Yes this is the end, expect about five bonus chapters and maybe.... maybe one epilogue .

Bye!

I just realized I don't do any sappy shit when I'm done with any of my books, so my heart is breaking right now as i-

Lmaoo bye Ily guys!

Waitttt the chapter before this the smut was deleted I've written one and reuploaded the chapter.

I'm high on some sugared cocaine, and I won't stop fücking smiling. I could care less to be honest, my baby is coming home and that's that!

The rest of the world can tilt over right now, but Lucy is coming home and i will be damned if I'm not over the top bar of happiness.

I'm excited and nervous, he's coming home tonight and I've been marking the hour since i got back from my trip two days ago.

I missed him more than anyone would ever know, frequent FaceTime and calls, text, dirty phone talk, dirty video calls, just wasn't enough.

Having to leave his suit after spending the rest of the night together on his second game was more torture. Because that was the second occurrence of him telling me he loves me face to face, making love to me and making me fall in love with him again.

We probably spent an hour infront of the car, saying I'm going to miss yous, i love yous before he let me go.

Cried like a baby on my flight back.

But he's coming todayyyyy!

Took me roughly three hours to set up his room and everything. I know he'll be getting here around eleven pm, i turned off the lights in the hallway to his room, sent his house keeper home for the day. The guards are here but on the first floor.

He texted me forty five minutes ago that he was at the airport and he thought I would be there to come pick him up.

I told him i was sorry, but i was heading over to his place.

I see from my phone that he's driving in, he's typing on his phone as he's entering his codes.

A notification comes in.

💙Are you at my place or yours so i can come over?

💙Baby?

💙Foxie?

💙Are you there?

💙Can you respond? Tf

Sorry I'll be there in like ten minutes, I'm driving that's why.

I got a FaceTime request instead and had to put my phone in do not disturb.

His room door slides open and i jolt in my position, he turns on the lights but its the one i connected to the diffusers so the light dropped a shade degree in the most mythical blue and red.

"The fuck!" I hear him curse and the sound of him dropping bags I guess, then he walks in his too large room towards the bed.

"Foxie?"

"Hi"

"Holyshit! What are you wearing?"

I stand up and turn on the bed lights and walk to him. Whole time my heart is having seizures and getting jolted in my chest.

His lips parts open and he leers at me from head to toe with dedication as if he's labelling me in his head. And he does it over and over again and i notice his jeans front looking fuller.

I gulp, as if I don't reach him fast enough, he pulls out his hands and tugs me, lifting me off my feet and, fisting my hair, flushing me to his chest and kissing me senseless.

My heart just got electrocuted, this is the right time to do a full body check up before i die of heart palpitations. I cross my legs around his waist rubbing against him, my heart pounding so loud.

But God, he taste like heaven.

I missed him so fücking much.

Someone just moaned, i think it's me, i pull at he bands in his hair and rake my fingers through it, his hair is longer now and I want to look at him properly before he sucks off all my breath.

His hand travels down my ass to grope a cheek and I grind against his stomach, our moans mix, drenching my thong.

"Lucy" I pants tugging his hair, when he start peppering kisses into the column of my neck.

"Fuck I missed you baby"

I giggle bitting my bottom lip

"Me too, so much"

"Why did you lie to me?"

"Because I wanted to surprise you, did my hair, had a full spa day, sanitized my püssy and everything" I brush his hair back and frame one side of his face and he tilts his head into my touch.

"I love the surprise" He laughs at the last part nodding, then lets me down holding one of my hand to spin me. "Sheesh отсосать мой член как следует и убить меня я позволю тебе уйти с этим, no arguments"

I laugh even though I didn't really get what he said. I'm wearing a jersey lingerie set in his number, its absolutely scandalous and risqué.

I grab the lapels of his jacket, rising on my tippy toes and tilting my head up to press my lips to his softly

"I love you so much Nikolai" I mumble eyes closed and my heart beating to heaven

He smiles against my lips "I love you baby"

"Good so will you fûck me now?"

"I plan to, but i got you something and i need to show it to you, it's in the car?" He pulls back and i see he's grinning.

