~ Nicole ~

I was so warm. She held me while I was bleeding out, she cried for me. I should've listened. We shouldn't have come. My eyes were filled with tears while I watched my beautiful love cry. She loves me so much. I won't die. I can't do that to her. The last thing I heard before passing out was an ambulance sirene. Just then, everything went black.

...

I followed the light. Did I just die in a total cliché? So I guess now I'm gonna see all of my dead loved ones. And then god, so I can go to hell or heaven. Just as I was thinking about it, my grandma came, walking my first dog.

My grandma Inna was the best woman you could find.

"Hey Nikki." She was the only one who called me that.

"Hey Grammy."

"What are you doing here?" She asked with a concerned face.

"I don't even know where I am."

"I think this is the place you need to be before they choose where you get to go."

"Oh."

"What happened, sweety?"

"I know you will probably not support it or anything, but I will tell you anyway." I was a little bit sceptical because she was old and probably not that supportive about homosexuals. "I had a girlfriend." I waited for her reaction, she just stood there and waited for me to continue whil Max was standing close to her, wearing his blue collar. Grandma was in a white simple dress, like a sleeping gown.

"Yes?"

Surprised that she didn't react, I continued. "So we met when I became her bodyguard. We hooked up after a while, and the press find out about it. I got a lot of hate from her fans, hence I got stabbed by one of them."

"Oh my poor baby. You gotta fight. She's down there waiting for you. Run. Run to fight." She pointed to the light that was shining brighter and brighter. Max barked in excitement as I was getting ready to run. I hugged my grandma goodbye.

"You love whoever you want to love." She said before I ran like there was no tomorrow.

Everything went black again and I openned my eyes, seeing I was in what seemed like a hospital room. Then I saw all the tubes connected to me. Yup, definitely a hospital room. I was sad when I realised the chair next to my bed was empty. Where is she?