"i'm not so great today... just one of those days, i guess, you know? you remember them, right? those days where i'd do nothing but lay around silently and cry about nothing at all? and i...i thought about cutting again. but i didn't. instead i snapped a rubber band around my wrist. it left marks, little red lines on my skin. it wasn't nearly as satisfying...but at the same time, it made me feel so much better that i hadn't bled."