"No, show me after, I really can't wait that long" I murmur moving closer and brushing my hand on his jeans covered cock.

He twitches in my palm, then covers it with his own and thrust against my hand, making me bite my bottom lips.

He cups my throat, bringing his mouth to ear.

"Yes ma'am" He rasp bitting my earlobe and ruining my panties.

Oh God.

"What did you do this whole time in here, you just sat here waiting for me and my cöck?" His voice, he sounds like if i say the wrong thing he's going to spank me.

"Yes" I murmur when he starts backing me towards the bed.

"Good girl" He praises, tracing my throat then cups it to pull me on my toes for a kiss.

My head literally whirls like I'm drunk.

My whole body is on fire, i pull my hand away and start to push off his jacket, almost angrily because why is he still fully clothed.

He pulls away to get his jacket fully off, then takes a fistful of his shirt neckline and tugs it off, I notice a bandage on his right shoulder and i panic.

Placing my palm on his abs i trace his stomach, feeling goosebumps on his skin "What happened?"

"I got a new tattoo, come here" He takes one of hand up tracing his warm skin, he turn around sitting on the bed and pulls me to him, making me straddle his thighs.

I tuck my hair behind my ear and drop my lips to his, he immediately moans against my lips making me more wet, his palm grazes up my bra and I'm here thinking he's going to take off the tiny top but he doesn't.

He presses kisses down my throat, to the swells of my breast, i start to rock against his dick in slow circles, he kneads the sides of my stomach then suck on my still covered breast through the fabric.

I tug his hair, pressing his mouth more to keep sucking it like that.

"Take it off" I murmur sucking in a harsh breath when he pulls my nipples between his teeth.

"No, i want them spilling out instead" He rasp and proceeds to push down the front part of the top instead of fully taking it off, then he immediately latches his mouth on my heavy breast.

I probably tugged his hair too hard, because he moans loudly, making me grind harder on his cöck but fuck that feels good.

He fondles my other breast, sucking on the other one, the sound he's making vibrates through my chest drenching my thong some more.

"Oh Lucy, God!"

He suddenly flips us over on the bed, running his eyes down my body, I'm panting like i ran a marathon, his tags still twinkle in the dim lights.

"I need to see you" He decides, fishing out his phone and turning on all the beds lights.

He grins when he's looking at me now, brushing the corner of his mouth with his thumb, his presses his palm flat on my stomach, moving it up slowly to cup one of my breast and butterflies truly erupts almost to the point that I think I'm going to fart.

Not the time. Tf!

"I like this" He tells me cupping my püssy suddenly, running his two fingers on my slits, he shift the thong to the side and thrust a lone finger in.

I gasp throwing my head to the back, the said tier drop Swarovski on the thong that he said he likes suddenly feels cold on my skin, jolting me.

My mouth parts as my moan escapes, my whole body is pulsing and I really badly want him not to tease me right now.

"Did you touch yourself"

"N-No" I breathe and he adds a finger, brushing his thumb on my clit, making my stomach hot.

"Don't lie to me Foxie" This man just growled at me, his deep voice making him sound more like he's seducing me.

I gulp "Yes, I-i did, okay? Oh God!" I cry out when he curves his fingers and strokes my wall.

His jaw clenched, he nods his head at me "How many times?"

"Just a few"

"Foxie"

"I didn't keep count okay, and oh fuvk.. y-you touch yourself tooohGodimgonnacummmm!" I groan the last part out already tasting my orgasm before feeling it.

He stops "That's because you send me thirst trap!"

"Still! Why did you stop?" I groan I'm about to scream and tear his hair out

"Because you don't listen"

"What the hell! Nikolai Udinov i hope for your sake you're not about to fuck me and hold off my orgasm while you cum, because trust me it's been weeks or a dry spell and i will....."

"Be quiet"

I don't know why that low tone always gets to me.

"Good girl"

Kill me now.

"Now spread your legs, and let me that püssy"

I do, almost like mind control and my mouth instantly waters when he starts unbuckling his belt. I suddenly want to touch myself then touch him, my hand itches when he pulls off the belt clean and his jeans rides low.

