"im trying so hard to get better... at first, i was doing it because i remembered how much you hated it, and i guess a part of me subconsciously thought that if i stopped, there was a chance that you'd come back eventually, that you'd see that i was better and could be what you needed... now i want to do it for me. i want to be better. i want to help myself. i don't want to be the damsel in distress anymore, i want to be the one who saves me... besides, if i waited for you to save me, i'm not sure i'd ever be saved."