-Few weeks later : April 17th, 2014-

I got my own place. It wasn't to take that long comsidering that I do make two checks from being a model and youtube.

I been to myself for these past few weeks. I haven't really been talking to anyone. I just wanted to be alone and I didn't want to be bothered.

I sat on my couch with a glass of wine. I been drinking a little more lately. It's bad but it keeps me sane.

I haven't talked or seen Dominic since I left the hospital and I feel kind of bad because he is tryng to be here for me and I been pushing him away.

I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair. I look at the picture of me smiling and I threw my glass at it.

It fell down and the glass shattered. I felt tears roll down my face and I sniffed.

I know you are suppose to be like fuck that nigga and move on but I can't. I gave someone 4 years of my life.

I loved him. I was in love with him.

I walked to the kitchen and grabbed the bottle of wine. I started chugging the bottle.

Might as well drown myself in my sorrows.

.

I was driving to Leah's apartment. Her friends told to check up on her.

I didn't want to at first because she's been ignoring me. But if I really like her like I say I do, I would take every chance I could get to see her.

I parked in the parking lot. I walked up the stairs and knocked on her door.

I sighed and knocked again. The door opened and she leaned against the door.

"Look at you looking like a sexy piece of candy", she laughed.

I chuckled because I tell that she was drunk. I walked in and she closed door and locked it. She walked to the kitchen and started drinking some wine.

I followed her, I saw her picture shattered on the ground and when I walked in the kitchen, I saw a empty bottle in the trash can. I grabbed bottle from her and shook my head.

"Hey! Give that back!", she tried to grab it.

I poured it out in the sink and she hit me in my arm.

"Wasting some good shit nigga!", she yelled then laughed.

I picked her up and started walking to her room.

"All you gotta do is try, try a little tenderness, yeah!", she sang loudly.

I shook my head and smiled a little.

I got to her room and laid her down on her bed. I laid beside her and she looked at me.

"What?", I said.

"Why are you here? I been a bitch", she pouted.

"Leah"

"No I really been a bitch. I been pushing you away. You should be mad at me"

"I'm not"

"Dominic"

"Yes?"

"I'm sorry", she frowned.

"For what?"

"I don't know. I guess I been so blinded by love I thought I deserved that I don't what it feels like"

I stared at her and she just kept looking at me.

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-Few days later-

I was walking around the mall with Alexis and Talia. I been feeling a little better and I been talking to everyone again.

I thought for sure I would need conseuling but nah.

"What the hell?", I heard Alexis say.

"What?", I looked at her.

She pointed infront of us and I saw Dominic walking with some girl, he had his arm around her shoulders and laughing with her.

I rolled my eyes and kept walking. My friends followed me.

"Hey Dominic", I said.

He looked at me and smiled. He tried to hug me but I moved back a little.

He raised his eyebrow.

"What did I do now?"

"Isn't that your girlfriend?", I crossed my arms.

"That would be kind of fucked up and nasty if I was dating sister"

I blushed really hard out of embarrassment.

"Oop sorry", Alexis said.

I hit her in her arm and fake smiled at him.

"I'll talk to you later okay?", I said.

"Mhm", he said, walking away with his sister.

I slapped my hand against my forehead and sighed.

"Sorry"

"Shut up Alexis"

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