I know what is encased in those jeans and boxer briefs, and it's fücking marvelous.

I sit up to help him take off his jeans, but he stops me pushing me flat on the bed, taking both the back of my knees and pressing it to my breast. He collects my wrist and holding it over my thighs like a bow.

"Lucy" I say breathless, confused horny as fuck. "What are you doing?"

I feel leather wrap around my wrist "Tell me if it's uncomfortable"

"Y-you... Lucy you're going to fuck me like this" I blink rapidly, he secures the belt around my wrist, then spreads my thighs to make sure it's not too tight and uncomfortable. He rubs on my clit through the fabric stroking my slit in pressing motion, this is too much.

I want more.

I want his cock so bad.

"Yes" Is his cool answer stepping back to finally pull off his jeans.

"B-Because i touched m-myself?" I stutter missing the feeling of his hand, my brows knit together, pouting, i feel so exposed despite still having my thong on "I should tie you up too and.... mmm oh lucy yes!"

He shifts my panties to the side, stroking his fingers, up my butthole to my slits, then sinks his two middle fingers inside me, maybe because i was so wounded up but i burst around his fingers and wetness trails down my ass soaking my thong, my orgasm feels like a dream.

I pant heavily, feeling like my body just turned to liquid but I want him inside me so bad.

"Lucy" I whisper, my voice throaty, i lick my lips staring at his now naked cöck, I clench on his fingers but he's finger fücking me slow. "Please don't tease me, just fûck me please"

He pulls out his fingers, and replaces it with his mouth. I squirm under him, groaning wishing I could fist on his hair squeeze my thunder thighs on his face.

He eats me out like its solely his own pleasure, moaning against my püssy, burying his face in my wetness licking me until I burst in his mouth.

Im a full mess, trashing against my restraint because that orgasm came out of nowhere.

My heart feels like it's a about to burst, and my overly sensitive clit is throbbing. I just lay there panting, struggling to breathe because the high ceilings looks to blurry right now.

"Lucy that was.... fuck!"

He cups my thighs and slides his length inside me, delicious by delicious inch, taking his time as if he's being guided and wants to savor it.

"Fuck i missed this"

"Oh Yes, oh Lucy, oh God" I gasp with each thrust.

He pulls out and thrust back inside me, bottoming out and my back arches off the bed. Then he just starts going at me, grabbing my banded wrist and the back of my thigh, thrusting so deep into me.

"My cöck is all yours now, will you be a good girl and keep taking it?" He demands, pulling out half way and thrusting inside me circling his waist as if he wants me to feel him in my throat.

"Yesss! Yess please don't stop, just like that please" I flex my hand wishing i could touch him. But he buried his cock inside me again with a harsh grunt, my whole body shakes up the bed from the intesity, my breast bounces, my nipples tightening beging for him to suck them.

He stills, slowing his thrust, then drives his cock so hard and deep inside me i cry out.

"Luuucyy!" I beg tears streaming down the side of my face into my hair. "I'm close, please don't stop, don't fuvking stop please!"

My stomach muscles trembling, my whole body bucks as I clench around him milking him out and crying out his name till my voice broke.

I'm a panting mess, and he's not done yet still chasing his own orgasm, he's still fücking me just as intensely, his balls smacking my ass almost to the point that it deafens me.

I shut my eyes, feeling my whole body turn to goo, when he swellls inside me, chanting my name and telling me he loves me, my next orgasm comes out of no where and just kept going and going

I thought it would never stop, my whole body bucking under him as he fills me with his cum until is smears down my ass and püssy.

I think I passed out for a bit, because I don't know when he freed my wrist, and nearly crushed me under his weight.

"Are you okay" He breathes into my ear, and it still stimulates my clit, fûck this is what happens when everything your boyfriend does can make you horny.

"Hmm mmm gimme....... gimme a minute" I murmur lazily, finally able to move my hand, but I only have the strength to move one, i rake my fingers through his hair moaning and stirring underneath him as he presses slow kisses down my neck.

"Hungry?"

