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"Fuck babe .... SHIT!!!" I groaned

"Please Adrian don't stop"

"I am coming oooooh fuck!"

"Me too babe, me too oh yessssss" she screamed

I slipped out of her after her orgasm; knotted the condom and throw it on the floor. I lay down on the bed trying to catch my breath.

"It was amazing baby; you are AMAZING like always I love you so much" she said cuddling and putting her head on my chest.

I just hummed in response and close my eyes to sleep or trying to sleep more precisely; I am exhausted sleeping barely 4 hours every night this last years make me tired like hell.

Like I said I woke up after 3 hours and 20 minutes exactly I looked at the woman beside me sleeping peacefully I pushed her head softly to not wake her up and made my way to the bathroom staring at my reflexion in the mirror I saw a different man my features changed; my eyes don't bright anymore I can see just sadness and emptiness. I washed my face because I won't sleep anyway, once in the bedroom I picked up my sweatpants and a tee and looked at my bed again.

Tanya was sleeping hugging my pillow I kept staring at her I can't believe she is my fiancée now. Never I mean never I thought we will be in a relationship and even less be engaged. But the life brings a lot of surprises a bad and a good one. I can't tell my engagement with Tanya is a good or bad thing but just a logical sequel after dating for almost 2 years. I accepted her proposal, she was the one who made the first step towards me after the divorce and proposed to me after that. At first she done her duty as a best friend, she supported me, kept me company when all my family ignored me. I was and I am glad to have her. At the beginning I didn't want to us to become lovers but she was very patient and made the right things to let me accept a change.

We took baby steps and here we are engaged since almost one year now. I know she is in love with me and proved it to me and I tried and still trying to return the same feelings but I couldn't yet but I have faith one day I will open my heart again and just for Tanya. She made a lot for me and I feel good with her so I want to give her and me a chance. A chance to build something; a solid relation based on a mutual trust, a marriage one day because I am not ready yet and maybe a happy family. I hope I can have happiness to which I aspire and I believe this will be with Tanya because she had everything a man could dream of. She is beautiful, smart and successful; she comes from a respectable and rich family so I am sure she is not with me for my money. Despite the fact my family and my best friend Jeff didn't like the idea but I don't care I want to be selfish and think just about me after all they don't have a word to say about with whom I want to spend my life with. I let out a breath and went to my office downstairs to work.

I am working for several hours now and need a strong coffee and a good breakfast. Martha already prepared the breakfast like always.

"Good morning Martha"

"Good morning Adrian"

"Pours me coffee please"

She handed me my cup without a word, she changed towards me as well but I am not surprised she was close to We never speak about what happened but I guess my Mum explained to her.

"Could you prepare two plates Martha" I said and she looked at me with a frown

"Tanya is here" I answered even she didn't ask

She was preparing the plates when Tanya came hugged me from behind and kissed my neck resting her face in my nape and smelling me

"Morning babe"

"Good morning Tanya" I replied

"Why you leave the bed you know I want to see you the first thing in the morning" She said

"I couldn't sleep"

"You have to find a solution for your insomnia" She said worried. She came in front of me wearing just my shirt and caressed my cheek.

"Yeah let's take breakfast and go to work we have a busy day" I replied to drop the topic

She sat near me and Martha gave her the plate with pancakes, eggs, sausage and a cup of coffee. Tanya looked at the plate and pushed it away and said

"I don't want this just make me a glass of orange juice Martha"

Martha glared at her, restraint herself and said

"Do you forget your manners young lady?"

"What?" Tanya snapped

"You have to say please when you ask something"

Tanya kept staring at her not liking the remark and cross her arms on her chest. I thought I must intervene or they will finish fighting I am not in the mood to deal with that

"Martha please just make the juice" I asked politely to calm her down; she sighted and went to prepare it.

"Why you don't eat your breakfast Tanya"

"I am in diet baby and this food is too much and not healthy at all!"

"You don't need to lose weight on the contrary"

"I don't want to be thick after that I won't be sexy and I don't want you to look at somebody else" She said pouting

"I won't look at anyone and for your peace of mind I like the curves on woman"

Tanya didn't speak just leaned to me and start kissing me on the lips but we were interrupted when Martha laid the glass forcefully on the counter in front of Tanya making a loud noise before storming from the kitchen. She doesn't like her and don't accept the fact that I moved on and be in a relationship with Tanya.

After breakfast we went upstairs and took a shower, Tanya wanted to take the shower together but I said we are already late. Once prepared we went to work in a separate cars because we don't live together yet, she wanted to moved in with me but I refused because we work with each other already and I need some space sometimes. At the beginning she wasn't happy with my decision but I explained that it's better for our relationship to be separated sometimes so she came to my house a few nights a month and other nights I go to her apartment.

We found our way to operate and I hope nothing will come between us.