i jumped on my bed sighing as i came back from Jimin's house, it was really eventful there, i had to clean and take care of them, something i have been doing for years i must say. as i kept thinking about 'random' stuffs i heard my phone ring causing me and my butt to flinch, i reached out to my pocket to take my phone and checked who called, i smiled reading the name and picked the phone up,

"Hello Heejin-ah" i said dragging and squealing like a teenage girl, squatting my legs up and down hitting the bed,

"hello Taehyung, i was wondering if we could meet up" my movements immediately stopped and my eyes widened, she never calls me 'Taehyung' and second of all she rarely asks permission, hell she barges into my house with her pyjamas on 'fleek'. i started getting tensed, millions of thoughts passing by, 'w-what if Jungkook told?', ayy he would never, he himself is scared---

"Tae?" i flinched at the sudden voice and immediately face palmed my face realizing i forgot that she was in call with me,

"y-yes heejin-ah, sorry i drifted away. I am a bit tired so you could come over to my house if you want" i said and i heard her giggle, confusion struck me as i heard the door bell ring,

"already you reached and you already have the keys no, you could have just ente--- hello?" i removed the phone from my ears realizing she cut the call, 'she always fucking does this' sighing I got up from my bed heading downstairs to the door,

i opened the door and she immediately lunged on me and kissed me, i smiled in relief and kissed back responding, we both pulled away at an old man who was passing by screaming, "go inside" we both laughed at that and bowed at the old man. i soon pulled her in and closed the door,

"you want anything to ea---"

"NO"

"you want to watch---"

"nope" i smiled and felt her jump on me,

she kept clinging on me like a koala as I walked to my room, i put her down on my bed and slept on her lap immediately not letting her settle, she laughed and pushed her self relaxing to the bed head board and started petting my head,i immediately relaxed and smiled. We were sitting in silence for long until i decided to break it,

"what happened my squirrel? your legs seems tensed" i asked while hugging her thighs, she looked down at me and smiled,

"if i did something wrong will you forgive me?" i flinched at what she said, the scenes of what happened between me and Jungkook passed by my mind and i felt beads of sweat passing through,

"yes of course, i am pretty sure it wo-wouldn't be i-intentional." i said smiling looking up and at her, i immediately got up from her lap as i saw tears fill her eyes,

"ay no, tell me what happened, don't cry. squirrel there's nothing to be scared of. i would never get angry at you you know that right?" i said smiling and nodding at her, as she looked at me in my eyes, she kissed my hand that was interlocked with her and started speaking,

"at the party yesterday, i was dancing with Sooyoung, i didn't drink at all but she did drink, she said a lot of things were stressing her out. as we kept dancing, i don't know how or when we both started l-leaning in y-yesterday---" she said quietly getting hiccups frequently, i passed her water and tensed up and closed my eyes breathing hard, 'what the fuck were in the drinks yesterday?'

"---it was probably in the moment thing but we kissed, not for long. after i tasted the alcohol on her lips i immediately pulled away, baby i am sorry. if you want to break up, i understand it will be fine---" i cut her off, holding her shoulders

"Heejin-ah no one is good or bad, i believe we all are a mixture of both. mistakes do happen in order for it to never happen again, i just have two questions, d-did you want that kiss to be longer?" she shook her head slowly

"who do you love more romantically? me or her?" she looked at me and sighed looking down

" i love you more" i smiled, honestly i would have been pissed if nothing would have happened to me and jungkook, i would have been angry but wouldn't have broken up because for I know she loves me a lot and i trust her more than anyone

"i love you too" i said as i pecked her lips and she smiled and joined her head with mine,

"even Jungkook asked the last question and i said the same answer, i love you more, i will always love you more" i sighed relaxed at what she said and leaned wanting to kiss her once again, but she immediately pulled back, i furrowed my eyebrows,

"i didn't want to ruin the mood before but baby have you taken a shower, you reek of alcohol" she said scrunching her nose, i huffed my cheeks and exclaimed pouting,

"i went to take care of the boys again, they went drinking yesterday." i said mumbling

"why didn't you go with them?" i looked at her weirdly, and just shrugged once again,

"i don't know, i was tired yesterday. anyways let me go take a shower" i said and got up from the bed, heading to the shower

"wait why are you dragging me also in?"

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hope you enjoyed this chapter as well, and as to the readers who still read this. i love you senpai.

with love,

Hobisbravery.