Today's my last game before Christmas break. We have a about two weeks of time off for it. I can't wait to be back home with my family.

My only thing I hate is that Ellie is going back home to her dad's apartment, not with me. I know she wants to see him but, I want her with me and my family. I know she'll love them, all of them and I want that. I want to watch her smile at my family and laugh at my uncles. I just want her there.

I look down at my desk, I have one more exam before I'm free and it's online. Ellie isn't here to help though. She normally quizzes me on my notes and helps me find the small bits of information the professors tend to leave out. She also helps me take them when they are proctored and I always make an A when she's here.

She's at her dorm though. She demands that her studying with me is the worst, probably because of my wandering hands. I knew she would kill it on her exams though. She passed all of them with A's yesterday, and we made love over the graded papers to celebrate.

I get hard just from thinking about us on this desk. She looked like a queen while I fucked her from behind, I feel myself hardening from the thought again.

She said that her and Brooke wanted to see each other before leaving, I know them they probably will end up shopping together. The bro's before hoe's rule did not fall into my favor. She's been acting kind of strange lately though, she'll wake up in the mornings and go to the bathroom for a solid thirty minutes. I heard her gagging the other day when she thought I wasn't here, and when I ate fried chicken in front of her she looked utterly disgusted and wanted pickles instead. It's fucking odd and I don't get it.

She also said she would be at my game later though, and I can't wait to see her. I miss her so much and we just saw each other not to long ago.

My games in about three hours so I'm crunching in a little bit of information before I play, I have to be there in about an hour and thirty minutes. A knock at my door leads my head up from looking at my book.

It's probably Chad, he forgets his keys all the time and asks to walk in through our joint bathroom. I stumble over my shoes and throw them towards my closet as I make it to the door.

I open my door and standing there in front of me is none other than Gillian Smith, what the fuck? Did she not get that we were over before we ever "dated"?

Her blonde hair looks bleached out and her shirt is so low I can practically see her nipples. She smiles at me and walks right into my chest. I quickly pull her in and close the door so that nobody can see her here. I don't want someone to walk down the hallway and see this shit.

"Gillian what the fuck are you doing here? We haven't seen each other in eight months. I told you at the frat party to go."

She smiles and grips my arm, "I missed you babe, I have been so lonely without you, we haven't fucked in forever and I saw you on TV so I asked Chad were you were staying and he let me up!" She has no right calling me babe.

"Chad!" I yell while taking her hands off of my shoulders. Hopefully he is here so I can clear this shit up real fast. He walks into the bathroom and stands by my doorway. Thank god he's here.

"Yeah man what's up? Hey Gillian" he speaks smiling and waving.

Before I have a chance to respond Gillian starts "I just wanted to thank you for reuniting Tanner and I" before grabbing my shoulders in her hands and kissing down my neck.

She's persistent as fuck but I figured she would have got the memo to leave me alone when I stopped talking to her.

He nods and waves walking out and leaves both the doors open. "What do you think you are doing? We aren't together!" I say pushing her away.

"I already told you, what we had was special and I know that you miss me, we didn't label it but,... I know you want me" she says while gripping my hair and bringing her face close to mine.

"Get off of me. I don't want you" I demand as she stares at me.

"Yes you do Tanner we're soulmates. Think about it, we meet in sophomore year of high school. Lose our virginity's to each other, and stay together until Senior year. Then we stay together through college because we want each other that much. Tanner I love you" she whispers at the end as I stare at her in shock. She can't be in love with me, I knew she was a bad idea.

I push her away but she brings her lips to mine before I have the chance to block her. She sticks her hands up my shirt and pushes until she's against my chest bringing us closer together. She pushes her tongue into my mouth before I pull away and push her face away from mine.

She pulls down her shirt up and releases her bra throwing it over towards my bed.

Chad looks over at me smiling from his room, he saw it all, Gillians boobs are hanging out, he quickly walks away shutting the door.

I shut my eyes and turn around yelling with anger. "I have a girlfriend! One that I actually love. We were never together, I fucked you because you were available, you know that, you can't kiss me or touch me" I tell her while pushing her towards the door.

I grab her shirt back from the floor and force it over her head. She knows we were nothing more and we both agreed to it. I get we were each other's firsts a very long time ago but, when I was fifteen but, she needs to calm down.

I have to throw away her bra before Ellie sees it, I just can't get her out of my door fast enough.

She looks at me sadly "You said you never wanted a girlfriend! We fucked for four years! I know you better than anyone. That's why you didn't want to go on a date with me?"

I look at her while trying not to hurt her feelings "I never though I wanted a relationship but you need to respect that I've found someone now".

I don't want her to know about Ellie because being the crazy bitch she is, she will stalk her until finding her and telling her all about what we used to do.

She looks at me like she's up to something and says "But I love you" and walks to me.

"Gillian I don't, I love her. We had fun but it's time to move on" I whisper as she wipes her tears away.

"Did you care for me at all? Was I just a hole to fuck?! Tanner I was celibate for you! I haven't slept with anyone since you because I miss you, please" she begs as I shake my head.

"Gillian we both agreed-" I go to start as she cuts me off.

"No we didn't, that's the only way it would work for you so I did that. I didn't agree to that but I knew that's what you wanted. I had you and I loved it and now, now this! I was supposed to be your girl!" She demands as I sink down to my heels and feel like shit.

"Gillian I don't feel that way about you. Yeah I cared about you, but that's not what I want or need anymore. I hope you can respect that, I blocked you for a reason, I'm done" I whisper as I shut the door.

That wasn't easy, I know her, she's going to do something else and I feel horrible.

God I can't believe she was a normal fuck for me in high school. I was so dumb, I put my dick into anything that had a vagina and boobs.

She was one of the only girls that came back twenty fucking times. She was persistent as shit, and I guess she was sick of me from blocking her ass on all my social media a few months ago when I met Ellie.

I have to tell Ellie before something happens. I know she trusts me and I would never cheat on her, but this is so messed up. The girl literally took her fucking clothes off.

I sit back in my desk and look down with my head in my hands. I know I have to take this exam before my game so I start it quickly opening my computer and finish about an hour later.

I run my fingers into my dark hair before grabbing my phone to call Ellie and tell her we have to talk, I have waited long enough. I don't want her to know about this from anyone else.

She doesn't answer. Why in the hell not? She always answers my calls.

I text her and tell her I have something to talk with her about and to call me back, hopefully she does before our game.

Looking over to my clock I see I have to get to the field before I'm late so I rush out of the door closing it and locking the door behind me.

I can't believe that bitch Gillian would come here. I hate her fucking ass. I just want to talk to Ellie.