JOSEYS POV

"FUCK" I shouted I started pacing back and forth in my bedroom overthinking what could happen but after awhile I calmed down and went to bed since I was being enrolled at a new school called Hawkins High School

TIME SKIP TO NEXT DAY

I woke up to my annoying alarm clock it was 7am I was so tired when I got up I almost collapsed I forgot all about the cuts on my leg there was dried blood I went to bathroom and rinsed the dry blood off I had a cut on my neck,leg and stomach after that I brushed my hair and decided to just leave my curly dark brown hair how it is after why took forever to chose a outfit I decided I would put on a tank top with a leather jacket and jeans that had little rips by the knees after I was done getting changed i checked the time it was 8:00 I put lip gloss on and headed downstairs I grabbed an apple and went out the door and drove to school I was gonna be a little late but who gives a fuck I was blasting music and zooming across town to go to school once I arrived I noticed I was 10 minutes early so I got out and lit a cigarette I pulled it up to my mouth inhaling it to my lungs and after a second I exhaled and the smoke came out of my mouth after a few times I did that the bell rang so I put out my cigarette stomping on it when I looked up I noticed half the students staring at me I rold my eyes and grabbed my back and went inside the school everyone was staring at me when I was walking in the hallway to get to the office once I reached it I opened it "Hey I'm josey Lee I'm new and I need my books and all that" I said after about a minute she handed me a book and a paper that has my locker number in it along with my schedule "Thank you" I said with a smile and walked out.

I got to my locker and put all my stuff away when I pulled the last book out a photo dropped from it I picked it up I was about to throw it away but then I saw a familiar face it was my brother,It was him and our band playing he always admired music just like you a tear slid down your cheek you quickly wiped it off and put the photo back in your bag your heart felt so heavy there was a lump in your throat and tears about to come out but you just went to class you had History first you always sucked at history when you got there all eyes were on you "Oh yes this is are new student Josey" the teacher says I wave at the class and went to go sit down I felt so broken inside my chest ached after seeing that photo.

I pull out a piece of paper pretending to write notes but I'm real life I was writing a note to my brother even though he isn't here,I felt a tear slide down my cheek the teacher noticed "Josey please pay attention" he said it snapped me out of my trance that I was in and I noticed everyone looking at me I just nodded in response the teacher nodded back and began talking again.

After awhile I felt someone watching me so I looked around the room and I saw Billy Hargrove looking at me with a smirk I flipped him off and looked back up at the board when the teacher wasn't looking Billy came over and sit next to me with a kid next to me named tommy I didn't even bother looking at them I was still stuck on that photo so I grabbed my bag and pulled the photo out I turned it to the white back and began writing the date and the song we were playing and the bands name along with everyone's names that were in the band

Date:8/26/84

Song name:Red lies

Band name:Lovely blues

Band mates:Jeremiah Lee,Richie Valdez,Cleo lune,michael gray,Josey Lee

After I finished it I saw Tommy reading it confused I flipped it over to show the band I was the lead singer I always loved singing,after a few seconds of looking at it Tommy then snatched it away with a smirk and then started standing up "HEY EVERYONE LOOKS LIKE THE STUDENT IS ALREADY WRITING NOTES ABOUT HER LITTLE BAND" he shouts everybody especially the teacher looked at him "LOOK WHAT THE NEW KID WROTE" he shouted again I felt my blood boil I was too mad to do anything besides glare at him while he was reading it he got to my brothers name saying "JEREMIAH LEE HM WHO IS THAT I WONDER IF ITS JOSEYS BROTHER WHERE IS HE NOW HUH JOSEY TELL US DID HE LEAVE YOU" He shouted I felt tears threatening to come out "No he didnt leave he didn't" I say he looks at me confused "SO WHERE IS HE" he shouted everyone was whispering and laughing I felt my blood boil he was grinning I was so fucking mad about the way he was talking about my brother "HES DEAD OK SO GIVE ME MY PHOTO BACK" I yelled my tears finally escaping, I saw his grin disappeared everyone gasped then he finally handed it to me his hand shaking I snatched it away and got my bag then exiting the school to go to my car I was crying in my car the whole time then I heard someone tap my window I was so frustrated I didn't even reply or care to look at who it was because I was afraid it might be someone apologizing about his death which always made me cry more because of how much people cared to ask about him after a few minutes of crying more the person knocked again this time I had the courage to look up and when I did I saw...