"WHATS WITH ALL THE YELLING" Nancy shouted with everyone behind her "Tell them josey" Eddie says looking at me with his hands in a fist I didn't even care to look up "TELL THEM WHAT YOU WERE GONNA DO" Eddie shouted I flinched when he yelled because I didn't like when people raised there voice and I'm pretty sure Eddie noticed that I flinched "Who hurt you" he said while lifting my chin up I looked to the side ignoring eye contact with anyone after about a minute everyone left and went into my room to talk after they left I shut the door and locked it I felt tears coming down

why did Eddie have to embarrass me infront of all of them

I slid down the wall and curled up in a ball

I began crying because of how I thought billy really fell in love with me I was all fake I always knew someone wouldn't want to be with someone like me.

I thought about the death of my brother and how I could prevent his death from not happening all because of the stupid fight of a stupid band.

I thought about how I had to smile infront of my friends even though it hurted so badly.

After 20 minutes I dozed off to sleep I was woken by yelling "JOSEY OPEN THE DOOR" Steve shouted I could hear him crying "OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR RIGHT NOW" Robin shouted with pain in her voice I could tell

I didn't listen I dozed off into a deep sleep that was until 5 minutes later the door busted open "JOSEHYWHAT THE HELL" Nancy shouted "hm?what" I said in a tired voice " WE THOUGHT YOU DIED" Jonathan yelled "Luckily Eddie's dad taught him how to pick a lock" Steve says with tears streaming down his face "sorry" I said trying to go back to bed after a minute I felt someone picking me up bridal style I opened my eyes to see who it was and it was "good morning" I said before shutting my eyes again.

"JEREMIAH I WAS THE ONE WHO MADE THIS BAND YOU CANT JUST KICK ME OUT" I shouted at my brother with pure anger in my voice "I'm sorry josey but the whole band agrees with kicking you out" he says with sorrow in his voice "LEAVE" I shouted at him with anger because he knew damn well he couldn't kick me out of my own band after that he left

An hour later the police came to the house "I'm sorry to inform this to you Mrs Lee but your brother Jeremiah Lee died in a car crash" the police officer said with a sorrowful look on his face

Everything stopped I could feel my heart race I could feel my hands sweat I felt tears streaming down my face I dropped to the ground "NO NO HE WAS JUST HERE IT CANT BE" I shouted while crying my eyes out.

Eddie's pov

I picked josey up bridal style I was pissed at her because she tried to off herself and because I was gonna be late to my date with Chrissy I knew I always loved josey but I developed feelings for Chrissy over time and I finally accepted josey and billy that was until he cheated on her.

I began walking towards her bedroom "good morning" she said I rolled my eyes at how calm she was then after that she drifted off to bed

After a minute she started twitching and shouting I was getting worried so I set her down and checked her temperature it said 101.0 she was burning up.

Joseys pov

"I'm sorry m'am" the police officer said "but he left this and it and your name on it" the officer said while giving me a leather jacket it had my name on the back along with pins of my favorite bands I started crying even more while hugging the jacket.

That's when I woke up

I shot up at my bed with everyone looking at me they looked worried I got out of my bed and went to the closet "WHERE IS IT" I shouted at them they all looked confused in what I was trying to find "No no no no where is it" I said with tears streaming down my face when I saw the leather jacket I took it off the hanger and held it while crying "it's all my fault" I said quietly "Josey what's wrong?" Nancy said coming up to me rubbing my back "He's dead because of me it's all my fault nance" I said to her while crying then I started hugging her "I'm sorry" I said to her "about what?" She said in a worried tone with everyone looking confused "for everything" I said backing up from her and going to lay down on my bed "Josey what happened in your dream?"Eddie says "it wasn't a dream..it was a nightmare" I said while hugging the jacket after awhile of explaining what happened someone finally spoke up "I'm so so sorry josey" Robin says with tears in her eyes "no I'm sorry" I said after awhile Eddie got up "so can we read the letters because I have a date to go to and I wanna know what's in the letters" he said with no emotion my heart broke

Chrissy?

"No you can't read the letters" I said with a worried tone before grabbing them off the bed and holding them "Okay then we'll I'm off bye see you guys tomorrow at school" Eddie says before waving goodbye and walking out

"GOOD LUCK" everyone yells