ah! but i think i know why i was crying,

'because it's not me who is making her happy'

motherfucker you have a boyfriend---

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(i had to use this gif it aches my non-existent heart)

Loona screams visuals, *stan loona*

also guys, Seulgi's character is not evil at all.

so no taekook in this, but more of Heejin and Sooyoung content!

let me know your thoughts so far,

with love,

Hobisbravery