《Falling For Him. kth ✔》Confusion
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I went down to the lobby with an almost transparent blue robe on me. I had asked Chaeyoung for something which could cover up my skin and I don't understand what part she didn't get about covering up that she gave me a transparent cloth. I hid behind her holding my my hands across myself. I had tied up my hair to a ponytail. I had also wore a hat and huge sunglasses so that no one could see my face.
We went to the beach to find an insanely bright sun which was burning everyone's skin. Chaeyoung just left me and ran to some girls near the shore. It was crowded with people and the heat from the sun was burning me alive. I remembered Chaeyoung telling me that she had brought sunscreen with her earlier. As a result I went in search of her belongings which she claimed to be on a yellow mat.
I was searching all around the beach and that's when I met my eyes with V. The song "Crazy love" by Beyonce started playing in my head on cue. He was standing with his arm around Jimin's shoulder talking to some guy who seemed to be close with them. He looked so freaking hot that my jaw had fallen to the ground without me even noticing. His perfectly tanned chocolate abs and his well built body was a complete three course meal to my eyes.
As for Jimin he was no less hot compared to V. Again the song started playing from the beginning in my head. The only difference was that he was not as tanned as V. But that did not make him look any less attractive than V. The two men were literally Greek gods. It seriously makes me wonder sometimes whether I am the only one who looks like a potato in this whole world.
As I was drooling over the two handsome men, I felt a sudden tap on my shoulder. I didn't respond since my senses were in wonderland but what I heard next made me snap my head at the person who had disturbed me.
"If you are busy now, we can meet later on" I heard Yoongi oppa's voice. As soon as I turned my head in his direction the first thing I saw was his well built body. Yup, the song was back! Are all men whom I meet fated to look this amazing? It was as if god took all his time sculpting this man's body. His skin was neither like that of V's nor like Jimin's, he was as white as sugar. It was almost as if I was blinded by his shining muscle which had small beads of water all over it.
He was soaking wet and the water droplets on his body was making me swoon over him like wtf. I was lost until I heard him clear his throat which brought me back to the real world from ancient Greece. I must look like a weirdo who is checking him out right in front of him. I looked at his face and saw his bangs which were wet and stuck to his forehead which made him look more handsome. This time I got hold myself; I can't make myself look like an idiot in front of my crush.
"Aye, its nothing like that, oppa. I am so sorry about the last time. I got drunk and ruined our time together" I said to which he waved his hands furiously as he said, "It's totally fine!! I didn't mind. I wanted ask how you were doing with the hangover but it looks like you are doing just fine". I just smiled sheepishly and scratched my neck. For some reason his gummy smile wouldn't leave his face today.
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"We can continue the quality time we had missed yesterday, now, if you are okay with it?" he said. Boy you kidding me lets go somewhere and start our business I wanted to say but again my mind is more confident than my tongue. I just nodded and was ready to follow him like his puppet.
But I felt someone's tight grip on my wrist as the person pulled me to his side and I bumped on his chest. It somehow felt like Deja vu. Although I knew the owner of the scent that had blurred my senses I looked up at the person as though I had no idea of whose arms I was in.
My sunglasses had landed very low on my nose and my eyes met with his. They had a hint of rage and yet were looking at me with concern. V stood there holding me like I would disappear if he moved his eyes from me. I was kind of scared but also happy to be with him like this. I knocked myself back to reality and pushed him off me as I stood front of him.
Yoongi oppa was back of me so I couldn't see his face but I knew him pretty well and I bet he was furious as hell. He never liked it when someone interrupted his conversation with another person. And the person being V, it was not a scene which would eventually go well.
V and Yoongi oppa were close in school in the beginning. But something went wrong during the summer break of Yoongi oppa's senior year and they became soul enemies. I never knew what it was that had made them hate each other since I was never interested in it. Now the situation was different and the last thing I wanted to see was them having an argument in front of so many people. I looked at Yoongi oppa first and then at V, they were having a staring contest.
"V, I will just talk with Yoongi oppa for five minutes and we will be back after that so that we can continue our agreement" I said to which he started chuckling and then became dead silent. "What agreement?" Yoongi oppa asked but there was no answer from either of us because, in a swift action, V bent down to my ear and whispered, "You are my slave, now. And I don't think I ever gave you permission to talk with any man other than me"
His words were threatening which made my legs shiver. His deep voice and his light breath on my ear sent a shiver down my spine. He then moved his head backward very slowly to be face to face with me. He was no cheerful, fun and dumb V this time. It was like the devil himself had decided to appear in front of me. There was no hint of mischievousness on his face which showed that he was dead serious. I almost peed in Chaeyoung's swimsuit there.
I had froze in my spot as I was shocked to see the duality this man was presenting to me. Not a single word left my mouth. It was as though the whole world had disappeared and the only ones standing were him and me.