"No I'm full, just hold me"

"You're stuffed"

I laugh lazily "Stop"

"You smell like me"

"No, actually you smell like me, and you're probably crushing me right now" I murmur squirming when he sniffs on my neck and runs his tongue on my pulse.

He starts to get off, and i cross my leg around his waist "I didn't say I wanted you to leave, i like you like this" I cross both arm around his shoulder now, both my arms work fine now, praise Jesus!

My movements makes him sink deeper inside me, and we both let out quiet moans.

My face is scarlet.

"I love it when i make your face and your püssy blush"

"Please stop"

"Why-?" He lifts his head to cup my chin and look at me "Why where you crying this morning"

I think my heart just cut in two pieces "What?"

"You were crying this morning, KT told me, i ask Grey and she was doing the whole girl code shït with me. I don't like that, i was freaking out but she told me you would tell me when i got back tonight"

I lick my lips trying to think of what to say, my heart is pounding against his, and he's watching me as if he already knows my secret "It's not that serious I promise, KT is a snitch, you don't even have to be worried it's— t"

"Just tell me Foxie"

I press my lips together "I-I took a pregnancy test this morning"

He closes his eyes and blinks rapidly "WHAT!"

"I'm sorry, I'm an idiot i missed my calendar and took the wrong shot and and.... i-i didn't quickly realize that missing my period was a sign, I always have irregular cycles before we started having sex so it didn't click, I'm sorry okay—i"

"Stop stop stop, please fücking stop my head hurts" He pulls out softly, raking his fingers through his hair, and I'm on the verge of tears again watching him about to explode on me "If you're pregnant right now, it's completely okay with me, just stop rambling like that because I don't want to see you cry, please Foxie i hate those"

"What?" I whisper sitting up and wiping my stray tears "Y-you're serious?"

"Yes, why wouldn't i be? Come here"

I do, I climb over his thigh, and he hugs me to his chest, brushing my hair back. My heart completely warms at his statement because those eight long minutes of waiting for those tests was the worst moments of my life this morning.

Everything flashed before my eyes and i just... a big part of me thought he would leave me.

"I don't know, I don't know.... i mean i see the way you are with Shawn's kid, I know you love your nephew so much, but i mean who wouldn't, Jackson is perfect and would give anyone baby fever, I don't want kids and i get baby fever when we babysit him, but we just barely reached the i love you stage and i got scared"

"It's okay" He strokes my back pressing kisses to my shoulder. "You're fine, we're fine"

"But I'm not pregnant" I sob shutting my eyes tight, nodding against his chest.

"That's okay too, no matter what I'm still here, just let me take care of you, and tell me what is really wrong"

"I wanted to be" I finally say.

"Lucy in just that moment I really wanted to be pregnant and carrying your child and God it sucked, its sucked so bad because ten minutes before that i was thinking of multiple abortion thoughts. I've never wanted kids, ever i always say that, and it's not a joke, I don't want them, they scare me, the first time i saw Jackson I almost had a panick attack. But i sat on my bathroom floor wearing one of your old shirts, and i just remember how you said you loved me, the way you stare at me and just laugh at some memory, how you take my hand in yours as if to say 'you're the one' and i just saw myself holding a little you or a mini me.

I realized how much of everything i want is you, it's all with you Lucy, and having a baby would be such a blessing with you, i fell in love with that feeling right there in that moment and i was starting to accept it only for it come back negative and God it just sucked, it hurt so bad and....." I traill off, unable to fight the sob and just pleading with myself to calm down and not get a panic attack.

"I should have been there with you, I'm sorry. You should have let us take the test together. I'm going to marry you anyway and put my babies in you, so it doesn't matter if you're not pregnant now" He says so easily like we're not talking about something so serious

I pull my head back so i can look at him, his features softens when he sees my face. "Lucy don't say stuffs like that to me unless you're serious please"

"I am"

"But we've never talked about it"

"Because you always say you don't want kids, it was so funny to me anything you mention it and i saw how terrified you were when we first had to baby sit Jackson, but I would still change your mind. You were so sure of yourself that you wouldn't carry my children" He chuckles like it's funny and so simple brushing off my tears.