I've finally arrived in Florida. The whole flight Rich asked me what Billie had said in the note to make me act so weird.

He said that "you seem happy.....too happy, what happened?" I just said nothing.

I've been

ignoring anything about Billie. She played me, maybe not on purpose. But it still happened. I feel like I'm empty.

There is no denying what I felt, but things happened, so I can't love her like I wanted. Shit hurts, but she didn't even know until Rich told her. What's the point of feeling anything if I'm just gonna keep getting rejected for feeling love.

—

I'm in an uber, driving to my house. I just want to lay down and sing my heart out. That's the only thing what will make me feel any better about myself. But suddenly I get a text.

🤪💕😍

Of course. She texts me when I'm trying to feel better. I sighed looking at my phone.

🥰

🤪💕😍

🤪💕😍

🥰

🤪💕😍

The Uber car pulled up to my house. I saw that five box's were on the front lawn. Thats weird, I say to myself. I open the door with my suitcase and backpack, I thank the driver and walk closer to the box's. They have my name on them!

"Well well well, if it isn't the lesbian. Y/n." I looked up from the box's to see my mom standing there with her arms crossed. "Uh mom, what are yo-" "Save it." My mom cut off.

"That's all your shit, you can leave." "What are you talking about? What did I do?" I questioned,

"What didn't you do! Y/n, you have been gone for almost two weeks, when me and hank told you no!

I find out you have been messing around with a famous GIRL behind my back and go out to Los Angeles to meet her, and go to some stupid fucking party! And you're not friends with Grayson anymore, he did nothing

wrong! He was the one who told me about your out of control behavior."

I froze, Grayson told her. "Mom I can explain. Grayson is as not as nice as you think he is, trust me."

"Trust you? How can I trust YOU?! And here I thought I hade a daughter, who got straight A's and was nice and perfect. Not some partying, runs away from home, DYKE!" My mom yelled.

Tears, that's all I could make. No words, movement, all that I did was cry. My mom found out about

my biggest secret, and now she's kicking me out.

"Call Rich, Eli, someone. Because I can't have you here. What would your sister think?"

"Sarah knows mom. And she's fine with it, she's not gay, she's "perfect". Okay?" I said, "you have one perfect child, I'm sorry for being me." "You should be sorry, you're going to hell!" "God I can't believe you, I can't even look at you!" With that

my mom went inside and closed the door.

I called Rich, he would let me stay.

(/Rich)

Hello? Y/n?

Why? What happened?

Alright, be there in five.

Bye.

He hung up.

Sarah opened the front door. "Y/n?" She asked,

"What Sarah?" I snapped, She stood silent for a minute "Why are you outside with box's?" Sarah questioned. Great going mom, I have to leave Sarah.

"I don't live here anymore Sarah, Rich is picking me up soon." I looked down. I have to

leave her with these stupid fucking idiots. "What? Why?" She asked again.

I looked up at her, and looked her dead in the eyes.

"Code Red."

Her mouth dropped, she knew I was in trouble. When I first came out to Sarah, I made up code if mom or dad ever found out and we're kicking me out of the house. Code red. I told my friends too.

*flashback*

"So if dad or mom ever, and I mean EVER find out. They are for sure going to kick me out and throw a bible at

my head." I said, Sarah laughed.

"Might even add a cross, who knows" she said back, "But if they do." I say, getting more

serious, "We'll use a code. The name will be Code red. Okay?" I asked.

She paused for a second, "Okay."

*flashback over*

"Sarah!" My mom called, "Get in, You don't want to catch any fag feelings!"

My mom grabbed Sarah's arm harshly. Sarah yelled a goodbye to me.

"Don't hurt her you bastard!" I said, but it was to late. She closed the door.

Since the box's were just scattered on the lawn, not in any neat order, or pattern. I moved them closer together.

"There!" I said to myself when the box's looked like they weren't thrown

out of a window like before.

As I stood up a car honked. It scared the shit out of me.

I see Rich, gripping the steering wheel. I sit on one of the box's. He sighed, got out and asked, "What the hell?"

"Rich, we have problem." I said, "What is it?" "Code red" I told him. "Aw shit!" He said to me.

"I didn't think this day would come, jeez" he opened the trunk of his moms car, then picked up a box putting it inside the said trunk.

He did that again with another and slammed the trunk door, "You gonna

help me with the rest or are you just gonna stand there?" He asked out of breath. I got up and grabbed a box too. Putting it in the back.

After doing that a couple times, Rich and I were on the road.

—

"So y/n. How did she know?" Rich asked side eyeing me.

"Fucking Grayson."

"He's ruining our lives, day by day. We need to talk to him or something." Rich said with anger.

"How am I suppose to know where he is? And I never want to see

him again!" I responded "But he needs to stop. He can't keep doing this. He didn't touch Eli,

but he could be thinking of a way to murder him now! Y/n he's no joke."

"Don't you think I know that!" I yelled "I know! Okay! I know! I just want to move away forever and forget."

"But you can't." Rich said, "But I have a plan."