"Sorry hyung, but she is coming with me " V said looking at Yoongi oppa and in a blink of an eye I was on his shoulders as he carried me away from there. Yoongi oppa stood there like he had seen a ghost. I just hid my face with my hands since the embarrassment was beyond compare. I felt my toes touch the hot sand which indicated that he had put me down. I took off the sunglasses and the hat with frustration.
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"I want you to help me put on sunscreen on my back and a little massage would be great too" he said which made me cross my arms and cock one of my eyebrows.
"Are you kidding?" I asked. But his face contained no emotion just like before. Even he crossed his arms and cocked his brow.
"Do I look like I'm kidding?" he asked me. Was he trying to piss me off? Coz it was really working.
"You created a scene back there and now you act like nothing happened? I know you have some kind of bad blood with Yoongi oppa but that is no way to act with someone you know!!" I said raising my voice, trying to knock some sense into his thick skull. He walked closer to me with a smirk on his face and bent to my height.
"You are forgetting that you are my slave. I asked for a massage on my back with sunscreen not a class of behavioral aspects from you" he said which made me scoff and turn to my left. So, he wanted it the hard way, is it? A back massage he wants? then a back massage he will get. I started smirking now and turned my head to him.
"Alright master" I said and turned around and headed to the beach chaise beside Jimin which was under a huge umbrella. On my way to it, I got rid of the pony and the robe. Jimin lowered his glasses on the ridge of his nose anticipating as to what I would do next.
I sat on the beach chaise and grabbed the sunscreen. I put some sunscreen on my hand and rubbed it together and then looked at V. He had froze in his spot which made me sigh.
"Don't you want your massage, master?" I said looking at him innocently. He gulped and nodded. He slowly made his way to the chaise and sat with his back facing me. Jimin was looking at us with curious eyes. It was like he was watching some kdrama.
As soon as V sat down I place my cold hands coated with sunscreen on his shoulder which made him flinch due to the sudden skin-ship. I started massaging his shoulders slowly in a circular pattern. Jimin didn't even blink for a second it was like he was awaiting for something more.
I slowly slid my hands down his back which made his breathing uneven. I bet he was having a really hard time to pretend as though he was not at all effected by what I was doing. I put my plan to action as he was off guard and pushed him with every ounce of strength I had. It did take him by surprise and he slightly got up and bent forward due to the sudden attack.
I took the chance and kicked his ass which made him fall down face first on the sand. The scene was hilarious. Jimin stood up and started laughing holding his stomach. Even I started laughing as got off the the chaise and knelled on the sand. It was so funny that my stomach hurt by laughing so hard and I couldn't stand up.
"Y/n?" I heard Jimin calling my name which made me turn to him. "I suggest you better start running" he whispered looking at V. I turned to him and he had stood up on his feet but he didn't move. I couldn't see his face since he had turned to the opposite side but it seemed like he was really pissed.
I slowly got up and tip toed away from both of them. I didn't dare to look back as I continued to silently get myself away from there.
"Where do you think you're going ?" I heard V's voice behind me and without even turning back I started running like a maniac. Even he started chasing me like a mad dog. What was I thinking when I acted so cocky? The gap between us was decreasing every second as I felt his rough footsteps on the sand approaching me.
He was faster than me and in no time he got hold of my hand. He pulled me to him which made made my head hit his chest and I looked up at him. There was traces of sand on his bangs and yet he looked so goddamn hot.
"You are going to get punished " he said. "wha- " he didn't let me finish as he picked me up and put me on his shoulders again. What does he think I am? His bag pack ?
"Put me down, V!" I screamed and he just ignored me. I started squirming on his shoulder but his grip on me was strong and all my effort was in vain. He started running and I was confused due to his sudden actions. I tried turning my head to look where he was headed to and the sight ahead made me pray to god for dear life. He was running to the sea and I had no freaking idea on how to swim!!
I was screaming so loud that every ones attention was now focused on us. Both of hit the sea just on time to get drowned by a huge wave. I felt no one holding me and thought that was when I will die but I felt a hand pulling me up to the surface. As soon as I reached the surface the first thing I did was breathe. V was front of me holding my waist to keep me from drowning.
There was no ground beneath me; there was only water, water and water everywhere and I was scared to death. I automatically wrapped my legs around his slim waist and hugged him like a koala. In my defense, the wave was too big than the usual ones.
"V, take me near the shore" I said breathing heavily as the words barely left my mouth.
"Come on y/n its fun. Stop panicking and just enjoy" V said chuckling.
"Take me to the fucking shore Kim Taehyung" I screamed desperately. He understood my discomfort from my yelling and compiled as he slowly headed to the shore. He stopped and I felt the water up to my mid waist.
