After spending two months when I was thirteen years old having many amazing orgasms any day I had a chance, the guy I loved broke my heart, and I lost my ability to orgasm due to a psychological block.

The first time I tried my vibrating massager again after I had my heart broken, I couldn't feel any pleasure at all.

In time, I was able to regain the ability to feel a tiny bit of pleasure, but I never could reach orgasm again. I don't know if I've ever even been able to reach the plateau phase again.