Terrell

I needed a moment to myself, so I went inside my mommas house. This is not how I expected my day to go. I can't believe the shit that came out of Tiffany's mouth. I have two fucking kids on the way and I hurt Tiffany bad. Amani probably hurt too but she knew what it was since we started dealing with each other. Me and Tiffany been on and off for years , I tried to shake her but it's hard . I have been honest with her all this time but for the last month , I kind of been down playing what me and tiff had going on to Amani so she wouldn't stress and it effect the baby. That was wrong, but why didn't tiff tell me she was pregnant. Maybe she just found out but honestly I'm excited for her. We lost a baby and I know that's what kind of ruined this relationship but maybe this baby could feel the void in her heart.

Regardless of what happens, I will be there for both these ladies and take care of my responsibilities even if I don't end up with either one of them. I refuse to be a dead beat, even if I wanted to , my momma wouldn't allow it. She didn't raise me that way, she taught me to have respect for all women.

I know I Fucked up big time and I know my mom is disappointed but everyone makes mistakes. But this is a big mistake, I feel disgusted for putting both girls through this. They don't deserve it and they are both amazing women. I gotta did this and make this right. I just have to figure out how but I gotta man up and handle this the right way. I can't believe this dumb shit i did!

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!