"You can get down now " he said and I let my legs down slowly to the ground. As soon as I could stand on my feet, I let out a sigh and turned around to walk away. But before I could go any further, V held my hand and pulled me back causing me to bump on his chest again.
If I keep hitting my head to his chest like this a few more times, I might actually break my skull. I looked at him and frowned but he had no expression on his face. I tried to loosen his grip on my hand but he slid his other hand around my waist and pulled me closer.
He looked at me with a gaze that I couldn't decipher. It was as if the world around me had stopped and everyone other than the both of us have some how disappeared. I was looking into his eyes as he was staring at my soul. Just like that our faces inched closer and closer. Every passing second felt like an eternity.
His eyes were on my lips and mine were on his as our lips were craving to meet. As soon as our lips touched there was a whole zoo in my stomach and I closed my eyes. His lips felt so soft on mine. It was like he was taking his time to devour every inch of my lips. The kiss was painfully slow and so soft that my mind had stopped working.
I could have stopped him if I wanted to but I couldn't as his toxic lips were hypnotizing me into his world. I had surrendered myself completely to him. He was the only one I could concentrate on at that moment. The slow kiss eventually heated up. He started sucking on my lower lip for entrance and I gladly let him in.
With his one hand he tightened his grip on my waist while the other which had held onto my hand slowly left the spot and roamed on my cheeks. My hands made its way around his neck and I held onto him like my life depended on it. Both of out tongues fought for dominance but he eventually won. The sparks that were arising in my head urged me to make the kiss more passionate. For anyone else who had seen us it would have looked like we were eating each others faces off.
We slowly parted and I opened my eyes to find him already looking at me with his hungry gaze. He still had his hand around my waist while my hands rested on his bare chest. His other hand came near my face and his thumb traced my lower lip very slowly. I was still in the state of utter confusion. But then I came back to my senses.
I pushed him from me and walked away. This time he didn't stop me he just stood there like a statue. I didn't have the courage to look at him. I went back to the chaise near Jimin and grabbed my belongings. Jimin asked me if anything was wrong but I was not in a state to answer. I just walked away from there as I covered my body with the robe and headed straight to the hotel.
I didn't know where Chaeyoung was and for the first time in my life I wanted someone to help me think straight. I stomped my way to the room and as soon as I got there I went straight to the bathroom and cleaned myself. I put on a huge T-shirt and a pair of shorts. As I was drying off the water from I hair with a towel I walked into the balcony. My phone was switched off since I hadn't charged it from a long time. So, I put it to charge.
The cold breeze hit my wet hair earning a mild shiver from me. I was not angry, I was neither disappointed. I was scared, scared if that kiss actually meant nothing. I could deny it a million times but the fact that I had started a liking for Kim Taehyung was not at all a lie. I wasn't sure of my own feelings at first and thought it was mere friendship but today when I let him kiss me like that in front of so many people, I felt like I was just convincing myself that I had no feelings for him.
My mind was a total mess but still I knew that running away from him like that without uttering a single word was wrong on my part. But, what if he said it was just a fling and that he just wanted to do it because he felt like it. It would break me beyond repair. This was the first time I was feeling this helpless and it is all because this guy whom I think I like decided to kiss me out of the blue.
I wanted to erase today and start the day afresh but that was simply impossible. I was dumb enough to kiss him back but how am I going to deal with the awkward situation now? Was I just making a big fuss out of a kiss? Well the whole universe knows its my first so there is no point in hiding it. But my vulnerability was at its peak and I looked so pathetic to my own eyes being this clueless of my actions.
I can only find out what that kiss meant by V himself. I just have to get myself together, go to him and ask him myself what it meant. Yeah, Y/n come on you can do! It can't be that hard now. It took me sometime to convince myself and when I felt I was ready, I went into the room from the balcony.
Since darkness had took over the horizon I could tell it was late now. But I realized the time I had taken to fix my anxiety when my phone switched on. It showed 8:30 pm and I had 21 missed calls and 11 messages from Chaeyoung and 15 missed calls from Jimin. What scared me was that there wasn't a single text or call from V. I've had enough now.
I walked straight to the door and my foot automatically took me to his room. I had to know what he felt. Even if it was just a mistake I had to hear it from him. I reached his room and was ready to knock but the door was already open. I pushed it slightly to find the room dimly lit. I walked closer to find a sleeping figure in the bed wrapped up under the blanket.
No, I was wrong and the sight in front of me created a lump in my throat. The one who was sleeping there was V and he was without his shirt but along with him there was someone else who also looked almost naked under the blanket. And that someone else was none other than Jenny.
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Yay guys today is the 6th year anniversary of BTS and I'm so proud of them. The have achieved a lot and I really hope they will find success in the future also. Being a part of army has become my most proud possession. So, I want to express my love and gratitude to all of army and BTS too.
Live long, stay healthy and don't forget to love yourself.
With love,
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